Lightning Logan

Sal2.0 AKA Ryūji

The Upload

Dark places

random

- Just a track i've been doing on stream. Was a lot of fun!

/ @nxkxm
/ sample - https://soundcloud.com/yinyues/hideaway-ft-conon-bowers

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before it ends

Hi guys! 

This is my cover/remix for "Devil's Tears" by the wonderful Angus & Julia Stone featuring the vocals from @tesity.

Support the original artist:
@angusandjuliastone
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The Devil's Tears (ft.Tesity)

Youth (OSO's 2AM Remix)- Daughter

it shouldn't be this way.
i just feel so numb.
this ones for you homie. 
i Miss you.

Miss You

an ode to escapism

lyrics:
when the dialogue
makes you think you're gonna die soon
i don't listen for the dial tone
i just lay alone and cry

'cause there are such sad songs on the radio
and all my old friends are laying low
trying not to be the people they're afraid of
don't you know?

and the centerpiece
is a little bit of everything
this cacophony is deafening
but no one else can seem to hear

when there are such sad songs on your stereo
and all your old friends don't care at all
trying not to fall apart
they can't take it anymore

when the morning comes
and everything is still amiss
you turn your tv on
and then regret it while you sit

'cause there are such sad stories on the morning news
and every death toll takes more from you
there's an armed gunman in the store with you
it seems, oh, it seems

so you go back to bed
and pretend it's all a dream
if you convince yourself
it's only numbers on a screen

then all the fucked up things that keep happening
will feel much less real than they have to be
much less real than they
actually are

download <3

such sad songs

hey guys !! i hope all of you are doing well 💙 i'm sorry for taking so long to post new music, but i've got lots of things in store for the near future. 💙

lyrics:

know that I'm gon hurt regardless
so I'm pushing through the pain, yeah
so I'm pushing through the pain

and I know inside my heart
that I'm the reason I'm insane, yeah
but I'm unsure of how to change

I can't see anyone's intentions
especially my own

sick of stressing and second guessing
never pick up my phone

lately I barely leave my house
but it's been a while since I've been home

it feels like 
everybody seem to want something from me
but I don't got much left for myself

push away tryna make room to breathe
but nothing seems to help

im tripping over everything
what's wrong with me

tell me why do I hate myself

running in circles until my knees weak
I just can't escape this hell

[chorus]

and I'm losing my hope
that things will ever change

cause I've been lost and alone
and afraid to change my ways

getting drunk on the low
shoulda known it would end this way

but now I know
that nothing good
is ever here to stay

[verse 2]

I'm all alone 
ain't nobody but myself to blame
still waiting for the day 
I make some new mistakes

cause I can't seem to change
it's driving me insane

I'm at the bottom
of a hole I swore
I'd never see 

again

where I can't tell the difference 
between enemy and friend

I guess it's all really just the same 
in the end

but maybe its all in my head
it's all in my
head

[chorus]

and I'm losing my hope
that things will ever change

cause I've been lost and alone
and afraid to change my ways

getting drunk on the low
shoulda known it would end this way

but now I know
that nothing good
is ever here to stay

Spotify

i've given up

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

i had so much fun making this track with @josephtharris , i hope y'all dig it!!!

jt harris x kenny - i don't wanna stay

i hope everyone's having a good day.

I have been desperately searching for clarity
but lately I cannot see much of anything
and it's been scaring me..

wake me up when I'm better please

I have been chasing my dreams like they're all that I got
so I don't think of all that I've lost
shit, I've lost nearly everything

momma said it gets better
she said it gets better
please, give it some time
I promise son you gonna shine

but when I look into her eyes
all I see is her pain
but somehow she's still okay

don't know what to say
I guess I feel guilty
i caused of a lot of it
and that shit kills me

my soul is filthy
emotions are crippling
broken within
don't know if you could fix me

I'm way past hoping and wishing

and I don't know
what to do with my self
think I'm falling apart

and I'm so scared 
to try and love someone else
cause there's no love
for myself in my heart

I'm just feeling overwhelmed
driving home late at night in my car
cause I know that I made this hell
I may run but I wont get too far

I won't get too far

clarity

sorry about the delay on this track, i hope you guys vibe w this 💙

watching as the leaves fall
summer never seems to be here for too long
but the days are hard to recall
it feels as if I blink and anothers gone

ive been way too distant
from the shit that I've been feeling 
it's alright
but it's not fine

and I been getting twisted
sipping whiskey reminiscing
all night
like it's all fine

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to tear down all your walls
just to eventually desert you

but even best intentions can't
right my wrongs

if I could then 
know that I would stay and fight
to get back what we've lost

but I'm too scared to make the first move
so I'll just sit and let this silence say it all
as if these walls could talk

I can feel you in my heartbeat
I swear it's tryna pound it's way out my chest
and it's shown no sign of stopping
sometimes what makes me feel alive can scare me half to death


ive been way too distant
from the shit that I've been feeling 
it's alright
but it's not fine

and I been getting twisted
sipping whiskey reminiscing
all night
like it's all fine

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break down all your walls
and eventually desert you

but best intentions can't
right all my wrongs

if I could then 
know that I would stay and fight
to get back what we've lost

but I'm too scared to make the first move
so I'm just listening as this silence says it all
as if these walls could talk

so they can say what we're both thinking
this love is gone

but were just too hung up to leave yet
but I can't talk
it's like I'm having trouble breathing
through this fog

thats separating you and me 
from what we lost

as if these walls could talk (prod. cashxstash)

much love to @iofmusic & @sleyeofficial

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LYRICS-
[hook:]
shawty wanna chill with the gang
doubt she really know me but, i bet she know my name
i been getting money so you know i can't complain
baby, i been smoking just to get me through the day

[verse 1:]
she don't really love me, yah, you'd think i'd know this
guess that i been busy grinding, staying focused
yah, i don't really ever wanna blow this
getting tired of waiting on them all to notice, me

but i guess that's how it be,
baby i got bands now, you can smoke for free
all i really want is a girl thats down for me
we could have it all just like clyde and bonnie

[verse 2: sleye]
it's killing me
you know i had to leave
you never let me breathe
you want me black, blue,
you choke me until I'm asleep

and now I'm crawling on the tile of the bathroom floor
throw me in the fire let it keep you kinda warm
i wanna turn around the car and let the pedal hit the floor
let me fall and hit the ground you never wanna lift me up

i was high and now i lost my buzz
i was blinded but you're not the one
i left the day i knew it wasn't love
said you're out my league we'll see who's number one
i won't become another name you say you crossed out
I cut you off before the day you'd leave me locked out
i never care to even hear it when you talk now
guess it wasn't meant to be you'll miss it when i walk out

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know my name ft. sleye (prod. IOF)

my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating
my mom thinks i'm a failure 
my step dad cannot stand me
friends afraid i'll die soon
that's why they're checking on me
sitting at the damn top
i've never been so lonely
i feel so invisible
i'm in the air just floating

if i were to die today, tell me would that break your heart
i've been laying in my bed, cause everyday is so hard to start
schizophrenic and depressed, my life has been so torn apart
i've been crying in my room, just leave me here inside the dark
why can’t i catch a damn break?
dealing with this bullshit
depression and heartbreak 
she took my heart and used it
crying over fake love
she ran away and bruised it 
lurking with a black gun
baby catch my bullet
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: IT

The Night He Came Home

DISCENT

we all float down here [prod. discent]

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me

scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragamo
she was in some fendi 
thought the devil wears prada
scars on white arm, blood dripping out now
got a bad goth bitch, baby stripping down now
shoes came from louis
white tee ferragomo
she was in some fendi 
and now she wearing nothing 

baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins
baby take the blade and won’t you touch me
i just wanna love you, baby won’t you fuck me
vampire in the moonlight, she just wanna suck me
down the slopes we going, cocaine make my nose bleed
i don’t wanna shoot you, but the eagles on my left hip
i don’t wanna bite you but your blood is on my damn lip
i might take the black blade and put it to my pale face
i can feel the evil flowing through my big veins

razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
razor blade on my wrist, i let her cut me
she try to kill me, that lil bitch look like buffy
we some psychos like tiffany and chucky
i know she love me, she just wanna fuck me
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: the bride of chucky + the texas chainsaw massacre

tiffany & chucky [prod. discent]

everyday i’ve been praying i would feel a little better
it’s getting bad again, the voice, it’s getting so much louder
there’s a ghost inside the attic, i can hear the cries and laughter 
i will just try to ignore it, but that just makes me feel sadder
i don’t think i wanna be here, in my head it feels so spooky
i just want to end it all, my life is such a scary movie 
everyday i feel so empty, seems like nothing makes me happy
i am struggling to breathe, anxiety. it has me gasping 
i don’t wanna hurt myself no more, but something has to help me feel
no one ever talks to me, i’m struggling to know what’s real
the doctors tried to fix me but i honestly don't fuck with pills
just leave me here all by myself, i’ll be fine if i don’t kill
i know there’s something lurking near, i know it’s getting close as fuck
i think it’s made it to my head, i’m thinking about giving up
tell me i’m not crazy, i’ve been so down on my fucking luck
tell me it’s okay before i grab the knife and start to cut
i think i’m off my rocker, lost all sense in my humanity
look me in my face, i feel like michael on a killing spree
kitchen knife inside my hand, reliving all these memories
i don’t wanna feel no more, please uninstall my reveries
-
written by lightning logan
produced by discent
samples from: paranormal activity + dracula

there's a ghost inside the attic [prod. discent]

so long. . . i’ll see you in my sleep.
almost, completely forget me.
come home. i’m dying, so bereaved.
somewhere it’s okay. . . forgive me.

so long. . . i'll see you in my sleep.

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried
i think i’m losing my mind, i think i'm losing my mind
i think i’m falling behind, i think that it is my time
i’ve been losing my mind, i’ve been losing my mind
i think i’m done for this time, feel like my brain is so fried

feel like my brain is so burnt
my heart is broke it’s so hurt
mask of woe on my face
i'm smoking blunts in the dirt
golden chain on my wrist
hidden blade in my fist
yeah i’m dressed in all black
see me fade in the mist

[bewill']

shadows swallow within 
heartbreak once again 
i can’t go through this pain
trapped in the abyss 
black on black with the mask
who is that with the mask 
asked her to the prom night
for one last dance

[lightning logan]

prom night got you on my mind
silver knife in her mouth 
i got cuts on my wrist
and she got blood on her blouse
voices inside my head 
monsters under my bed
screaming throughout the night
they say i’m better off dead

[bewill']

monsters under my bed 
voices scream in my head 
knife covered in blood
from the blood that she bled 
white stained in all red
who made this big mess
i would kill for your love 
it’s fucking trapped in my chest

[lightning logan]

i need to roll me some dope
i need to ease all this pain
feel like i do not belong 
they try to say i’m insane
they try to say i'm a creep
that blade is tucked by my hip
evil inside my eye
i make your baby girl strip

[bewill']

take a trip down the slopes
need some blow in my nose 
when it pour it just snow 
got this necklace on froze 
you were my overdose 
put me in comatose 
left me out in the cold 
in the blistering cold’

prod. by greaf
written by bewill x lightning logan

samples from prom night and dracula

LIGHTNING LOGAN

i think that it is my time w/ lightning logan [prod. greaf]

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lyrics

[lightning logan]

gothic bad bitch, but she a sweet heart
her boyfriend think that he hard
drive slow when we pull up in that street car
bloody in my styrofoam, i need to recharge
wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy 
nose bloody, heart lovely 
heart lovely, baby, why you love me?
i'm so broken, i can’t be saved 
soon enough i'll be lying in the grave

[lightning logan]

wrist cut, but that bracelet goyard
off the slopes; that’s a hunnid dollar snowboard
tweaked out, white mask like ghostface 
up next: top five on myspace

[heroine diaries]

bad bitch, blonde hair, and she love me 
i don’t really care, got her off the molly 
i don’t really care, i be dying slowly 
i don’t really care, used to being lonely 
you can see it in my eyes, look closely 
black jeans, black nails, she a goth queen 
she don’t need a man, but tell me that she love me 
wanna fuck me, both druggy

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @ryini
written by @lightninglogan x @heroinediaries

samples from Scream x Scream 2 x Scream 3 x Prom Night x Cam

HEROINE DIARIES

goyard w/ heroine diaries [prod. ryini]

lyrics

ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby, let’s just say goodbye
ouija boards under the candle lights
we might die, but i’m down if you're right by my side
triple 6’s on my wrist; my bloody diamonds ice 
wait that’s a triple 8, baby let’s just say goodbye

i think the ghost is here, it's trying hard to get inside
baby, tell me that you love me ‘fore i fucking die
i think the ghost is here, we’re dealing with a poltergeist
it’s in the attic i can hear it's fucking laughs and cries
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos
burn the ouija board and use the flame to light my dope
the house is haunted and it follows everywhere i go
it’s all confetti, watch me die and see the time go froze
i got the buck-10 , watch me turn my wrist to vámonos, adiós

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Ouija

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

ouija boards [prod. despairintoashes]

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

home is where the hate is (prod. sinnernet)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAxJqPkVZ0k

lyrics:
(hook)
Ohhhhh nooo 
Not like that
Please dont act like that
I dont really wanna hear you call me back
When you make up for all that shit that you did

(verse 1)

No no girl
Im on the go go girl
Fuck that bitch
I need a go go girl
Iced out wrist like a snowglobe girl
And your the only one i want in this lonely world
Gahh damnn
Fuck my head up once again
Take my hand and dont let go
And tell me everything i wanna hear you gotta know by now

(bridge)
"insert sad crooning"

(verse 2)

Stop right there baby stop right there
Not another word i aint tryna hear
What you gotta say
Cause its all the same
And its been played through
Like yesterday
Ohhh
guess i gotta let you go
But all i know is im better off inside
My room alone

lonely world (+ 93feetofsmoke)

spotify/apple music

Lonely World (+ 93FEETOFSMOKE) [video in description]

lyrics:

(intro)

i pull up to her crib
i pull up to her house
i pull up to her crib
i pull up to her house
i pull up to her crib
i pull up to her house

(chorus)

I don't wanna wake up 
I don't wanna make up
She just wanna stay up
I don't wanna break up
But we need time apart (x2)

(verse 1)

You couldn't conceive the thought of me being alone
And I can't wrap my head around the fact that your at home
With someone else that I don't know about and in your room
Im sorry about all the things that i said wrong to you

(hook)

Thats on facts (x3)
I need racks, i need racks in my bag
Like how you been, where you been, where you at?
But I don't care at all
Thats on facts (x3)
Like how you been, where you been, where you at?
I need racks, i need racks in my bag
But you don't care at all

(verse 2)

Babydoll i dont share at all
I can tell that you dont really care at all
And i dont care at all
Were both stubborn as fuck
Butthurt as fuck 
I dont know what is what
So dumb and in love 
Caught in a rut
I was honored to be
The one that you would want 
but now I'm never the one

(chorus)

(chorus + hook)

(outro)

Don't pull up to her crib
Don't pull up to her house
Don't pull up to her crib
Don't pull up to her house
Don't pull up to her crib
Don't pull up to her house
Don't pull up to her crib
Don't pull up to her house

...and the crowd goes wild

pull up to her crib (+ 93feetofsmoke)

Pull Up to Her Crib (+ 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan
@madebythemonster

samples from The Haunting of Hill House

the rest is confetti

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

spotify

r.i.p

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

A Ghost Story

MISERY

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

thank you for 6K. glad to finally work with one of my best friends in the scene @ihateshinigami

i never asked 
for the cards 
i been dealt with
and i still
don't know
where my mind is
feel like
my happiness and i
have part ways
feel my eyes
growin heavy
on my pale face

and all i ever
wanna be is enough for you
but i never get close
no matter what i do, and
everybody is sayin
i should relax
but the stress is 
piling up as time elapse

and i swear it never gets better
i been sleepin less and less
this shit is lasting forever
but i try my fucking best
i got too much on my plate
i'm sorry i'm far away
i promise i don't mean to be
but this ain't easy to say

so don't go away from me
i just need a little bit more time
don't go away from sme
i just need a little bit more time

when it's said and done 
i hope that i'm enough
for the ones i love
but it's getting tough
so just bear with me
you're the one i need
i've been losing sight
got no room to breath


[shinigami]

w/ my eyes wide open
i see clearly now
stretch my hands
let fate fall into place

up and down i been falling
cold wind calling my name
i'm not the same as i once was

i'll take you away
to a world that is glistening
where everything's fine
have you even been listening?
i'm falling apart
you knew this from the start
lay your head in my arms
we'll never be apart

losing sight w/ shinigami

mixed by Casey Bales: https://instagram.com/swinghighswinglow_?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1p80i1yoycp9k

cover art: https://instagram.com/bigheadriver?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=kgngmg92jx2l