i dont think that ive expressed how good this song hurts oh my gods

i love this song so much, i based my instagram user off of it

they in fact did NOT delete this in the morning, but im glad!!

holy shit this song is sooo conan coded. its amazing!!

holy shit this is sooo conan coded, its beautiful

I always come back this song speaks volumes thank you

soft

we’ll never have sex - leith ross

Lyrics:

If the trees are alive 
Then I guess I am too 
Feel the need to survive 
Looking for things to do 
Just to prove that I’m here and I was when I’m gone 
If the trees are alive then I wanna be one

If my soul is a fire 
My body’s a forest
The music is water
The void is a chorus
I hear when it calls me from under the blue
If my soul is a fire I wanna be cool 
All the trees are alive and I wish I were too

All my idols are just 
Two dimensional things
In my head on the wall 
in the light of my screen
And it’s lonely I know but I’m seeing it through
Oh my idol you’re dead and I want to be you

Oh I’m gonna get there someday
I can feel it the horizon drawing near
I wanna live to be
Taller than a sycamore
Burning brighter than a meteor
Dying like a distant star

Oh my love is a ghost and I guess I am too
Dreaming up visions of light breaking through
How it builds and it swells and the climax is you
I will live I will die I will make something new
I will live I will die I will put it to use

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The Trees Are Alive

afternoon guy - kevin atwater

just be your friend - jake minch

i am so much older than i was last year and my face looks different and kids that i thought would be in my life forever stopped reaching out and there is a part of me that will always live in my hometown, but i am leaving for good this time. this is a thank you, and a love letter, and a goodbye.

i don’t plan to put this song out, but i really wanted to say it

warm light demo

Accommodating

jake minch - sleep on the floor (cover)

written by dacelynn
prod by noise club + dacelynn

i would talk to you if you wanted to
would you hear me out?
cause my voice is strained 
from all the times you made me shout

and the walls are thin and caving in
and i’m afraid to let you in again
to let you in again

you say hey
i wanna watch you waste away 
is it ok for me to wanna feel this way?
you say hey
i wanna watch you waste away 
is it ok for me to wanna feel this way?

is it worth the wait
to see you change
and lose all parts of me
say it’s fine
but I miss who I used to be

you can call
but nobody’s home
nobody’s home
nobody’s home

you can call
but nobody’s home
nobody’s home
nobody’s home

you say hey
i wanna watch you waste away 
is it ok for me to wanna feel this way?

you say hey
i wanna watch you waste away 
is it ok for me to wanna feel this way?

nobody's home

Sometimes I forget you are broken, sometimes I forget your wires are crossed.
Maybe it’s not what we both were hoping if you count the time we surely lost.
I imagine you can see my weakness. Hope it doesn’t block your point of view.
Think we both can see just what the truth is. It’s not like we didn’t have a clue.
You can see through me, and me through you.

I think you’ve forgotten more about love than I ever have, or hope to know.
When you’re getting in, or even out of - maybe we just need to take it slow.
I believe we still can find solutions - answers to the questions we both sense.
Maybe I’m just wrapped up in confusion. Isn’t that the way it’s always been?
Do we have to do it all again?

Just stop running away. There’s not a lot I can say that you don’t already know..
Just stop running away. You’ve got a place here with me, so baby, don’t go.


Stop Running Away

* Instrumentation & overall production by Ethan Baechtold 
* Vocals & lyrics by Indigo De Souza 
* Vision by Indigo De Souza and Ethan Baechtold 
* Final mixing/mastering by Michael Matsakis with New Galaxy Records 
* Recorded & realized by New Galaxy Records in Asheville, NC 
* Live drum/guitar work by Owen Stone (Track: never4getme) 
* Strings by Will Franke (Track: don't u want me back)
license

don't u want me back

support bea
loveworm EP http://dirtyhit.lnk.to/loveworm

( i promise
promise?
it means something you can't break, ever )

kiss me on my neck
tell me all your fears
'cause the rush of love is gone
i'm tryna find out why it disappeared
why it disappeared

i look you in the eyes
don't feel nothing here
'cause the feeling of the love that i used to have
well that shit's disappeared

( promise )

do you remember
our love in november
that shit was so real
but there's patches on my fingers that won't heal
there's patches on my fingers that won't feel
why'd you have to fucking disappear.


why'd you disappear
please come back

beabadoobee - disappear

support bea's new album http://smarturl.it/loveworm
(edited bcus of copyright sorry obvi)

pick up the phone
please, tell me you’re home
the monsters are gone
the wardrobe is closed
where’s my guitar
they hate when i sing
so, fuck my guitar, yeah
fuck everything

( they hate me
oh there's worse things that could happen )

string’s on a twist
my ass they can kiss
they’re making me sick
just, go suck my dick
no singing past ten
you can’t stay in your bed
so, fuck mom and dad
i’m going real mad

( what is she doing here?
you don't belong here, not
after what you did- )

beabadoobee - angry song

Space Cadet

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

The Trees Are Alive (Voice Memos)

I'll delete this in the morning.

I’ll delete this in the morning

All That's Left Behind / Lullaby For You

Lullaby For You

Hoping you'll hear something <3

Birthday Card album OUT NOW! (psssst click the link)

I’ll delete this in the morning

Michael Melvin

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