Produced by Raspo 

I sent you a text and I know that you read it
And soon as I wrote it I knew I’d regret it
Time in your mind make you dead if you let it 
I’m feeling so ugly, no photoshop edit
Your files embedded, inside of my brain
They bring me love, and they bring me pain
I’m watching your arm, where-ever you aim
Things aren’t the same, since that night at my place, you lit up my world
Dived in your ocean and swirled, running your hands through my curls
You felt like my girl, but I lost you to him, now I’m smoking again 
Asking myself if I’m ever gon’ win, with my trust and my care
I opened my heart
But couldn’t tell if we shared this connection I’m feeling
Im writing this out to address it, I hope that you get it
Cuz I learned a lesson, I follow my heart to end  there I said it
With every sentence I write, I’m shining my soul into light
I hope he’s not dulling your shine, but hope makes me blind in my life
I hope that I’m right, I hope you’re not his, I hope that you’re mine
We live and we die, until then were just getting by
So why not just be my side if you’re feeling the same
Know what I’m saying? 
Baby you know what I’m saying? 
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing
For you I go super sayian
I ain’t fucking with games I ain’t even playing

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you
Baby I miss you
A little too much

I sent you a text, a different message and I know you read shit that too
I’m sorry for everything that I do, but baby I can’t keep chasing after you
When you know how I feel but you’re telling me anyways 
You’ve been fucking him but you’re texting me anyways 
Saying you miss me, well I miss you too but I just can’t do this shit anymore
You’re calling me, telling me come over, and I run to your door
With a full order, that’s never gets paid for
Not much to stay for, if this was a cancer of mental stability we’d be on stage 4 
I wish I could say more, but I just digress into stress
Baby I wish you best, I know this is right but it feels like we’re missing a step
This comes from my heart, it’s straight from my chest, and I don’t want to lose you
No I don’t wanna lose 
But i feel like I lost you 
But i feel like I lost you 

Baby I miss you
I wish i could dry out your eyes and just kiss you

In my perfect world, we’d be together
But I don’t know if you feel the same
All I know is that I feel this pain in my chest 
With every breath that I’m taking without you
I’m trying to move on but I just don’t know how to
And honestly baby girl, I don’t want to
No I don’t want to
I just want you and it drives me crazy
Been thinking lately that you fucking hate me
For all of this shit, I’m in love and shit 
But I can’t touch you
I can’t say that I love you
I can’t say that I want you
I can’t say that I miss you 
And you know the real me, so all of that shit it  just kills me
When we’re together I look in your eyes, they used to stare back into mine
But now I’m hardly even catching a glance, you just gon’ stare at your phone
Leave me all alone 
But I’m used to it
Leave me all alone 
but I’m used to it
Yeah baby, if you knew me
You’d know that I’m used to it

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i miss u

you dont want me anymore [slowed]

she forgot that i existed

So many flows you can't pick which one the hardest bet 100!

Dualshock

Lyrics:

Livin on the edge, dunno where to go
Surrounded by a crowd but I'm all alone
Veering off the path, on a different road
Is this where I belong, I will never know

I'm doing this for me because it's all I need
This moment that I live is all I'm guarunteed
I may never wake up when I go to sleep
So I'm living in the moment and I live for me

Drivin in the night, the therapy of the mind
Listening to music thinkin how to live a life
Where you were never living like you felt you were alive
So you going through the motions saying everything is fine

But deep within your heart you feel like something isn't right
And all that you are feeling isn't showing when you write
So now you feel like all you ever do is dissapear
Feel so fuckin numb you couldn't try to shed a tear

But, You feel your running in a circle
Everyday's an obstacle that you have got to hurdle
Pushin through the pain but the weight is growing heavy
Wake up in the morning never wanting to get ready

But the more you hide away the more you losing any purpose
Wonder if existence in this world is even worth it
Everyday is gray, Feel like you can't pray
Cuz you're scared that even God isn't hearing what you say
--
Times are getting tough and I slip into depression
A knife into the heart but I will never show expression
And now within my mind there is a permanent impression
That the only way to love is take your feelings and suppress em

So I been building walls so I can never love again
And now all that I think of is the music and a pen
This room that I have built is really all I know of home
And I wonder to myself why I'm feeling so alone

--There really isn't any question
All it really takes is just the truth and a confession
I'm scared of getting hurt so I would rather be alone
So when people are around I'm always hidden in my phone

Still I really wonder why I feel so fuckin broken
I don't why I hurt, but I know I'm sick of hopin
That I can make it better and that I can make it right
Been moving for a year but now I'm losing all my fight

Seems like anymore that all my words are losing weight
What's the point of speaking if you don't know what to say
What's the point of livin if you can't accept your fate
And all they ever say is that it's better if you wait

--Been waiting for a while now
Been faking my expression but only holds my smile down
Running from the pain hopin that it would be mild now
But it's all up in my head, now you're telling me to smile now

huh, now my mind is going weak
Another fucking burden and I'm falling to my feet
The pain that i been feeling isn't really new to me
But now everything I feel is out for everyone to see

And everything I know has started falling into pieces
Look into my soul, wonder where my inner peace is
But everything inside going cold and as it freezes
My mind is shutting down as a result of these diseases

Maybe I am weak, maybe all I am is dirt
And karma came around so all I ever feel is hurt
Addictions that I fight while I am weaker than you know
No matter what I say it feels I never seem to grow

I started making music as a way to vent the pain
Writing what I felt because I knew I'd never say
When I look in a mirror all I see is not enough
Never hated who I am but still I hate who I've become

Fuck, I guess I better face it
I wanna do what's right got me up at night n pacin
All I wanna see is just the glimmer of the light
It's not within myself but I can see it in your eyes

If I can make it better for a single fuckin person
Tell me what you're feeling now I swear you're not a burden
I know i'm broken down but I only wanna help
I  tear myself apart, conversations with myself

Conversations With Myself(Prod. Young Taylor)

This is my first EP so please enjoy !
Thanks for listening!

All artists featured:
Shiloh Dynasty
@shilohdynasty

dhan
@lenard-lomeda

Mishaal 
@mishaal_tamer

Mia Smith
@miaxsmith123

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv5FkNYxboERW_yuVsuZ_cw/featured

I love you all!

Broken Trust

Mac G