FORTRESS OF SOLITUDE

UNDERSTAND MY WAYS - abdul!, LANGSTON

1. IN ESCROW

2. MAYO!.wav

3. SECRET MISSIONS

4. C#P K!%LER '89

5. GLORIOUS BASTARDS

6. FRIENDLY ENEMIES

Prod. wild thought

I see no future for myself
Bleeding youth, heeding truths scooped from my tales
of failed movements out this hell
that envelops me
It's veil thick and sweltering 
I'm melting
Decadent as ever, whittled down to my skeleton
Skepticism serenade the sound and highly well wishing parts of me
I fail at making art

That can stress the weight of things I've seen
I'm sorry, to all of you
honestly
suicidality it gnaw at me
wonder if i turn up missing, who's the first to notice?
But know this, you won't find my body

You won't find my body
My accursed face should waste away with hastened timing
Frightened and perturbed with aimlessness evading solace
Cop the same shit i smoke on everyday it's quite the numbing ritual
Spliffy give perspective on residual business left unfinished 
Its evanescent, never critical
I played the fool long enough, my folly brought in, promptly ushered through the door the grievances i keep up in my heart

Can't express the pain of things I've seen
Im sorry, to all of you
honestly
suicidality it gnaw at me
wonder if i turn up missing, who's the first to notice?
But know this, you won't find my body

exhaustion

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@realmacaden

UNDERSTAND MY WAYS - abdul!, LANGSTON

MACADEN