(LYRICS)


(Maclov)

I know Its fucked but I did what I did for the truth 
Waking up paralyzed inside my room

Souls been replenished and it’s been consumed
So what?……

I’m always stuck 

Switchblades are made to cut

Blacking out loosing my mental inside me

Thin threads release there touch

stuck in my hell but my life somehow fucking resumed

Now I’m just locked up inside of my room

Writing these songs as insanity blooms

Fuck…..

I need to run, hollows inside the gun 

I have these thoughts and they tear up my psyche (Somehow i find it fun)



(Maesk)

i know what i did but I’m not taking it back

ill move out the city, leave all that i have 

the devil massaging my back

im losing it…

losing my mind, fuckin up beats every night

absorbin these substances, losing my touch while i sit in my room thinkin bout taking my life

dig it up, cradle it 

the bodys dissolved u should savour it

expecting to much, this lines paper thin

and u just keep pushing and pushing, the walls caving in

uh jus take ur time with this 

think i love this sound - i want silence

look baby its me in the dark 

hope u dont see what i become when i take another hit

a quick one before the eternal worm eats conneticuit (feat. Maesk) (prod. guts)

🖤

lyrics: 

When I see your face it reminds me of us and it hurts me
And I feel your pain cause we wasted our days on the worst things 
When you left the whole sky turned into a dark shade of blue
And I hate everything I do it reminds me of you 
I tried to move on but it’s hard and I miss you too
I guess it’s expected cause I always tend to lose
what did I do the wrong way
takes so much to be okay
can’t do right in the wrong place 
I’ve failed I’ve come a long way
When you left the whole sky turned into a dark shade of blue
And I hate everything I do it reminds me of you 
I tried to move on but it’s hard and I miss you too
I guess it’s expected cause I always tend to lose
what did I do the wrong way
takes so much to be okay
can’t do right in the wrong place 
I’ve failed I’ve come a long way

shade of blue (autrioly)

Man Down !¡  [jean parker]

follow seezenz, drmabeats, & michael harrison

what happened 2 u? w/ seezenz [drmabeats + michael harrison]

september 23, the first day of autumn.

feat. @decksmusic 
prod. @stillvanishing

lyrics:

[verse] 
oh i remember all the times that we had 
some parts were negative but i don’t mind that 
cause what’s the point in focusing on being sad 
i know you know that things don’t gotta be like that 
went separate ways but i just wanna fall back
 into the comfort of your arms, but you don’t like that 
or the ways things worked out i guess it’s my fault 
cause baby everything we did was always wrong but 
won’t leave alone 
you’re on my phone s
till on socials 
oh girl i know

[chorus] 
but i can’t hold on to you any longer 
i’ll let go of these memories
 until you fade away from me 
you left me here so alone and somber 
but that’s left in the past so i’ll let go 
and drown inside the late november snow

[verse - decks] 
it's just like a polaroid 
a moment frozen right out of my reach 
it wasn't something to avoid 
until the time had passed and i could see
 i've never fallen out of love
 i've always got a place for you my dear
 i'll try but i'm just out of luck 
i'm always stuck
 i'll never find a way to face these fears
 just bring me back to the old days
 the ones where i couldn't give a fuck 
cause now i'm sat in my bedroom
 i'm cold as a statue
 it's so hard to open up

[bridge - decks] 
it's so hard to open up
 i try but i'm out of luck 
it's so hard to open up

[chorus] 
but i can’t hold on to you any longer 
i’ll let go of these memories
 until you fade away from me 
you left me here so alone and somber 
but that’s left in the past so i’ll let go 
and drown inside the late november snow

summer's end (feat. decks) [prod. stillvanishing]

🖤

Lyrics:

I wanna take a drive when it’s midnight 
Crack the windows feel the breeze cause it feels nice
Dissociating when im at a stop light 
Blasting sad songs that makes me wanna swerve right 
I wanna take a drive when it’s midnight 
Crack the windows feel the breeze cause it feels nice
Dissociating when im at a stop light 
Blasting sad songs that makes me wanna swerve right 

I’m trying 
I’m doing what I can but I’m dying
Never thought that this would end now I’m crying 
Overthinking in my head my minds frying
But im alright 
Getting lost in the void of these dark skies
Stars in the sky look just like your eyes
Maybe I should turn off my headlights
Hundred on the dash with nothing in sight 
You get what I implied
But honestly I really don’t wanna die 
Life force is leaking feeling so dry 
Nothing going to stop me still gonna try
I’m still gonna try
Still gonna try
I’m still gonna try 
Still gonna try

I wanna take a drive when it’s midnight 
Crack the windows feel the breeze cause it feels nice
Dissociating when im at a stop light 
Blasting sad songs that makes me wanna swerve right 
I wanna take a drive when it’s midnight 
Crack the windows feel the breeze cause it feels nice
Dissociating when im at a stop light 
Blasting sad songs that makes me wanna swerve right

midnight drive (4thirty)

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LYRICS:

i can feel us getting distant, i know that you can feel it too
dont wanna deal with my emotions, 
maybe i could give them to you

just hold them for a bit
i promise ill be quick 
just need a little break
but maybe its too late for that

tensions so thick i could cut it like butter
just need to take a breath and maybe another

anything to stop my heart from racing
baby could you stop it, lets just face it
i think its time you realize that we never meant to be

baby i cant tell if you hate me or not
need to get my shit together, but for now ill just rot 
im always disassociating cuz im in my head a lot
staring into space, looking like im lost

sometimes i just dont feel like im real
starving myself, im missing out on plenty meals
workin my ass off just for no results
always in pain, need to take a day off

and everything just works together to tear me down
feeling more lost everyday, im burnt out

Disassociating

My shadow on your floor
I don't want to do this anymore
Think I'd rather have a conversation
Cuz we're never gonna be this young again

We take another pull
Wanna hear my thoughts
Don't you know I'm awful
You gotta give me more cuz you know I'm cautious
But we can pull the pin, make it toxic

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Hop in the car, route to all of our dreams
We escape for a weekend
You're falling asleep
As the sun starts to rise from the mountains I see
Say I'm scared that this won't feel as good as the peak

No way, fuck that
I won't ever let go
Won't wait, packed bags
Fly you to the east coast
No fake laugh tracks
Everyone that we know
Watching you and I live in a fairytale

Light it up, seal the bag
Pills you kept in cellophane
Send me off to Neverland
Got these party drugs in my hand
You and I could blow the dust
Tinkerbell and Peter Pan

Tinkerbell

prod. poppy ozu

set controls to outer-space now
flying higher than ever before

i dont really like coming back here
i dont wanna relive all the hard times
i dont wanna think about weekends on the train or the way that it felt on the night drives
i don’t really know who i am now
at least not until the suns down
on another planet ko-35
its a mega voyage til i come down
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
there’s really nothing left to be said now
wish you the best with a hole in my chest
hear your scream in my head and its so loud
life kinda feels like a countdown to destruction
but its something
i do this shit for the nights where it dont make sense and i dont see options

what if i dont find you when ive landed?
would you leave me here to die and feel stranded?
what if i dont find you when i get back here?
would you leave me here to die and face my fears?

i trip about shit that i cannot fix and its fucked up
feeling so stuck
my mind is a prison, still holding me hostage, its fucked up but its all love
i do not have it in me to keep talkin', and talking as if i do all of this often
i just want forward progress and some help
its funny you switched up like everyone else
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark

ko-35 (prod. poppy ozu)

(prod is unknown unfortunately, please reach out if you are/know the producer)

what the fuck she say
cant give me brain
well run away
get in the car
your in my way
feel afraid
stay away
I'm not the same
push away
cannot escape
my mental state
is something fake

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

I know its small, yeah its like you're heart, uh
feelings fall apart, yeah
you always say its hard, to partake
nothing makes me feel the same, as when i met you
I'm goin mental  
I'm goin mental

I don't know why you don't, understand
green eyes in my head, as you hold my hand
no, something doesn't feel right
drugged, out from the night at the club, is she over it?

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

no I cant get you out of my face
stuck in my head, am I a disgrace?
I just wanna cry! help me get away!
feelin fuckin nauseous, I'm not okay

Impossible, neverland

07/09/09

I gotta weird brain💁‍♂️👽

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a quick one before the eternal worm eats conneticuit (feat. Maesk) (prod. guts)

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