m1v - hurt me

m1v - kys

art https://www.instagram.com/drownlore
back to back chorus with me & @stardante
prod me
mixed me & @xopurp (ty)

omfg ft. stardante

mv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d34-BRfGQEY
ft. @as1ral
prod me
art by https://www.instagram.com/vuelure

music video

soundslikeEvil ft. astral project

ft. @kets4eki
art by https://www.instagram.com/vuelure
prod by @kets4eki & @00vercast
mix by me & @kets4eki

notice me ft. kets4eki

ft. @d3rcore
produced by me / mastered by d3r
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(snorlax)
saw u underneath the lights bby i dont need ur closure
i dont need ur lies bby i dont need ur closer
look into ur eyes i jus wish i wasnt sober
bad hoe by my side but i wish i didnt kno her
saw u underneath the lights i dont need ur closure
i dont need ur lies bby i dont need ur closer
look into ur eyes i jus wish i wasnt sober
bad hoe by my side but i wish i didnt kno her

(d3r)
And now I don’t see you around anymore, I feel numb
You don’t sleep right next to me, I rather pick up the gun
And now I’m so upset, I hate toxic women, because I know I will never rest
You just make me pop pills, now I feel so depressed
I treated you so good, just the way I should
And that bit me in the ass more than, it ever could
Drag me down with you
Expect me to while all your tears away, like I ain’t hurting too

wish I didnt kno her w/ d3r ##𝒷𝒾𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓂𝓊𝓈𝒾𝒸

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

art https://www.instagram.com/ketchonn/
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ft. @d3rcore
mixed & mastered @d3rcore

i hear you ft. d3r

OUT ON SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/2OgsZYPyvGggD3udu8TtZG?si=44c15d9221c54d04

prod glorygasp
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𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼

caught u sneakin out at night
ur locations off
so i followed u around
kept u in my sights
what r u doin at her house?
is this the girl u told me not to worry about?
sus from the start
i shouldve saw the signs
said we were forever
but thats a lie
broke my heart
now its ur turn to die
so let me go home and grab my favorite knife

ill cut u up and eat u
lick my blade and fkin break u
turn ur heart into a necklace
dont care if i get reckless
bury u 6 ft deep
laugh while i watch u bleed
made a fukin mess of me
but idc if i get reckless

if i get reckless
if i get reckless
if i get reckless
i dont fkin care
(x2)

out of sight
out of mind
out my fucking life
ill dump ur body ina river and ill say goodbye
im writing on the walls with ur fukin guts
cuz now im dun with u
xoxo i luv u!
i saw u out last night
u were whoring roud' with the girl that i dont like
u said u were with ur friends
so i showed up with a gun and shot u both dead

ill cut u up and eat u
lick my blade and fkin break u
turn ur heart into a necklace
dont care if i get reckless
bury u 6 ft deep
laugh while i watch u bleed
made a fukin mess of me
but idc if i get reckless

if i get reckless (i dont care as long as u end up dead!)
if i get reckless (6ft underground is where i prefer u best!)
if i get reckless (dont mind if i end up makin a mess!)
i dont fkin care (ill fukin kill u dnt care if i fuckin get reckless!)
(x2)

reckless (glorygasp)

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3