Raised your dead
Betrayed your light side
And became the beast

In the shadow your soul will become
the hardest part of yourself
and those you want to protect from the evil
will die from your hand

the eternal
mortal
sin of wrath,
will be
the guide
to save your soul
from fears

Save your dreams

Raise your strenght
Keep the last promise
made to your first love
Your immortal destiny
grows the pure demoniac heart

wrath
rage
grow all into you
the mark
of the dragon
burns your

Arm

Elizabeth,
run
I'm not that man anymore
what I did before
will never go away


Now I'm alone
without friends anymore
I was a warrior
who thought he was saving himself

now I'm done
without an heart again
I thought I was a husband
capable of
having
feelings

Capable of tell the truth

Now I'm confused
I want my heart back
I don't know how I can do
You would know

Give me back my wife
I will pay you with my life
Fight no longer needed
because I give up

I give up

My story
Will never
End
Never
End
Eever
End

Trilogy of Suffering

Wrath

Mud Fat

First of what I hope will be many collaborations with Zandra :-)  Thanks so much for agreeing to do this one.  Please visit her page @zandra-hortell.

Always Tomorrow (featuring Zandra Hortell)

Persistence Through Adversity

What have I done wrong today
To make you feel right?
Pleasing all my enemies
No one here's a friend of me
Push away the ones who stay
Keep no one in sight
Alone is where I wanna be
The silence gets the best of me
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Shut it out, just shut it out
In this cesspool starting to sprout
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Cutting off from everything
And everyone outside
I'm so much more at peace with me
A lonesome soul here spiritually
The toxic social manifest
Of new century
It's only getting worse at best
A cesspool growing petri dish 
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Shut it out, just shut it out
In this cesspool starting to sprout
This lack of substance gaining ground
So shut it out, just shut it out
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Solitary in confined
The mental clarity
Away from all the trendy things
That people will regurgitate
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Shut it out, just shut it out
In this cesspool starting to sprout
This lack of substance gaining ground
So shut it out, just shut it out

Enemies

Tearfall

The Sock Puppet

Another song about the transience of existence. What was beautiful yesterday can be over again today. Some people are ripped from their lives by fatal accidents, murder or a sudden death. And in many cases we don't know why. The need for security and control can ever turn into complete helplessness and speechlessness. 
Just as in the fate of a woman, which I have sung about and felt like here. When she comes home from work one day, there is nothing more of her husband except the wedding ring lying on the kitchen table and an SMS: "I am leaving you". The evening before, they make plans and he explains his love to her. Overnight he disappears (until today) untraceably….. 

Why (Long for you)

Yesterday you were with me
You spoke, sang and played with me
So why? why?
Are you suddenly no longer here

We just had a very big goal
A common, unifying goal
So why? Why?
Is your wedding ring only there now

Early in the morning 
You wrote me 
Per SMS "I am leaving you"
Just like that
Without a reason
Over and out

Why? why?
Did you yust disappear
Why? Say why?
Please tell me: Why?

Miss you, long for you endlessly
So cruelly cut off I feel from you
I feel from you
I fell from you

You disappeared overnight
To a place where I cannot find you
Why? why?
Didn't you tell me that?

Yesterday you were still smiling
Tenderly embracing me
You whispered in my ear
That you love me
Stroking my hair

Why? Say: Why?

Did you yust disappear
Why? Say why!
Just one time: Why?

Miss you, long for you endlessly
So cruelly cut off I feel from you
I feel from 
I feel from 
I feel from you

Why (Long for you)

Why (Long For You)

Lost Mind

Fortunately, there are many good mothers and increasingly also good fathers in the world. However, there are exceptions to this rule. In the case of fathers, these exceptions have been seen for some time and violent fathers in particular are sanctioned more quickly and the affected children are better protected from them. 
Violent mothers are still a big taboo topic. This may have something to do with the fact that they usually express their violence more covertly and subtly than violent fathers. 
The following song is based on numerous experiences of children who have become victims of maternal violence. Representative for this is a story told by a 12-year-old boy who fled from his violent mother to his father (both parents had been separated for a long time).   

Mother Violence

Glassy eyes, frightened look
Pale face, far removed from happiness

Early adult, was never a child
Was mother's slave, repressed whirlwind

His own will was broken, forbidden to resist
Every no from him was punished 
Futile pleading

Subtle, hidden and cold
Mother Violence

Neighbors all look the other way
Just hands off the dirt

Remember, moms are just sweet
Violence never comes from mothers, the fathers are the swines
Step up to the lying club, come in, let the doubt be, don't want to be Outside, otherwise you will become the swine

Locked up in the cellar, deportation arrest.
At night on the street, so scared to death

Top-Secret blows, was always to blame
Always mental torture, day-to-day turmoil

One day he broke out from home, fled to his good father
Seemed liberated, but next morning a hangover came 

Subtle, hidden and cold
Mother Violence

Outwardly quite sweet and nice, she pulled her spider's web 
Around his exile
Youth Welfare fell for her, saw only her saint`s shine

The blind choir sang: 
Only fathers can be perpetrators, mothers are so weak and small. 

Subtle, hidden and cold
Mother Violence
Subtle, hidden and cold
Mother Violence
Subtle, hidden and cold,
Mother Violence

The Sock Puppet

Mad-Sarah