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##GRAVEPARTY *ON SPOTIFY* (01ashes & soju)

osquinn / p4rkr - Trackmind Ft Saturn (prod. Kuru)

wont

friend of the enemy

murder fantasy

3 am

@rosesleeves @0noahh @oscarpisces
prod Ezekiel & Rose

Rose, Noahh & Oscar Pisces - EYES ROLL BACK (Ezekiel & Rose)

it took me 20+ versions to get this

produced/mixed/written by me
cover art edited by @venusrose4u

🠟 lyrics 🠟

conceal my heart
cant trust another soul
to pull me out 
i think i need to find

how to 
make this my own
create a home
without a hand to hold 


i swear this is my final plea
to find a love whose fine with me
these wounds create a 
timeless piece
of
whats inside this mind that keeps me

painfully awake at night 
in this 
drab and empty room of white
in this 
hole devoid of love and light
that i
dug myself into despite your

passionately held advice
telling 
me to find a fucking vice
that
doesn’t have to do with knives 
or 
sacrificing sections of me

ohh i was too late
but i see it now
can i fix my ways?
before i bleed out

conceal my heart
cant trust another soul
to pull me out 
i think i need to find

how to 
make this my own
create a home
without a hand to hold

plea

@april211k @silversxo

4x head up, head up, keep your head up

just for one moment
i thought i had it
but then it vanished 
and now i dont know where im at

burn me to ashes 
until theres nothing left
i think i get it 
i cant stop taking damage 

show me how to get out, to go on when theres no one
i wont stop falling 
it weighs too heavy on my shoulders

feel like no one rly cares about me 
i guess theyre better off without me 

ashes to ashes, dust to dust 
and i cannot move my body's covered in rust
ive never been so close to giving up 
but i kno im not done, i cant stop

taking damage「april21 + silver」

hurtful @winter

i'm worthless

your smell

tbh idont even like this song anymore xD but if u guys might like it then cool

ANGELWEEPS

the only person always with you will be you no matter what
so i
tried to stay alone i couldnt do it cuz it’s hard as fuck
then i
met my forbidden fruit
she’s guaranteed my doom
i’m torn between two worlds
oh what do i do
i will fall
it’s so toxic but i love the pain
are you worth it? i don’t know
but ion care one bit you’re everything i ever wanted in a girl
you’re so beautiful
i dont know what i want with this prominent block
so ima take a fat moment to breathe and let life make this inconceivable decision for me

forbidden fruit

i try to stay awake when im with ya cuz i'll hurt you in my sleep im built on scars cut so deep that theyll most likely leak onto ya i suggest that you leave right now cuz you should know its damaging to stay cuz i can take your whole world away after i give it to ya but if you cant resist your desires i'll make you..

i'm worthless

m1v