give and take

i rlly loved u /: [p. jkjmetasco]

and it’s cold, i got snow on my coat 
backstrap stars, i don’t wanna go home 
phone screen blinds me when u call 
im jus too fucked up, beg you leave me alone 

bape bag i got ash on my clothes 
smokin on runtz, don’t put shit up my nose
accuse me everytime that we talk 
but when we link ur the one that covers your phone 

i promise i don’t care 
i promise i don’t give a fuck 
i’m chillin smokin w my friends 
i don’t need you to show me love 
and when you see me out in town
or even on the bus
don’t ever try to chat to me
you made your bed 
so lay there, stuck 

and they said bro did you see the shit she put on insta
she’s got a new boy, he’s literally in the picture with her 
i walk these streets with double blades like i’m a fuckin witcher 
while ur all scrolling on the gram i’m w my team we gettin richer

witcher

produced by branwen

lyrics;
i hate the way i feel
i hate the way i feel
i hate the way -

that moment when yk everything is make believe inside ur head
maybe u should take ur meds
maybe u should try something to get you out of bed
you cant live like this 
i think i wanna give up 
but my body wont let me give in
somedays i dont know what to say
somedays i wonder what to say
somedays i wonder if im okay
somedays i try to know my place
i been like this for a long time
and i dont think im gonna change
i mean everyday fades to gray
constantly filled with hate
why do i even wanna be awake

im sorry 
im so sorry 
im not good enough
im sorry im not the drugs
like do u feel how i feel
cuz i hate the way i feel x3

cuz i hate the way i feel
tell me what is real
cuz i hate the way i feel
i jus wanna be okay
but today is not the day
i hate the way i feel

way i feel_outro

prod. jacob vallen
mix, master by me
(lyrics) 
No
They find me here, no hope
I been alone so long
You can't be here oh no
And I said hello
What should I do this night
I wished you were all mine
I knew we'd be alone
I know
Wait
When did you get here
Last time I checked
I had you in all of my thoughts

Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms

I just want to hold you close
Take you out while on the road
Baby you'd be there for me
As I know you wouldn't do me like that
Thought all of this
Of what we couldn't be
There's blood all in the water
From when you'd finally leave

Wait don't go just stay
I been okay
Love how you lay with me
Wait
You saw on the tv that night
As long as you been here, I'm fine
As I just wanted you to be my love
It wasn't enough for you
That's why I was left here all alone

Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms
Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms

Wait Dont Go

prod. jae

lyrics:
whoa
start off the same way
one trip, one way, one try
no harm
it's a temporary game we're playing
i fold
i didn't get the best hand
had to poke around and fuck it up
i really dont got
any compaints yet
it's my favorite 
one
that ive ever lived
out of countless
i know that there's so many more
i can't wait to meet them
it's all part of the plan
to find each other again
and again
i wanna break out
this headache's so loud
it's been waiting at my doorstep
pounding at my forehead
if it's so important
break it down, i won't mind
i could spend
all the time i want listening to your cries
it's supposed to be a test
and no one ever said it wouldn't be hard
and you got this far
there's no need to retry
you did your best
i pace back and forth all the time
i'm just catching my breath

Catchingmybreath (jae)

@onlyfriendyeah 

// onlyfriend
i'm just a spirit in your bedsheets
so hate me
fuck your friends and move on with your life
it's taking everything i've got to even try
now i won't say forever, forever's come and go
cause people change and people leave
it's just the way it goes

i'm just a spirit in your bedsheets
i've been dead and gone for six weeks
won't take you back
don't hold me down
please don't tell me how you feel alive
whenever i'm around

// i'm geist
ohh
you have a way with your words
to always get what you want
no
i’d tell you how much hurts
but what’s the point of it now

six weeks dead still in my bed
and the sheets stained red, holes in my head
and after all was said, i watched you burn it down
had me holding on tight, to a love in the ground
promised we’d be alright, so how is it over now?
oh if you just stayed the night, we would have figured it out
now i’m stuck here without you
minds plagued full of doubt
and there’s nothing to amount too
with these stains on my crown

six weeks

spotify

six weeks w/ onlyfriend [iof x king theta]

shoutout pumpkin man and goatrosha

"if i sit down" coming soon

thunderstorm soliloquy (feat onlyfriend) [prod horosha]

Well the family ties are untying and I wanna go
Cause you cut me to ribbons and then you expect me to bow
Well I'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots
Cause I wanna believe that you're good
But I know that you're not

Hey
Send no search party
I'm just spacewalking
You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
I'm just spacewalking

Ay, you take the last escape pod
I watched you take both seats so you can put your feet up
I'll forget your face
I'ma neuralize just like I'm agent K

Send no search party
I'm just spacewalking
You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
Houston I've got nothing to say

You pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure don't go out your way
To find my body out in space
Houston I've got nothing to say

airlock [prod. yungspoiler]

I don't need luck though
I don't want it

Say 'send no search party'
And pray the airlock stays in place
No pressure though I'll be ok
Send no search party

Well I'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots
Cause I wanna believe that you're good but I know that you're not

I'm just spacewalking
Spacewalking
Spacewalking
I'm just spacewalking

spacewalking [prod. jolst +homesick]

additional guitar + solo by santi sonderegger

I've got a throne that I can't take
I wear the crown until I wake
And I'ma tell you straight I'm a
Hopeless
Hot mess
Dead end
De facto defect
Can you live your dream when you overslept?

Remind me now, remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
I tried to print my death certificate
The cartridge jammed and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how to heal

I've got a throne that I can't take

And I said goodbye to my papa through a facetime screen
One year down I'm still buffering
Are you there, are you there
Are you listening?

So remind me now, remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
They tried to print my death certificate
The cartridge jammed and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how to heal

There's still a spark
Remind me how it feels
And start my heart again just like electric eels
Another shot right through my veins again
They cut the mains and the memory's all gone
So remind me how, remind me how
Remind me how I'm alive

electric eel [prod. yungspoiler]

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt foreveryone

contact: m@scars.online

way i feel_outro

mars (m4rsyy)

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