Lost Cherry

snippet of scrapped song played on twitch

glaive - spending money but it’s beautiful

this is real guys trust me

trust a kid from the internet

glaive - oh well clouds01leak

prod @xodazed @31sentinel
@sadlistical

lyrics:

I was lusted
Feel disgusting
Don't tell me you don't want it cuz
I promise it doesn't have to be like that
I cannot feel it anymore
The way you touch down on my neck
I fucking want it bad
Tell me I'm obsessed
I cannot watch you pass
Right in front of me
I'm looking through the screen
Will you just talk to me?
I guess I will not be seen-

(Stutters)

And yeah ill always come back to you
No matter the time
You led me on bad, for you
It's no surprise
Wanna die no more lies
I'm so fucking terrified, so why?

I can feel you crawling around in my skin
I got unanswered questions I'd love to deal with
And you know me better than anyone
I pray to god you forget my name the next time you get drunk
And I'm sure that's what you want too
You don't know me anymore do you?
I'm the worst regret that you'll ever have
But late at night I pray to god that you'll take me

BACK
Back
That you'll take me back
Back
Hey, h- hey, h- h- h- hey (That you'll take me!)
Back
Wanna se- e- e- e-
Back
BACK
Ah-
Hey hey!

(dariacore thx dazed)
Don't you give-
And I'm 45 (@yehbkyz)
Chicken Jockey!

Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- a- a- a- a- a- a- a- a-
Back- e- a- e- a- e- a- e- a-
Girl just take me back, ah, back to you
Our petals won't attach, although I'll fake the truth
I'm running back and forth, I wouldn't climb a whore
(Climb a whore, a- a- e-)

back to u w/ sadlistical

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Team Cece (Live edit + Remaster)
All the victims of my pen (Demo)
I used to be a waitress (Remaster)
Holly Woods Christmas 1 (Remaster)
754 (Live edit + Remaster)
Loud - Ali RQ (Demo)

Daw at UCLA 6/7/25 - We still won (set)

produced by aftrr
stream: ffm.to/outs

Why am I still holding on
I know your heart’s been gone
They say we should cut it off
I say let’s prove 'em wrong
But I’m so sick of it all
The words that give me withdrawals
Stuck at the root of it all

I know you’re not good for me
It hurts like second degree
It’s getting hard to believe
You’re lying right through your teeth
I know I just let it be
But I don’t want you to leave
Maybe I want you to see
(Maybe I want you to see)

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know what's got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

(Show you what it feels like)
(Show you what it feels like)

You feeling under the weather
Tomorrow we could be better
You wanna stay up inside
In your closet, my sweater
We haven’t talked since November 
But then I saw you that night

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know whats got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

On the outside
I’ll be just fine

(Show you what it feels like)

stream

The Outside

i love october november december yeaahhhhh
i love piano

dead ones (prod exclu)

prod. @angelonmyshoulder @400th
feat @k4rson

lyrics:
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
and my bands is blue, got some motion
i cant focus, you dont know shit
driving round the city windows open
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
use to b like you, now im golden
and im w my troops n we posted
and i mean it when i say that i wont code switch

and im meaning what i say
hit the plug i know the pack is on the way
talkin shi you can say it to my face
bitch i keep dat pole up on my side its on my waist, on my waist yuh

@k4rson
we waiting for dem bbitches


im jus tryna put myself back2gether
ima drink my life away until its better
and i feel my lungs with gas i love this pressure
and i asked her if she'd leave, and she said never
now im left inside the past
tell me that you here, while im fading into black
now its getting clear that it wasnt supposed to last
look up in the mirror and i hate whats looking back

i cant fw you or yo whole clique
and my bands is blue, got some motion
i cant focus, you dont know shit
driving round the city windows open
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
use to b like you, now im golden
and im w my troops n we posted
and i mean it when i say that i wont code switch

focus

prod by @pyu
MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHG6euowE1s

bby leave my head
thats loss and gain
wish i could fix
every words unsaid
hundred path is this my way
broke me twice
but i’ll do that shit again
got a silver plate
with ur feelings in a mess
same hart same flesh
same crest same fate
ull leave my head
that’s loss and gain
called too late in a minute ill b dead

ill b dead i
rly hate myself im
creepin in the back
bby u can call me bad now
should i get hit by a car
or pop pills till i pass out
grave in my yard
feelin like shauna with the knife
weird brunette that the devil sent
got dozen candles on my shelf
got a hundred things i’ll never say
got a thousand path i’ll never take

go go
go go
yuh yuh
hot blood on my skin
come on bitch steppin dare
u know u can’t stop that
u know u can’t stop that
now

bby leave my head
thats loss and gain
wish i could fix
every words unsaid
hundred path is this my way
broke me twice
but i’ll do that shit again
got a silver plate
with ur feelings in a mess
same hart same flesh
same crest same fate
ull leave my head
that’s loss and gain
called too late in a minute ill b dead

ill b gone soon
woke up feeling nauseous
of effexor moving slow
know i better b cautious
up all night like the moon
bby used to brighten my mood
my whole body wounded
solo in my cocoon
fuck a torch pain light my way
can’t raise my voice bby that’s unfair
bloody pool i’ve made a mess
it’s a nightmare but i’m awake

dig this hole myself
create this void myself
alone with myself
still can’t blame mys-

Broke me Twice @meta MV IN THE DESCRIPTION

originally didnt want to release this but I keep coming back to this.. produced byu mee!
last song before an album (i hope)

i wish i would've been quiet

marian

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