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i feel like killing myself but i cant

'Heavenly Creatures' is AQNB’s fourth digital release & first limited edition physical release of new music and visual works compiled and curated by our London, Berlin and Los Angeles-based team.

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'Heavenly Creatures' takes its title from the 1994 dark biographical drama and queer cult classic film of the same name, with a nod to Los Angeles party Heav3n and its championing of a post-PC Music sound—born online and spread across communication networks the world over. Featuring music by young producers from across the internet, the compilation’s heavily-filtered, DIY DAW tracks present an online-but-intimate hyper-emotionality by artists addressing life, love and loneliness from the perspective of a pop-appreciating electronic underground. Together with visual art works that express digital modes of intimacy, it’s a space of vulnerability and introspection built on a melancholic sub-frequency that’s carried forward by the hopeless romantics and baby angels that inhabit it.

Music by:
blackwinterwells
Aj simons & umru
lei
heavn
oakscreen
BLOODZ BOI 血男孩 & bod [包家巷]
8485
kuru
dylann
luvox
reserv

Visual works by:
Adham Faramawy
Carlos Sáez
Maggie Menghan Chen
Tissue Hunter

Cover artwork by:
Alejandra Muñoz

Isaac Treece, mastering

8485, '3cheers (prod. taylor morgan)' (2021). Courtesy AQNB, London; Los Angeles.

AAA powerline

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

m1v - idk where my mind is

m1v - danger

motorola ft. luvwillow

prod kaiboo 
featuring disoc8 *Bfc* 
mix master @1stress
disoc mix his own part :3 

ENJOY GUYS I WILL TRY TO MAKE AN EP THIS SUMMER BUT HERES OUR FIRST SUMMER TRACK

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every1 abandons me 
shld i evr g2s
could u call me when u.... Weep?
She said bby find me
every1 abandons me 
omg im so UNIQUE!
grip ur blade in2 my tTeeth
hope i never see the wreathe (i rly dk what this means)

disoc8
theres nobody like me honestly im so unique
in my bedroom smokin weed
everydays a party 
no one fukn likes me honestly im too unique
cuz ill never fukn c who im ever meant to b
wait who tf r u To judg?? ?
i got demonsin my brain and i got liquor in mycup 
keep I DONT KNOW WHAT HE SAID

find me ft/ disoc8 (kai boo)

Could you follow me real quick 
Got something to show and i swear its so sick
You could leave this earth so quick 
Everything below yeah i swear it wont mean shit 

Here take one, maybe two, oh whats three maybe four will kill your blues 

Oh and now im floating 
Can you feel the motion 
I swear i fucking love this 
But i think you need more dosing 
Cus trust me this aint loaded 
Theres always more new highs 
And its so much more exotic 
Mix this with that, now it is a new batch 
Im so exact, perfect im zoning

i'll suffer till the end (m1v)

EVA EVA w/ m1v  feat. luvwillow

UNTIL THE SUN DIES (ANTI-LIGHT MIX) v2.mp3

Quantum Matrix

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u mean even less to me now

time gets longer everyday
that i never see ur face
im crying on the floor
if this is life now
i guess so

im hurting myself
to feel what u felt
its not what u want
but nothing else helps

theres nowhere to turn
i wish i knew why
my txts never send

i cant keep the rain
from falling down
i can feel the pain
when ur not around

everything reminds me of u
i dont ever know what to do

i guess so

im looking everywhere
for something
but everywhere i run into nothing
im dying for ur love
im killing all of me to feel something

hate it everytime that u leave 
i struggle every nite just to breath
remember everything that we could be
just so fucking numb everything means nothing to me

i just keep on running from myself
i cant keep on dying for ur help
i can feel the stitches coming undone
tell me why i break everything i touch

i feel like killing myself but i cant

m1v

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