i wish i was dead

mix : @hateoryx + @1stress
master : @1stress
production : gaxillic
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oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot
nothing makes me happy anymore
so fukkd upppp
aand u always wud tell me tht things get bettr
but i still luv u u should send me a letter
[?] cold like december forever 
i know that now [?]
[?]
but im in love with u
but im in love with u 
but imm in love with u
but imm in love with uuu

stress : 
now im so broken 
thoughts r chosen
wanna go2 sleep but i feel like CHOKINx_x
lately i been off my pills u cn hit my plug yh 
yh u can hit my plugggggggggg
now i c it like its clear
my minds broken disappear
thought i always needed u 
turns out i only need ur shoes (lol)

oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot

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EVERY CHANCE >:( +HATEORYX

EVERY CHANCE +HATEORYX

@w6lker: 

i don’t like you like that bitch don’t ever try 2 call me 
i feel hella dead drop a xanny in my coffee 
i feel suicidal take me 2 the psych ward 
posted in the back of the club with some white whores

i jus wanna die take a blade 2 my heart now
never leave the house i dnt rlly wnna go out
i just saw a mirror had a fkn breakdown 
lost 2 much blood bitch now im boutta blackout 

**bridge**

n if you dnt need me, i promise i’m leaving 
ur just like a drug n ill always b fiending 
treat u lik the one even if u h8 me 
talking 2 a wall, im talking to nobody :/

**hook**

left me all alone, i was on top of the world
but now you’re lost you’re gone, and i don’t know where to go 
you know you were my home, you were my whole damn soul 
but i would never deserve you, i’m rlly sorry i hurt you 

**verse 2**
my heart withers
someone save me 
i feel so gross
why am i hated
switchblade on me
not for protection
you are just a bitch boy 
teach yo ass a lesson 

i jus do 2 much 
got all of my skin cut 
talkin on my music 
you should shut the fuck up 

niggas doin 2 much 
i don’t really care tho 
cut out all my organs 
turn me 2 a scarecrow 

**bridge**

n if you dnt need me, i promise i’m leaving 
ur just like a drug n ill always b fiending 
treat u lik the one even if u h8 me 
talking 2 a wall, im talking to nobody :/

**hook**

left me all alone, i was on top of the world
but now you’re lost you’re gone, and i don’t know where to go 
you know you were my home, you were my whole damn soul 
but i would never deserve you, i’m rlly sorry i hurt you

i don't deserve you

I don't deserve you

prod avery<3

you know how to lie
ya u do it sogood 
i cnt ever love u like the way that i should
give u the whole world
bby u know that i could
got a crush on u nd it feels so good
but everything else is shit tho
nd it always fucks wit my mental
wanna give u everything
know its hard to trust me
can u promise to love mex2

idk if what we have is real
all this time thrown away what do u even feel

do you love me?
bby do you really wanna cut me?
broken glass on the floor its disgusting
so are you... id disappoint you 2
walking thru the catacombs all night
you left me stranded nd its not right
wasted youth i jus sit out in the moonlight
everything fucked up got me so tight
im not goin thru this anymore
so dnt even try nd just shut the door
ur bones nd blood layin on the floor
but shawty i just cnt escape ur a bore
bby take a capsule if you feel bad
i dnt wanna fuck this up nd make u real mad
bby can you rlly make me feel that
can you fuck me up my love you go and steal that

you know how to lie

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@skypebf
@pixelhood

Crystalline shawty
I wanna feel your body
Close your lips just take it
Baby let's just get naked

I'm bleeding out in the club
I don't wanna live like this
Can you save me?
Baby I'll never repent
You could never be as holy as my crucifix
Bloody holy water, feelings that I can't resist
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this

She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
I still feel it in my heart like I did from the start
Last fall oh my god yeah we had it all
Voices in my head
Pretty please just fucking get out
Angels talking to me everyday
I feel so insane
Suicide watchlist pills in my pocket
Everything you said to me
Oh my god I lost it
Tell me do you feel it in your heart
Like I did from the start
Pretty pretty please let me hit the restart
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight
She don't know what you wanna do tonight
She don't know what you wanna prove tonight

I'm bleeding out in the club
I don't wanna live like this
Can you save me?
Baby I'll never repent
You could never be as holy as my crucifix
Bloody holy water, feelings that I can't resist
Smoking fucked up in the club
All these drugs we mix it up
You're a monster
Angel told me that you'd show up
Come and take it
Baby don't ask for it
Break me down to the floor
Cause I deserve this

z3r0luck

z3r0luck + skypebf (pixelhood)

Lyrics: 

503scoob: 

I’m tryna hang myself feel like a bat
If I take it I cannot take it back
And she looks at me like that 
It’s a look so far passed sad
Baby I’m a goner
And my shadows the only one around me 
Like do I have a disease
I’m mixing all these fuckin potions to sleep
Hi Cs Oxys 
How can I live if I don’t feel alive 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

503scoob: 

Molly water got me floating on my back
I spill the drugs on my lap
I keep saying it’s the last time 
We both know that that’s a lie 
And I ain’t been alright
Like how you won’t take me back
So I’m just gon take my life 

Disoc8:

if i take it back
culd u evr take me backk?
omg im contemplating with these drugs all on my lap
co codamol then i extract
got my pipe its fucking packed
i still cant forget ur face
i still drunno how 2 act

Gutzxx: 

I could never take it back
I got drugs inside my bag
you will never catch me lack
I keep a bomb strapped to my back
and this bitch so ignorant 
I could never take her back
talking so much fucking shit
you don't know how to act

I could never take you back
your so controlling
and I hate like everything
everyday im crumbling
fuck it
your ruined me
everyday im in misery
and one day ima take my life
all I do is fucking cry

Take It Back w/disoc8 & gutzxx (aki)

COVER ART BY ME MIX BY ME ALL DAT SHOUTOUT NUMBER48 4 DA BEAT REAL MLG 2016 LEAFYISHERE SHIT
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give a fuck about a bitch 
jus care abt my paycheck
hit me up to geek n smoke a blunt
then imma say less!!
couldn't give a single shit bc im faded
she don't want me now but she'll hit me when im famous
don't wanna talk to you bitch theres no relations
you can never catch me fkn with a lame bitch
i was posted round some snakes so did a lane switch
regret cutting off all my hoes for my main bitch

i don't give a fuck what you say
i'm still getting to the pay
i'm still getting to the riches
i'm all in my bidness
get crunk everyday 
and my tracks imma listen
got that shit on replay
stay up on my mission

everybody know my name
and i walk into the party with a fucked up face
i been gone all day
that bitch say im insane but idk why she did it
i ain't playing no games mmmmmm
walk into the party everybody starin' at me
i'm just steady laughing
bitch i'm twitchy and i'm snappy
try hard 2 be happy but everyday is so crappy
i don't even know why the fuck they mad at me

give a fuck about a bitch 
jus care abt my paycheck
hit me up to geek n smoke a blunt
then imma say less!!
couldn't give a single shit bc im faded
she don't want me now but she'll hit me when im famous
don't wanna talk to you bitch theres no relations
you can never catch me fkn with a lame bitch
i was posted round some snakes so did a lane switch
regret cutting off all my hoes for my main bitch

say less

SPOTIFY 9/6

say less (Number48)

prod. @prodpr0xy and @morecalcium333
feat. @m1v

vanity
Pull up in my new drip its so sick 
Got em saying so insane so insane so insane so insane
And you know i hit that switch up make them heads swang
And its so insane so insane we put them stale ass boys to shame 

Got them raybands on me
Hide the eyes no talking 
Got a bad bitch on me
And we movin zombie 
Only her eyes on me 
We gettin sloppy sloppy
Made a lil flick in hot topic 
Like its nothing homie 

m1v
Dont need yall lovin on me
Stop acting out when i feel
Like a lil flame in a bonfire
Why are they talking for me
Move like a puppet for me
The strings get heavier n heavier

How our human emotions gets less
Developed overtime but im happier
Dont we understands 
That we try and we die and we

vanity
Pull up in my new drip its so sick 
Got em saying so insane so insane so insane so insane
And you know i hit that switch up make them heads swang
And its so insane so insane we put them stale ass boys to shame

SO INSANE ft. m1v (pr0xy & morecalcium)

on all plats
prod by me

@disoc8
even if it's secret bby tell me what u want
u can msg me whenever u don't ever gotta front
i'm just tryna keep it real i think i do too many drugs
i can't never stop for nun bby but ur still the 1 i want

okay
at the club, let's fuck it up
like molly rocks, let's crush it up
it's not the drugs, i'm so in love
ur stuck with me, so suck it up.
took 20 xans i fell asleep
so many bands u won't believe
cmon lets dance on xtc
if it's me n u it's meant 2 be

like shutter shades and kandi
hella haze relax me
share drugs w/ u bby got molly eyes we can't see
so much anxiety the xans come in handy
i wanna get so fucked up u can't understand me

ur the one i want <3

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