Songs I like but don't listen to as often as what I like to keep in my liked </3 (apolocheese)

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Despair

4 scene sluts

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in my pocket

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in my pocket (erlax)

@1stress
@xv_l

omg let’s go and slit our wrists 
i know that you love me baby know that u like this
why do you like me
crazy i need therapy
u don’t need me
u complete me
baby u complete me
plz don’t ever leave me
playing russian roulette 
My Love for u plz don’t forget
U make me wanna die I hate u
U give me so much love I need u
black cats and broken mirrors 
I see ur full of terrors
u look so horrified when both our worlds collide

ur so pretty in ur dress
u dont need ur makeup 
i pull up on the scene 
gonna make a scene 
u feel like life a bad dream
u wont ever wake up 
pull the flessh up off her skin u wont ever feel again
yea i caught u talkin down now its time to meet ur end time to meet ur end 
cuz u wont ever feel again ever feel again ever feel again ever feel aagain

im losing my mind idk wut to do
n i fuck up all the time make myself bleed 4 u
cut my name into ur skin ik that u love too
omg lol i lied nevr loved u
im better off on my own
yea im not sorry
n im losing all control
i dont wanna feel my body
i dont need any frends cuz they js forget me
ur the only one i Love baby im so Sorry :(

life's a bad dream ft. stress & rylorie [prod. luvwillow]

i'm sorry that im annoying :( (prod. Kvader)

Beatopia

the perfect pair

tr1st4n - over it (p. irshitbih)

lyrics-
way
x3
way you move in the club I'm watching
x2
I can c yr apathy draining
As I realize your body slowly rotting
On this floor the haunting love
And I remember everything u did 
Fuck you and yr fucking face
You will leave me in a trance

Hate everything you have in yr eyes
You won't kill me self destroy
Won't b me without the power of yr voice 
You leave me inside yr light

do u want to dance with me?
murder is the recipe
X4

And the way you
X4

move

Watch U_Die

fun (irlshitbih)

i wish that we would talk some more [+ vaughn ]

clublight (genshi)

Lyrics.
.
.
.
I'm lost in this world and I can't find my way
Darkness surrounds me, day after day
Pain and sorrow, my only friends
im broken inside, my heart never mends


I'm living on the edge, where the darkness meets the light
Can't escape this pain, no matter how hard I fight
I'm a prisoner of my mind, with nowhere left to hide
Living on the edge, until the day I die

Until The Day I Die *prod. OrtoxOne*

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

yuh 
i told you don’t fuck around and find out so u fucked around and found out 
it’s all good til they try to kill you 
noose wrapped around my throat telling you i feel you 
everytime everytime without a doubt ye
let me down going down like Earhart ye
make a wish pray to god that he hears you
ain’t nobody ever there to gaf yeah

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

m1v 

I wanna love you right
Do things that make you fly
Promise
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Pull me on rip 
Hold on me lift
My pain off my shoulder
I cant catch a shift 
Ill love you till our names on our graveyard
Cant catch the drift when i let go
I hold you dearer while we grow
Cant stand a pain on your behold
Rip it in pieces thousandfold
And it is all a cycle
we do it again


to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again 

to be honest i 
pray that i won’t let go 
i’m not insane 
i just wanna love you 
every fucking time you say 
i love you 
u gotta say it again 
u gotta say it again

I’m not insane, say you fucking love me! ft. m1v

my favortie knife by 9aradox produced by milkyway

my favorite knife🔪♡[milkyway]

*ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS*

@disoc8 @w6lker @misalivee
SOMEONE MAKE AN AMV TO THIS

LYRICSSSS ^_^
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up and i cant get fucking clean
can u be my little slut baby can u be queen
i like to self medicate, n i'll do it till im seen
make me self mutilate, ik u like it when i bleed

i'll hit it from the front and then i'll hit it from the back
sorry baby i was fucked up n i dont remember that ! :/
all these fake ass fucking bitches talking this n this n that >:(
sorry baby i really dont care cuz im an alcoholic

hello kitty hello kitty hello kitty everything
buy a bitch a porche but i wont buy a bitch a wedding ring
laughing while u od on the toilet off some heroin
thigh highs on🤤🤤 i wanna be yours ill do anything

@w6lker
cant stop watchin hentai think i need a mommy dom
too young to be inside the club but im with misalive and joms
if u love me then youll cut upload on nhentai.com
hello kitty slut loves me cus i hit the fuckin floss
oh my god oh my god yeah i love thick thighs
and i got too drunk and i damn near fucked a guy
got a body pillow know i keep it on my side
try to touch my waifu guarantee ur gonna die

@misalivee
omg im god dum as fuck alcohol up in my cup
bitch meet me in the club i can get you fucking drunk
oxy in my cup omg dont give a fuck
like bitch i wna die so i sit here and i cry
me and joms up in the club claire is pouring up
i should kill myself but i keep on getting crunk
do you want my drugs want a wedding ring
BFC thats us hello kitty everything

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

i'll do anything w/ hauntingclaire + misalive

im the young one
 in this song



https://open.spotify.com/album/21oYZzp1cZuuCSriCZxxp7?si=8DuEkYsERnKZQ73kjc1HOw

our age gap turns me on

prod. fallen ang3lx
ft. @pr6blms

@pr6blms
shes so cute yeah, shes so perfect
always spending time with her, i dont deserve it
im just a loser, you shouldnt do this
im just a waste of time, i dont deserve this 
(me)
shes so perfect , shes my raver
i wanna make her mine then i crave her
dont forget me , dont forget me
even if i dissapoint you daily
so mysterious , shes so perfect
i wanna make you mine , you deserve it
but im a loser , i dont deserve it
just leave me alone till im worth it
@pr6blms
im rotting every night, i just wanna be alright
im so fucking suicidal and i wanna die
shes so cute yeah, shes so perfect
always spending time with her, i dont deserve it
im just a loser, you shouldnt do this
im just a waste of time, i dont deserve this
(me)
i dont deserve this, im fucking awful
always fucking drinking im such an asshole
i dont deserve this, im fucking stupid
one more fucking time and ima lose it
im so stupid, im so stupid
fucking hate myself i cant do this
im so sorry, that i fucked up
already know that you hate me so just shutup

Leaveme - ft. pr6blms

https://open.spotify.com/album/4QNVZ0pYjBQJTi2Ltf2Zta?si=B5zg5bP2QAaRX8cD_DLj-A

suicide hotline

I cut n I carve

insta: rip_ghxstless
prod: hushrollinup
lyrics: 

youre a puppet on a string for everyones display
a hollow shell with cracking paint and teardrops on your face
your limbs are worn down
adhering to their demands
a lifeless doll
and youre caught between their twisted hands

pull your strings theyll break your bones
dance for them youre not your own person anymore youre just a corpse controlled by lies
you cant leave youve already tried
sewing buttons in your eyes
use a needle
cut the ties
but theyve threaded your demise

manipulated marionette
they sink their thoughts into your head
twist your joints and snap your neck
twist your joints until youre dead
feeling trapped the state youre in
your bodys cold like porcelain 
a puppet under their control
youve lost your mind
youve lost your soul

puppet

DAY2

OBSESSED

BLEED4ME

chill on me abt the singing i didnt use autotune so itd give a more 'raw' vibe
i debated posting this on main but, the instrumental i made meant a whole lot to me and i dont think anyone else might feel it as much as i do it prolly js sounds lame but adding lyrics n sum stuff made me feel like idk just back to what i felt like then bleh
--- lyrics ---

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes


 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings
....
i think now i understand
that when your soul is hollow and
all you can think about is death
don’t be surprised when you are left

so now i know i’m gonna die
i throw my flag, i wipe my eyes
and though i know, soon’s my demise
its still nice to have fun sometimes :)

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

..

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

its nice to have fun sometimes! (prod pupsies)

head2toe

follow your dreams, and know that even though you have lost, you have guardian angels watching over you , day in and day out,

the last thing they want is for their lives to be lost in vein, make them proud! live full, healthy, genius lives!

HOPE

SAD!

instagram.com/boyfantasyy


make my wrist bleed
dyng bby
feel my lips round ur uh uh
rip my blk tights in the bedroom 
0verd0se n hav som FUN FUN!

STUPID GIRL +Boy Fantasy

instagram.com/boyfantasyy
@img0r3

fuCk it fuCk it up
such a stupid slut
stpid stpid sluT
fuking in the club
emo wrst its not for every1
take it take it 0FF
ddy wnts to ddy s33 me cum!
wtch me take it 0ff
thumbing thru his texts it mkes me uh~

BOY FANTASY

SLUT4EVR (feat. g0r3c0r3)

P4RTY G1RL (feat. g0r3c0r3)

instagram.com/boyfantasyy
o o o o o ya im rly fkin dying
pulled up2 the club n il00k like a dime piece
he tried pik me up n isaid please stop trying?
i dnt give a fuck bout ur cl0uting


o m g wtf did u rly wnt
with the drugs
find me d3ad bathroom floorRr
my wrists hurt
find my h3ad in the y4rd l0l
upload me
ded on bestgor kk


oh my fucking god ur a fucking bitch
im off every drug for the fun of it 
goth black on my fucking fit
grab my head make me suck ur fucking dick
black tight stained with a couple bricks im done with it
likkeee wooooowww ur so fucking cute
fucking cute
in the fucking club 
looking rgiht at u right at u
dressed up like a whore n its all for u
all for u
drag me n the back and baby lets screw
baby lets screw


i know ur obsessed in love without me
pulled up all black in the back with the audi 
shoot up the party if u think ur clowning
party loud yeah suffocate im drowning

D3AD ON BESTGORE.COM

I H3ART Y0U (feat. g0r3c0r3)

No Talk (Erlax)

i know she’s gonna hurt me 
baby don’t u worry 
i’m just as scared as you are 
i’m starting to care too much 
she’s using me to fuck 
i know you don’t love me and it’s just all a front 
u say i’m not annoying but i know i text too much 
kiss me i’m so scared baby make me shut up 
my brains racing so fast  i just need some love 
razor cuts and sharp knives 
tell me i’ll be fine 


bloods so fucking thick yet u make me feel so fucking sick
gonna throw up my lunch 
baby why don’t u sit with me
we can be besties 
make you my bestie 
kissing on my neck baby we can be besties 
meet me after class make me mf urs 
i’m so fucking high the roof looks like stars 
i don’t wanna be here 
you don’t wanna be here 
let’s go ditch bitch 
we can chill in the grave yard 
my name on ur kandii 
let me just be urs

BLEED4ME

M0llyRoxx