capoxxo - dont wanna be (yungflood)

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Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

cover art by https://soundcloud.com/corpse-disposal

idk what happened last week
everybody in the back seat
find me laying in the street
wish this was a bad dream
rain pouring on me 
really my reality
cant stop laughing
wish you wouldnt ask me

idk what happened last week 
wish you wouldnt ask me
thought it was a bad dream
everybody in the backseat
cant stop laughing
i dont feel anything
find me laying in the street 
rain pouring on me
struck by lightning
wish it was a bad dream 
really my reality 
everybody so mean

thought it was a bad dream
everybody so mean
get struck by lightning
i dont feel anything
wish you wouldnt ask me
what happened to me last week
felt like a bad dream
all feels the same to me

bad dream (prod. nyck)

d1v - anymore [1chai]

lucywav - last friday alive

can't look back (endren)

my 5th project SEASON 5 is out now everywhere
15 tracks all written and produced by me 
track 15 additional bass and melody by Pincey
artwork by Kevin Rai

love you all. this for my sad niggas, fly niggas, chill niggas, curious niggas, and anyone striving for balance. love yall

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