what do you do, when its all falling apart?
(lyrics)
can you save me
im falling
and i dont know
i dont know where i went wrong
what do you do when everything just falls apart
and there isnt a thing
thatll ever save this
and your left here alone
with nobody by your side
what do you do when its all falling apart?
what do you do when its falling apart?

im crying alone every night without you

im so tired
i cant sleep at night
and its killing me
will i ever know how
you feel next to me?
whys it feel like the end
please always be mine
love,

4/17/22 made and released.

endless (prod.jewelryboy)

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

We’re fighting in Armageddon and your bones have grown so hard 
You used to have all the questions now I see the vocal scars
You changed me 
And I didn’t like that but now I guess I’m clean 
If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening

If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening
I’m seeing grayscale about everyday am I imagining 
I’m rationing myself at a pace so I can get through here safe 
if you wanted me to feel lots of pain it’s happening 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing

grayscale

grayscale (prod. KadeBurst)

(LYRICS)


(Maclov)

I know Its fucked but I did what I did for the truth 
Waking up paralyzed inside my room

Souls been replenished and it’s been consumed
So what?……

I’m always stuck 

Switchblades are made to cut

Blacking out loosing my mental inside me

Thin threads release there touch

stuck in my hell but my life somehow fucking resumed

Now I’m just locked up inside of my room

Writing these songs as insanity blooms

Fuck…..

I need to run, hollows inside the gun 

I have these thoughts and they tear up my psyche (Somehow i find it fun)



(Maesk)

i know what i did but I’m not taking it back

ill move out the city, leave all that i have 

the devil massaging my back

im losing it…

losing my mind, fuckin up beats every night

absorbin these substances, losing my touch while i sit in my room thinkin bout taking my life

dig it up, cradle it 

the bodys dissolved u should savour it

expecting to much, this lines paper thin

and u just keep pushing and pushing, the walls caving in

uh jus take ur time with this 

think i love this sound - i want silence

look baby its me in the dark 

hope u dont see what i become when i take another hit

a quick one before the eternal worm eats conneticuit (feat. Maesk) (prod. guts)

END OF EVERYTHING ft lil XipZ (+BURNOUT BEATZ AND BRKNGLSS)

🖤

lyrics: 

When I see your face it reminds me of us and it hurts me
And I feel your pain cause we wasted our days on the worst things 
When you left the whole sky turned into a dark shade of blue
And I hate everything I do it reminds me of you 
I tried to move on but it’s hard and I miss you too
I guess it’s expected cause I always tend to lose
what did I do the wrong way
takes so much to be okay
can’t do right in the wrong place 
I’ve failed I’ve come a long way
When you left the whole sky turned into a dark shade of blue
And I hate everything I do it reminds me of you 
I tried to move on but it’s hard and I miss you too
I guess it’s expected cause I always tend to lose
what did I do the wrong way
takes so much to be okay
can’t do right in the wrong place 
I’ve failed I’ve come a long way

shade of blue (autrioly)

Man Down !¡  [jean parker]

@failure404
[+ sogimura]


Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 
Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 

can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 
I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you 

(epitome)
it would’ve been nice to know that all of this meant nothing to you
i’d break my back just know what i’m suppose to do
because right now i haven’t got a clue
it’s hard enough to move when your hearts in two

id paint a picture just for you
but i know that would be a disaster too
(such a disaster)
why can’t you see that you’re the only thing i have to lose

(TNS)
Silence is a virtue, glad that I meant nothing to you 
It’s so bazaar, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun 

I care that I waisted my time 
You say that I’m a wasted your life 

Silence slowly slips through my mind
As it slowly kills your insides 

Are I really worth it 
Slipping through my mind like im a missing wall  
God I better catch ‘em all 

But you don’t like that
But despite that, you’d rather try to watch me fall 

Right through your heart 
Stare in my eyes while you glue me straight to the wall 

Straight to the wall, lift my hands and watch me fall 
Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 

Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 
can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 

I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you

Molly, love

september 23, the first day of autumn.

feat. @decksmusic 
prod. @stillvanishing

lyrics:

[verse] 
oh i remember all the times that we had 
some parts were negative but i don’t mind that 
cause what’s the point in focusing on being sad 
i know you know that things don’t gotta be like that 
went separate ways but i just wanna fall back
 into the comfort of your arms, but you don’t like that 
or the ways things worked out i guess it’s my fault 
cause baby everything we did was always wrong but 
won’t leave alone 
you’re on my phone s
till on socials 
oh girl i know

[chorus] 
but i can’t hold on to you any longer 
i’ll let go of these memories
 until you fade away from me 
you left me here so alone and somber 
but that’s left in the past so i’ll let go 
and drown inside the late november snow

[verse - decks] 
it's just like a polaroid 
a moment frozen right out of my reach 
it wasn't something to avoid 
until the time had passed and i could see
 i've never fallen out of love
 i've always got a place for you my dear
 i'll try but i'm just out of luck 
i'm always stuck
 i'll never find a way to face these fears
 just bring me back to the old days
 the ones where i couldn't give a fuck 
cause now i'm sat in my bedroom
 i'm cold as a statue
 it's so hard to open up

[bridge - decks] 
it's so hard to open up
 i try but i'm out of luck 
it's so hard to open up

[chorus] 
but i can’t hold on to you any longer 
i’ll let go of these memories
 until you fade away from me 
you left me here so alone and somber 
but that’s left in the past so i’ll let go 
and drown inside the late november snow

summer's end (feat. decks) [prod. stillvanishing]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

i can feel us getting distant, i know that you can feel it too
dont wanna deal with my emotions, 
maybe i could give them to you

just hold them for a bit
i promise ill be quick 
just need a little break
but maybe its too late for that

tensions so thick i could cut it like butter
just need to take a breath and maybe another

anything to stop my heart from racing
baby could you stop it, lets just face it
i think its time you realize that we never meant to be

baby i cant tell if you hate me or not
need to get my shit together, but for now ill just rot 
im always disassociating cuz im in my head a lot
staring into space, looking like im lost

sometimes i just dont feel like im real
starving myself, im missing out on plenty meals
workin my ass off just for no results
always in pain, need to take a day off

and everything just works together to tear me down
feeling more lost everyday, im burnt out

Disassociating

(prod is unknown unfortunately, please reach out if you are/know the producer)

what the fuck she say
cant give me brain
well run away
get in the car
your in my way
feel afraid
stay away
I'm not the same
push away
cannot escape
my mental state
is something fake

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

I know its small, yeah its like you're heart, uh
feelings fall apart, yeah
you always say its hard, to partake
nothing makes me feel the same, as when i met you
I'm goin mental  
I'm goin mental

I don't know why you don't, understand
green eyes in my head, as you hold my hand
no, something doesn't feel right
drugged, out from the night at the club, is she over it?

everyone said that they wanna die
get in my face
kick in the door
you cant say you'll run away
ill keep you trapped inside my heart, uh
running away from the start, uh
nothing you cant make this hard, uh
my music is art, fuck in the car

no I cant get you out of my face
stuck in my head, am I a disgrace?
I just wanna cry! help me get away!
feelin fuckin nauseous, I'm not okay

Impossible, neverland

The calm before the storm, a cinematic prelude where the narrator stands beneath a bleeding sky, realizing that every scar tells a story.
The journey begins in the quiet before collapse.

Scars Like Skylines

I gotta weird brain💁‍♂️👽

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