*Im Proud of you - You took your first pinch like a man - and you learned the two greatest things in life, never rat on your friends, and ALWAYS KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT*

how you scared of fuckin death if you already going through life?\
I dont need no fuckin smithen if im already on a mic\
I can tell which fuckiing rappers who aint tapped into they psyche\
see you too this beat I guess we'll call it perfect timing\
push me to the edge I want to see somebody try me\ 
I aint acting hard, I guess I've just been recognizing\ 
sat inside the silence and I found evil compiling\ 
searching for myself - like I been thinking imma find him\ 

Struggled on the daily, but I think it's for a reason\ 
looking around - it's the bottoms, I been out here grieving\
partnered up w my mama to build ourselves an LLC\ 
Im bouta get me my dolla - we going back to healthy eatin\ 

I had this bitch on my collar and now she's out here having seizures\
How this - life happens quick - it'll have you wishin that you pleased her\ 
How this - love is a bitch and is torturous and im a cheater\ 

back when mack was a kid - wasn't in the field, I was in the bleachers\ 
I been talking my shit, Im anonymous -  im no repeater\ 
meningitis at ten, I aint see no god - but I met the reaper\ 
this is my world - this my life - this my confession, Im defeated\ 
I still wanted to tell you I love you while your brain is bleeding\
I might get me a strap to withhold the fact that you are leaving\ 
bust a cap in my temple - while they all calling me conceited\ 
they still thinking that I care about myself, but they aint seen it\ 
I got minutes I've invested into others - im impeding\ 
I got spinach that Im splittin w my brothers if im eating\ 
I be tossing and im turning w these demons while im sleeping\ 
I be snapping on these bummy mf's who be weeping\ 

I might cry in front of you just to show you that I know weakness\ 
i cant hang out w these rappers; cuz half of them be competing\
took the trauma from my mama - the prophecy - I conceived it\ 

you don't like me cuz you lacking the passion and you been leaching\ 
off ya homies - yea I fry that bologna when I receive it\
Imma eat you fucking cappers who rappin that make believe it\ 
every time you hop on ski - I just laugh cuz you dont know beat\ 
how you thirty in this kitchen complaining about a screen\
those are orders that you get from this job - it aint bout gettin mean\ 
if we talkin bout condition, put yo legs inside my jeans\ 
wont you come inside my house and wont you sleep right where I sleep\ 
this has been about you switching perspective - see what I see\ 
when I live inside of the moment, I tend to lack the peace\

yea the world is fucking dying, there's blood up inside the streets\
there's no way that you'll deny it - there's war up inside ya tweets\
there's no way to fucking hide it - my mindset, my self esteem\ 
looking for the future- the present - my past has been a dream\
quantum bodies\ 
distractions - aint everything is what it seems\ 

switching up the flow just to show you I'm really coming next\
sitting in my room like a Buddha who still at rest\ 
this is that substantial - we free you from totin techs\ 
trying my hardest to find my heart while facing death\ 
yea my pineal open - im paranoid w every step\ 
yea my girl in the other room dying - crying, while I reflect\ 
yea this life will show you anything within a fucking second\ 

appreciate your loved ones and appreciate your blessings\ 

I got karma coming back cuz I sinned and I disconnected from my girl and from my family - that shit did sumn to my complexion\ 
I just want to get up out of the loop - that has been perplexing\
Samsara I'm so sorry - my soul aint from me directly\ 

As I walk in this universal vessel - please come correctly\ 
I aint fucking w you rappers, nah these dollars aint for flexing\ 
I jus need to keep my mind on this mission, and my expression up\

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