i feel like killing myself but i cant

blood

white dress

let’s go for a walk 
i wanna see u in the dark 
with those pretty ass eyes
baby u make me cry 
and everytime i think about you 
it makes me lose my self
my room hurts so much
killings so much fun when ur in love 
emptiness its all so it’s strange 
i’d hurt them if u went away

i want the thoughts to go away 
i want u out of my brain 
i still feel like i’m with you
everytime i open my phone you show up
all the pictures of us i wanna throw up

baby i told you i’m not okay 
i don’t want anyone around all day
sleep till it hurts destroy my brain
i think i lost my shit one day 
i don’t care to love 
so i do it my way 
bastard with a knife 
and i’m gonna fuck it up
cut her she’s in love
i don’t feel anything my love

dead (pixelhood)

m1v - funtime slaughter

m1v - danger

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

m1v - kys

ur thinking ur so perfect
u treat me like i’m worthless 
u make me feel so terrified
puke out my guts as i cry

i love you
but you hate me
we’re breaking up daily 
i hate you
but you love me
this loves making me crazy

u broke my heart u broke my mind
nothing but a waste of time
should’ve known i should’ve seen
we were never meant to be
and everyday i starve myself so i can be pretty
dopamine, amphetamines, won’t make it to thirty

you’re so obsessive and i’m so dependent 
you say that you miss me but you never do really
liar liar, hearts on fire, rant but u don’t listen, u only get higher 

you’re so toxic bad for me
you fed off my energy 
when i bled you never cared 
i hate that u were never there

nothing but a waste of time (pröz)

cover art done by @lucefuh on ig

-----lyrics-----
[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

[Post-Chorus: skypebf]
Tell me that you love me, even if it's fake
I don't, I don't wanna talk
Baby, I don't wanna play no games
Oh my God, I'm sick and tired
Of you, of you, of you, of you

[Verse 1: skypebf]
Baby, I been bawling, bawling on the floor tonight
Hate it everytime you lie
I don't wanna fight, yeah, you know I'm in the right
Always wanna switch sides
Wanted you to be my sweetheart 'til we die
Living in this cruel fucking life
Suicide always on my mind
Asking myself, "Why?," I wanna die
You already know that answer, it's cause of you

[Verse 2: skypebf]
Miss the sound of your voice at night
Now you're saying to another boy, "Goodnight"
You were full of spite, I was out of my mind
I was so alive, now I hate my life
It was a cold gloomy summer day
That was when you threw my heart away
Now I'm sitting in my room, thinking bout you
And all the reasons why i hate you
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna

[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

5t ごとん
@1no @Yameta
☆hook
オレの気分は浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
5tあるから浮かない

何十回、何百回、何千回、
繰り返すぜ
検索かけてもみつからないんだ
好きなあの子もこれ知らないんだ
この重みの内訳と それに関する概要を
皺寄せがくるの 幸せになると

いつか終わりがくるなら
いっそ始まるな 始まるな
オレに触るな 火傷するから
オレの目見てみ？ ね、ガチでしょ
優しくいられない自分が大嫌い
大嫌い

☆hook
オレの気分は浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
オレの気分は浮かない
5tあるから浮かない
5tあるから浮かない

m1v - end me with 4 xans and a redbull

m0v