nostyx

prod @cyb3rbwoy

eyes don’t close, i don’t notice
when you’re close i feel frozen
days grow old, heart beat slowing
blood running cold

i don’t know where i begin 
i hide behind my mortal sins
rule of life is pay to win
i try, and fail, and try again
curtains on my window, can’t see in
prove to myself everyday this isn’t it
i sold my soul, it made me sick
am i cursed to be alone? 

eyes don’t close, i don’t notice
when you’re close i feel frozen
days grow old, heart beat slowing
blood running cold

i's don't close (sho$ei)

https://youtu.be/ydesu551qUI
prod @phobosdub

if life’s a story, i just watch it unfold
can’t say why, i just know what i’m told
learned pain from the trials growing old
trust is not a product that should ever be sold
nobody knows what to say
just gotta smile through the pain
pray that it all goes away
even if just for a day 
let my body go to waste
wouldn’t even be a shame 
to see the look on your face 
when you can’t recall my name
and i’ll keep running, but it’s so hard to keep this pace up 
when the world turns on you, where do you go when you need sum? 

got my back up against the wall

this is a means to an end

means to an end (phobos) MUSIC VIDEO

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only fools fall in love at the first sight
doesn’t matter what they’ve seen in the bird’s eye
is it lust, is it love, how do i decide? 
does it really even matter if we never lie?
never lie never lie never lie
buttons for eyes, be my Coraline 
never lie never lie never lie
life can be hard, that’s why we take it in strides
carve out my chest, put my hard on my sleeve
only proof i’m living is that i can still bleed
i don’t feel real
as far as i can see
heart is made of steel
as far as i can see
what a fool i would be to throw it all away
what a shame it would be to let it go to waste
jump off the roof, i believe i can fly
it doesn’t matter as long as you’re by my side
can’t tell you i love you, i’d never tell you a lie
but i’ll soar on new wings as soon as i die

how foolish of me to wonder (sho$ei)

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