Unfinished ramblings of my 3 AM anxiety. Released untouched to the public due to a split second altering of my life.

thought, from living

My real name is Miles Christian. hi •_- ♥︎♡︎⦿ܫ⦿♡︎♥︎ 

I’m a producer and music editor that’s been making things and art for 8 years, in which currently, I’m stating from 2025. A few years ago, I accidentally slashed my right index finger’s tendon, which left my finger unable to bend from the first bending joint, but I’m still able to bend my finger at a functional level enough to play lots of several instruments like pads, the piano, strings, and percussion. I’d say it’s quite harder to keep in tune, and play flexibly and directively easier, but I still conduct, and love to make music because I’m in love with music.

—_|||| I like and make all types of music and look for new soundtracks alot, and I find a lot of music to start out with. If you’re ever looking for some good new tracks, you might wanna check my Likes, and profile’s playlists. A lot of the playlist profile pics I have for my playlists I took myself… some, historical anomaly’s, and crazy different art I’m happy and lucky to share. I’ve made a lot of music for happiness, depression, freedom, separation, peace, pain, discovering, wandering, loss of control, thinking, loss of self, unity, refreshment, physical anguish, anxiety, meditating, singing, smoking something to, and t’in up. Always available for listening ears. 

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—_|| ✧ I’ve been through a lot and am still going through lots :( … but I won’t give up.

In this world, you’ll always have a friend. 


Things’ll get better maybe… It’s okay (: 

… Sometimes, I’m all alone — and that’s okay i guess, because… everything is okay. Things get better with time. And whenever I don’t have to be alone anymore, or whenever I am alone, I just revisit myself, who i can talk to whenever I want. True friend. To talk to a true friend, you, all that you need to do is listen to your heart and your feelings, or talk or think to yourself something, just like if you were talking to someone, and share a statement or sound to you like they’re are two of you but your both yourself and so much that you both are, either, as one or several connected. You could just say something, and then simply reply back. You could ask “How are you doin?” to yourself, and then, in true ability, and the law of conversation you need only know what yourself asked you, and the double sided connection that is between you and you (short or long-distance relationship circumstances between self-symbiotic life), to simply answer to the messages and notes you, or even as well as, or possibly instead inner you (your conscious combined with your feelings, or/and soul) sent your self, or left yourself, and say something back. You might be able to hear your words to yourself fully clearly though, but it’s great to know about both ways of receiving Your message. 

You both might agree on certain things, or a lot of things but there will be in fact one person you’ll be talking to __ఌ 

Depression used to feel like it was driving me insane, and insanely sad, so much that I began to feel like I couldn’t take it in my heart anymore, and just wanted to die. I’ve made a few decisions sometimes to let go momentarily…you know of life, and breathing, and holding on in this world but look at me today (:
This world might get dark, and hectic, and hellish— even when you’re just supposed to be living free and happy. But the world is changing. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 do and don’t 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒓𝒆 👾>(?𝘪𝘯>[+)^<+>👀->𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕<,  Or they can and will be… When you need it ✿

H҈e҈a҈v҈e҈n҈s҈  h҈e҈r҈e҈.҈
Time and space, dreaming, creation, nothing and neutrality, infinity, the X principle, LigH⏁ <(✞), soul, choice and power, the universe, Miles, and GOD can protect you from the strife from here.

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡, 𝑰 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄, and producing. I don’t know what yet to call some of my music, maybe it’s binaural, but truly beautiful art pieces i think and music. If you want, you should check out my music released and posted on my profile. Enjoy the jams __________ 🜚 🌈𓃹 𖦹+*, ⏻•\^0_0-0 🌐

Music is fun :b 

Bye 🙂

1997
Founder "Fluorescent Project"
_Electronic Sound Prouducer.
_Colorist
_Photographer

The passing time, a gentle flow,
Urgent feelings drift to somewhere far.
Just the beauty of this moment,
I want to softly feel it in my palm.

thought, from living

Taylormade