Agatka (Agatha! You’re being melodramatic!) weatherday -slowed-

Burning Photographs - Florés

Your Anxiety Buddy - Oblivion (Cover)

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind Theme

I Dreamt Of Existing

Behind the Shadows

A melancholic Rock Pop ballad about a young couple caught in a cycle of breaking up and reuniting. The lyrics explore emotional dependency, unresolved tension, and the haunting familiarity of a love that can’t survive—but also can’t end. With poetic imagery and bittersweet reflections, the song captures the paradox of being together yet incomplete.

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[Lyrics]

[Verse 1]  
We swore it off last winter’s night  
Tears and thunder, no end in sight  
But spring came fast, and so did you  
With half a smile and déjà vu  

[Pre-Chorus]  
You say we’re poison, I say we’re fire  
We burn, we break, we still conspire  

[Chorus]  
We’re back again, but never whole  
Two broken halves that lost control  
We kiss like strangers, fight like friends  
This love begins where reason ends  
We’re back again… but never whole  

[Verse 2]  
You leave your coat, I keep your key  
We play pretend, then disagree  
Your voice, a song I can’t unhear  
Your silence, louder every year  

[Pre-Chorus]  
We say goodbye, but not for long  
We’re weak apart, together wrong  

[Chorus]  
We’re back again, but never whole  
Two broken halves that lost control  
We dance on edges, fall through cracks  
We chase the past, but don’t look back  
We’re back again… but never whole  

[Bridge]  
Maybe love’s a haunted room  
Where echoes bloom and fade too soon  
We try to leave, but always stay  
Like shadows that forget the day  

[Verse 3]  
We write our names in shifting sand  
Erase the truth with trembling hands  
We build a home on borrowed time  
And call it love, though it’s a crime  

[Final Chorus]  
We’re back again, but never whole  
Two restless hearts with no patrol  
We love like storms, we crash, we mend  
We’re not beginning, not the end  
We’re back again… but never whole  

[Reprise]  
We’re back again…  
We’re back again…  
But never whole  

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[Copyright Notice]  
© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.

Back Again (But Never Whole)

lyrics:

cant say that i knew
away from feeling you
but can you see it too
the way the skies are turning blue
pastures on my mind
running searching just to find
a thing or two that once was true
the part of you that made me new
dream dream dream dream dream 
dream with me
dream dream dream dream dream
dream with me

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Dream, Ivory

Please - Jagger finn (slowed)

Call it fate, Call it karma (slowed/reverb) 8d

Lyrics: 

 I know it’s just a follow
But it really hurts to see
I know you don’t talk anymore
But it’s really affecting me
I love you (I love you)
I love you (I love you)
I know you don’t mean to hurt me
I’m just a huge cry baby 

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry 
Or if I should just let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I 
Feel for you

I know I really messed up
I’m hoping you could forgive me
Just know that I developed 
Some sort of agony 
I love you (I love you)
I love you (I love you)

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry 
Or if I let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I
Feel for you 

Feel (feel)
For you
I said feel feel feel

I don’t know if I should 
Be the one to say sorry
Or if I just let it go 
And try to find some peace
I know it’s not my fault 
But I just feel like I am not
Entitled to feel the way I
Feel for you

feel for u (prod. wurlishmouk)

Your Anxiety Buddy - Oblivion (Cover)

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