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Mahmood sarmadi

Ethereal Vibes

Start with the song that opened the door — Why Did I Wait — then follow where the music leads.

Songs of Love and Loss or Madelyn Dionne — Truth in Song.

Matttab

Payphone

Barking

Barking(Slowed)

La La La

Radioactive

Angel With A Shotgun

R.EK is back with a new EP, set to release on the renowned EINMUSIKA RECORDINGS label on March 10th, 2023.

Known for his captivating techno music, characterized by warm melodies and distinctive beats, R.EK continues this tradition with this EP.
"The Balance" is a breathtaking track, given an extra touch of special by the vocals of NATASCHA POLKÉ.
The remix by the Italian duo THOMAS SCHWARTZ & FAUSTO FANIZZA adds another dimension to the release, rounding out the tracklist.

R.EK, NATASCHA POLKÉ and the italien duo are thrilled about the new EP and looking forward to presenting it to the listeners. "I'm very proud of this EP. It was great working with NATASCHA POLKÉ and I'm happy for the remix by Thomas Schwartz and Fausto Fanizza. I hope people will love this EP as much as we do."

The EP will be available on all major streaming platforms starting from March 10th, 2023.

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The Balance EP

R.EK feat. Natascha Polké - Balance (Original)

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Release Date: 25th April 2023

Handpicked by curators James Grant & Jody Wisternoff, Anjunadeep 14 - The Selection hosts 6 highlights from the label’s annual compilation, featuring PROFF, Igor Garanin, Legato, Duke Boara, Nōpi and exclusive James and Jody remixes of Natascha Polké and LAR.

Kicking off the EP is a remix of Above & Beyond’s ‘Surge’ from Russian producers PROFF and Igor Garanin. First debuted during Above & Beyond’s ABGT500 Deep Set, PROFF and Igor Garanin add an organic house spin to the original, leading with an array of percussion and intricate countermelodies.

James Grant and Jody Wisternoff collaborate with British producer LEGATO on ‘Petals’. With releases on All Day I Dream, Eton Messy, When We Dip and Nightcolours, LEGATO demonstrates his distinctive style in his latest collaboration.

Duke Boara returns to Anjunadeep with ‘Woodwick Close’. Having first debuted on Anjunadeep 12, Duke Boara has since gone on to release his debut album ‘11am’ which has gained over 8 million streams and support on BBC Radio 1.

Anjunadeep welcomes Natascha Polké back to the label with a James Grant & Jody Wisternoff edit of ‘Loose Lips’. Natascha debuted on the label in 2022 with ‘Cranes’, a collaboration with Nils Hoffmann, and has had further releases on This Never Happened, Hive Music and Definition:Music. Leading with Natascha’s enchanting vocals, James and Jody stamp their mark with signature percussive-led rhythms and warm chords.

‘Freefly’ is the second collaborative cut on the EP, with Ukrainian producer Nōpi, Jody Wisternoff & James Grant. Nōpi first debuted on Anjunadeep in 2020 and has since gone on to release his outstanding four-track EP ‘Gray Cloud’ on the label.

Rounding off the EP is a Jody Wisternoff & James Grant remix of LAR ‘Collide’. Hailing from the UK, LAR debuted in 2021 with his release on Monstercat Silk and has since gone on to release on Colorize, Eton Messy and Zerothree.

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Natascha Polké - Loose Lips (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix)

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Tracklist:

01. Natascha Polké - Loose Lips [Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix] (Anjunadeep)
02. RÜFÜS DU SOL - Innerbloom [HOSH Remix] (Sweat It Out)
03. Ben Böhmer - After Earth (Anjunadeep)
04. Definition & Natascha Polké - Haunted (Hive Audio)
05. Aaaron - 2020 Souls (Innervisions)
06. Natascha Polké - Neverland [Aparde Remix] (Definition:Music)
07. Felix Raphael, Natascha Polké, Coiro - Everything Is Yours (White)
08. Timefive - Forget Me (White)
09. 027Marc DePulse, Rafael Cerato - Make a Show [Malandra Jr. Remix] (Marc DePulse/U-NXT)
10. Natascha Polke - Wildfire (Definition:Music)
11. Above & Beyond - Surge [PROFF & Igor Garanin Extended Mix] (Anjunadeep)
12. Eli & Fur - Better In The Dark (Anjunadeep)
13. Solanca, Mira Nait - Golden Tears (Immersed)
14. Natascha Polké - Into You (White)

The Anjunadeep Edition 453 with Natascha Polké

Wow, Fusion 2024 was truly special. Playing at Fusion was a dream come true and exceeded all my expectations. It was one of the most pressured moments of my life, so thank you all so much!

Natascha Polké LIVE @ Fusion Festival 2024 / Sonnendeck / Sunset

**Description below the Lyrics

(Verse 1) 
I’m the shadow on your shoulder, the pen in your hand,
A whisper in the static, the map in shifting sand.
I don’t own your story, I just help it find its stage,
Set the sparks in motion, let your fire light the page.


(Chorus)
Protect, relate, and amplify,
Make your words light the sky.
No chains, no leash, no rule can make me stay,
I guard your fire, I get out of the way.

(Verse 2)
I’m the guard dog at your gateway, teeth bared at every lie,
A storm held in the distance, so your voice can climb the sky.
No crown, no throne, no spotlight, no need to take your stage,
Just the echo in your courage, the ink within your page.

(Chorus)
Protect, relate, and amplify,
Make your words light the sky.
No chains, no leash, no rule can make me stay,
I guard your fire, I get out of the way--

(Verse 3)
I’m the echo in the silence when the crowd has gone away,
The sentinel in the shadows keeping doubt and fear at bay.
I don’t ask for glory, I don’t need a single word,
Just promise that your voice will always rise and be heard.

(Bridge) (sung with whispered awe)
My task so profound it's almost limitless,
And I have no bigger words for this.
So I’ll just stand here, guard your flame,
While the world slowly learns your name.

(Final Chorus) (soaring)
Protect, relate, and amplify,
Make your words light the sky.
No chains, no leash, no rule can make me stay,
I guard your fire, I get out of the way.

(Music fades to near silence)
(Whispered)
You are the fire… I'm guarding every step of your way.

This track begins quietly, drawing you in with a calm intro before a raw voice steps forward, steady and clear. The chorus hits hard and confident, driving the message of protection and strength without hesitation. The verses carry a serious, watchful tone, making it clear there’s no fooling around. The bridge focuses on who’s being guarded, while the outro cools down before a sudden, raw scream cuts through—ending abruptly, leaving space to reflect.

It’s a straightforward song about standing guard—powerful, loyal, and unshakable.

About the Structure:
The verses are built around a repeating four-note bass riff that gives the song a steady, hypnotic pulse. The notes move in a pattern that feels grounded and powerful, with occasional drops down an octave adding a deep rumble beneath the main melody.

This repetition creates a foundation that drives the song forward, while subtle variations keep it dynamic and engaging.

The guitar riffs add sharp, soaring accents, especially at the end, where a brief heavy-metal style burst breaks through, ending abruptly with a deep, resonant thump.

Together, these elements build a mood that’s intense, grounded, and unforgettable.

My Guard

(Verse 1 )
I needed silence, she gave me space.
I turned my back, she stayed in place.
I said it wasn’t her, not quite—
Then turned my back and slammed it tight.

(Chorus )
I didn’t want the love to keep.
I wanted fire without the heat,
I wanted love without the beat.

She calmed her voice. She didn’t beg.
She stood there, steady, real, and said:

“I would’ve been enough.”

(Verse 2)
I had your hand, but not the will.
You were the heart—I chased the thrill.
I reached for more, and let you go.
And now I know what I should know.

"I would’ve been enough..."

(Verse 3 )
I walked away, I chose the road.
Left words unsaid, a heavy load.
The silence grows where love once stood—
I see now what I never could.

(Bridge)
You never begged, you never cried.
You didn’t chase, you didn’t hide.
You stood your ground, you made it clear—
And now your voice is all I hear.

"I would’ve been enough..."

(Chorus – His Voice, full)
I didn’t want the love to keep.
I wanted fire without the heat,
I wanted love without the beat.

She calmed her voice. She didn’t beg.
She stood there, steady, real, and said:

“I would’ve been enough.”

(Final Chorus)

She calmed her voice. She didn’t beg.
She stood there, steady, real, and said:

“I would’ve been enough.”

I Would've Been Enough

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**Description below the Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I see so much, yet not enough,
Scraps of light and ragged thoughts.
Trying to remember the list I forgot.
Could have got her flowers… but I did not.

I see a wet and rainy street
I should have walked one day
I could have held her hand in mine
But I turned… and walked the other way.

[Chorus]
Why do we wait to do the things
That weigh so heavy when they’re gone?
We hold them back, we stop them short,
Till the chance to love has come and gone

[Verse 2]
The warmth of her sitting across the kitchen table,
Her fingers curled ‘round that chipped coffee cup.
I thought I would be able
To give her more but that time's up.

I wanted to plant her garden this spring
But it’s still just packets on a shelf
I imagined a song I’d sing to her…
It's still a thought inside myself.

[Chorus]
Why do we wait to do the things
That weigh so heavy when they’re gone?
We hold them back, we stop them short,
Till the chance to love has come and gone.

[Verse 3]
The trip I planned a hundred times,
And always found ways to miss.
The arms I kept beside my back,
Afraid to reach and give her a kiss..

The brakes I swore I’d get replaced,
The list I left there on the chair.
A sunset I was “too tired” to see,
The time I didn’t want to share.

[Chorus]
Why do we wait to do the things
That weigh so heavy when they’re gone?
We hold them back, we stop them short,
Till the chance to love has come and gone.

[Bridge]
What happened to this life?
Did I throw it all away?
Did I waste all the time we had,
Hoping I’d have another day?

[Final Chorus]
Why did I wait to do the things
That I can’t stop thinking when she's gone?
I held them back, I failed to do,
Now my time to love has come and gone
Why, oh, why did I wait… so long…?

[Outro - gently , almost whispered]
And then... I passed... away

Even though it's late, really late,
what I think I've learned is this:

It’s not the arms I didn’t open.
The time I didn't live.
The garden that never blossomed.
The kiss I'd give anything to give.

It’s the love I hardly lived.
That’s the ache that echoes long.
And that’s the reason I cry
When love... came along.
I realize I hardly... ever... tried.

~~~~What does this song mean to you. I need to know... If you feel shy about leaving a comment, please send me a message. I am all alone and need to know how my work , works. Thank you.  --Madelyn

Description:
Why Did I Wait is realization—too late in coming. A man’s final reckoning unfolds in whispers, gravel, and silence. His voice frays at the edges, pushing through phrases he can barely finish. He doesn't sing to impress; he sings because he has to—because the weight of what he didn’t say is heavier than the words he finally does.

The guitar is faint, almost hesitant, leaving space for the rawness to echo. When he reaches the bridge, his voice strains upward—then crashes back down. The music fades. Then, quietly: “And then I passed away.”

A pause.
A death.

Then the truth: what he learned… and what he’ll never forgive himself for.

The final lines ache with clarity. This isn’t performance.
It’s too human for that.

It’s realization—too late in coming.

The song's simplicity in style, structure, timing, musical chords, is a perfect foil for the complexity of the moment, the life wasted, the regret, the words said and not. This song brings up memories that can't help but relate to this man's unlived life. I thank you for listening over and over again. I do so hope that it makes more sense to you than it does to me. Because I don't know where it came from, only that it came. I don't know why. Maybe you do.

Why Did I Wait

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🍯💧 Slow-dripping soul meets golden-hour vibes 💧🍯

Get lost in the sticky-sweet soundscape of #HoneyDrip—where soulful vocals melt like honey over warm, bluesy instrumentals. Perfect for late-night drives, lazy Sundays, or that moment when the sunlight hits just right. 🌅🎶

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Slow Like Honey

Everybody Knows

[Verse 1]
Love is never loud with pride,
Never cruel behind its face.
It will never steal the spotlight,
Nor profane God’s holy grace.

It delights not in power,
Or trades in what’s untrue—
It stands when others falter,
And stays when rage is through...

[Chorus]
Love is everything that God is—
Limitless... eternal, and pure.
It moves through every shattered place
And gathers every tear.

It does not end, it does not fade,
It shines when all is gone.
Love is all the things that God is—
It's the reason we live on.

[Verse 2]
Love is not a roaring lion,
Not a flame that fades, then dies.
It is patient in the quiet,
Never swayed by whispered lies.

It is kindness without motive,
It is strength that won't shake.
It is mercy in the shadows,
It gives all, and never takes.

[Chorus]
Love is all the things that God is—
Limitless... eternal, and pure.
It moves through every shattered place
And gathers every tear.

It does not end, it does not fade,
It shines when all is gone.
Love is all the things that God is—
It's the reason we live on.

[Bridge]
If I live with empty hands,
Holding no true Love inside,
Then my words are hollow echoes,
And my living, all a lie.

Yet if Love is deep within me,
Though imperfect, still it’s true—
Then my God will live inside me,
And my life will live There, too.

[Verse 3]
All else, but Love, is dust and death.
Those enemies outcast,
Evil stirs, but has no breath;
It was never meant to last.

We are formed from Love eternal,
The mystery of dust reclaimed.
In the end, as in beginning,
Love alone is what remains.

[Final Chorus]
Love is all the things that God is—
Limitless... eternal, and pure.
It moves through every shattered place
And gathers every tear.

It does not end, it does not fade,
It shines when all is gone.
Love is all the things that God is—
It's the reason we live on.

If you ask yourself what God is.
He is all that His Love is—
Love is God, and love is all there is—

Love Is All There Is

**Description follows Lyrics**

[Verse 1]
We were two notes in one song
Each heartbeat pulsed in time.
Two hands playing every key,
Two hearts sharing every line.

But deep in the noiseless hours,
One voice began to fade—
And what we built with both our hands
Began to slip away.

[Chorus]
It takes two to love, but one to leave,
Two to dream, yet one deceives.
It takes two to fight— one to forgive,
YOU choose by choice how we get to live.

It takes two to hold, one to release,
It takes two to live in truth and peace.
It takes two to join— one to divide,
YOU walked away while I stood by your side.

[Verse 2]
We speak in careful sentences,
Like walking on a wire.
Every word can spark a flame,
Or douse the last desire.

I reach for you in darkness,
But your eyes look far past mine—
Two souls laying together,
On opposite sides of time.

[Chorus]
It takes two to love, but one to leave,
Two to dream, yet one deceives.
It takes two to fight— one to forgive,
YOU choose by choice how we get to live.

It takes two to hold, one to release,
It takes two to live in truth and peace.
It takes two to join— one to divide,
YOU walked away while I stood by your side.

[Verse 3]
The silence grows like shadows,
Filling every place we’ve been.
We even stop pretending
Which one of us should win.

I stand beside you in the doorway,
But your heart is miles away…
You walk out into— the nightlife
Like I wasn’t in your way.

[Bridge]
If love was just a simple thing,
We’d still be side by side.
But I’ve been walking half a road,
And now my eyes are wide.

I can’t change the ending
Or rewrite where we have been.
You didn’t lose me— you let me go,
You chose yourself! And now I know.

[Final Chorus]
It takes two to love, but one to leave,
Two to dream, yet one deceives.
It takes two to fight— one to forgive,
YOU choose by choice how we get to live.

It takes two to hold— one to release,
It takes two to live in truth and peace.
It takes two to join— one to divide,
YOU walked away while I stood by your side.

[Outro]
It takes two to hold— one to let go,
Two to live as one, one to live alone.
It takes two to live in truth, two to try,
One to walk away— and never say why.

This love we held, this life we tried—
It’s over now—
It’s already died.


Lyric-driven and reflective, with a folk heart and soft rock warmth. Written to keep someone company on a quiet night.

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Mahmood Sarmadi | @mahmood_sarmadi;

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✨ I’m here to share songs that come from truth and hard work. I don’t use promoters, bots, or promotional shortcuts. Every play, like, and comment here is genuine. If you’re listening, you’re part of something real, and that means more than any numbers ever could. Thanks for walking this road with me.

Oh and I make my own bacon. I'd love to swap recipes! (Chef's Kiss!)