Klockwerk

 Thanks @CoastalMichelle for joining me on the chorus and bridge.  -JM

when the smoke clears
come back and tell me your intentions
i should get out of here
but i'm so weak when it comes to you

find me now
if only it could be that easy
you know you wore me down
and i can't breathe when it comes to you

another row of white lines 
in my rear view
flash back to you in my t-shirt
you belong in my california nights 
you and i, under an orange sky

and tell me everything you never said
this time
tell me everything you never said

when the smoke clears
find me, i'll make some confessions
i can't look away
you shimmer like silver in the sun 

underground
you are buried inside me
i will write it down
'cause i can't speak when it comes to you

and when you come up for air
you know i will still be there
 
oh love of mine, you live inside me now
oh love of mine, i see you when the sun goes down

another row of white lines
in my rear view
flash back to you in my t-shirt
you belong in my california nights
you and i, under an orange sky

and tell me everything you never said
this time
tell me everything you never said

oh love of mine
(tell me everything you never said)

oh love of mine
(please tell me everything you never said)

oh love of mine
oh love of mine
oh love of mine
oh love of mine
oh love of mine



bandcamp

Everything You Never Said

I don't care
for your underwear 
I see nothin' in your eyes, no big surprise
Won't fall, You don't enthrall there's no happy in that smile 
close this file

Me. The thing about me, I sing about me
But is it me or just a song
True. The thing about true we sing about true
aint that the truth or just a song 
Love. The thing about love we sing about love
but is it love or just a song

Chorus
If I had to choose between the sunlight and the moon
hold my hand, hold my hand
If I had to fall between the blossom and the thorn
hold my hand, hold my hand

See how the stars shine, like eyes after wine
fingers entwine
words carry such weight such emotional freight
fingers entwine

You. The thing about you you sing about you
but is it you  or just a song
Brave. The thing about brave you sing about brave
 so get brave sing the song
Loss. The thing about loss we sing about loss
we hide the cost inside the song.

Chorus
If I have to choose between the silence and the bruise
hold my hand, hold my hand
If I have to rule between the madman and the fool
Hold my hand, hold my hand

How it looks, 'neath the stars above
how it feels to be thinking of
how it is when you're hand in glove
with the one you love..

It's Just A Song.....

Daydreams

I believe
that my life's a whole lot more
than what you see
but I never seem to face reality
or maybe just to face my own mortality.

Sanity.
It is meant for someone else.
It's not for me.
My head it pounds
just like a timpani.
Scattered thoughts so
far away from clarity.

Pardon me.
Seems I've gotten lost again
in my daydreams.
Silly me.
Thinking I can change
this crazy world I see.
No certainty
for those like me.

I believe
the demons in my head
are never gone.
Their winding road
thru my life's been so long.
They only show themselves to me
when I'm not strong.

So I plead.
I pray for all your help
to find the key.
So I can finally solve
this mystery
and be the kind of man
I know I need to be.

Pardon me
but I've gotten lost again
in my daydreams.
Vanity
is believing I can change
this world I see.
If it can't be,
am I really free?

Pardon me
but I never claimed to be
this man you see.
The fallacy
is to think that you can change
a guy like me.

I remain free.
All flaws and me.

I'm flawed and free

and I still believe.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0y2zrDhFxi4&t=34s

Daydreams

Clean Bandit - Rather Be (B.S.L Remix)

Hi Soundcloud! We're back in the studio working on new tracks for a summer release. Until then, here's a B Side: "Wandering Down The Same Roads." It's still unmastered and a bit rough around the edges, but we wanted to put something out since it's been forever. Thanks to Michelle Madison for joining me on the vocals.

LYRICS:

burn all the bridges, they go up in flames
as i drive down the 405
tryin' to drown out your name

you're in my blood like nicotine
i know how bad you are for me now
intoxicated i could drown
in all these words so watered down now

wandering down the same roads with you
and though you've fallen behind, you know i still follow you
wandering down the same roads with you
nothing will ever change, i'll never get t you

i live by the ocean, my favorite distraction
from reality where i can only have you in fractions

sinking in your undertow, head above but heart below now
lure me in don't let go, whisper what i need to know now

wandering down the same roads with you
and though you've fallen behind, you know i still follow you
wandering down the same roads with you
nothing will ever change, i'll never get t you

(i still follow you, follow you, follow you, i still follow you)

Originally posted: 6/8/2017

Wandering Down The Same Roads

Lots of synths. Lots of vocoders. Lots of 80s. Hope you enjoy!

TIME TRAVELER | MACROMEMORY
Written by Jillian and Michelle Madison

Take me back, back to the start
Back, back, back, back to your heart
Take me back, back to the start
Wherever you are, a time traveler

I can feel you
Reaching out, I go right through
I can hear you
But I don't know, I don't know what to do

I see you in my mind
Falling back in time
I see you in my mind
It's like you've always been there

Take me back, back to the start
Back, back, back, back to your heart
Take me back, back to the start
Wherever you are, a time traveler

World's on fire
Wasted love will not be found
Time's a liar
But I will wait, I will wait for you now

I see you in my mind
Falling back in time
I see you in my mind
It's like you've always been there

Take me back, back to the start
Back, back, back, back to your heart
Take me back, back to the start
Wherever you are, a time traveler

LIGHT YEARS AGO, I SAW YOU
DIDN'T KNOW HOW MUCH I'D LOVE YOU
BOUND TO WALK A STEP BEHIND YOU
SO THAT I COULD ALWAYS FIND YOU

I'LL ALWAYS FIND YOU
I'LL ALWAYS FIND YOU
I'LL ALWAYS FIND YOU
I'LL ALWAYSSSSSSSS FIND YOU

Take me back, back to the start
Back, back, back, back to your heart
Take me back, back to the start
Wherever you are, a time traveler

Time Traveler

Like, comment, share - I always return the love! Producers, I love when you remix my tracks! 

Macromemory is laid back Laguna Beach local @JillianMadison. 

Jillian writes, records, and produces all her tracks from her home in socal.   When not working on tracks for Macromemory, Jillian writes comedy for Hollywood and is an LA Times bestselling author.  Previously, Jillian was the creator of the original texting fails website Damn You Autocorrect and the Pophangover Website Network. 

You can check out the band's website at http://macromemory.com or read more about Jill here: http://jillianmadison.com.