and i always come back

under the tree

m1v - im so dumb

m1v - glitter ft. blackwinterwells

m1v - kys

ft. @kets4eki
art by https://www.instagram.com/vuelure
prod by @kets4eki & @00vercast
mix by me & @kets4eki

notice me ft. kets4eki

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dethkitty insta- https://www.instagram.com/dthkat?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

dollreal insta- https://www.instagram.com/dollrealx?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

prod- https://www.youtube.com/@pavlos_prod

Original Cover art before this by- https://www.instagram.com/e5c4p33d?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==

iamsodead
b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain...
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

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I'm sad? I'm mad? no, I'm confused
i-i need ur love, my heart is bruised
I-I've been waiting for ya to make a move
cuz im too fkn shy n that is proved
b-babe don't ask me what I'd rather
no, I don't want any other
ur all I want, ur all I need
ur all that I crave in order to proceed

babe ur always on my mind every single day-ay
babe my love is well-defined, I want u to stay-ay
oh-oh i just wana hear u say
oh-oh that u love me anyway

dollreal
say that u wont leave me babe
tell me that ur here to stay
carved ur name into my wrist
suicide pact on my list
self injuries when im not with u
just want ur love
is that an issue?
please say it back my heart is in two
please say it back my heart is in two

iamsodead
b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain...
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

b-b-baby i just want your love 
tell me that you love me back
i-i-i dont wanna feel this pain
cure my heart and love me back
i know that u can fix my scars
come here girl and heal me now
i-i-i dont wanna go insane i just need your love right now

dethkitty
can u verify ur love rn
i been trying to reach u but i dont know how
waiting for that call from you
i want you in my room
im going crazy #syko
if its weed then its fine tho

i wont lie i stalk ur page
just 2 make sure ur okay
things aligned like it was fate
but now we havent talked in days
guess u were just like the rest
and oh my god thats such a shame
u didnt like when i would test,
but i guess for that ill take the blame

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i just want ur love w/ dollreal+ dethkitty [pavlos]

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3