another riffy banger with @sidwhiteofficial on the guitar 

this ones ab losing a loved one and the what ifs that keep me up at night and how that day replays in my mind  

LYRICS:

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

I still remember our plans
Dead and gone, won't see the end
Tear myself from limb to limb
Air so cold, just like your hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Asleep, Unaware

Asleep,Unaware (Prod. Sid White)

slow remix by @sidwhiteofficial 

LYRICS:

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

I still remember our plans
Dead and gone, won't see the end
Tear myself from limb to limb
Air so cold, just like your hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Can you repeat that again?
Concentrate on words unsaid
Broke my heart in grains of sand
Tears I shed upon my hands

Asleep, Unaware
In Dreams, Unaware

Asleep,Unaware {SLOWED VERSION}

Asleep,Unaware (Prod. Sid White) + {SL0WED VERSI0N}

My youtube <3
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGxfbYZ0qjgebvwKb0ErDWw?
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LYRICS:
im beatin to the ground. beatin into fine pieces of sand. no matter who tries to pick me up, ill fall right through their hands. why cant i find a way to be treated right? every time i try i get hypnotised to believe their lies. why cant i find a way to be treated right?

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find a way

find a way  (prod. Vessels)

happy valentines day everyone!!! i hope you have an amazing one. i love you all so much !! thank you all for all of your support 💖💖💖
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🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️look at the cieling, I know im dreaming and i don't think you know, that I'm fallin for ya. i know you like me, so come and find me and i don't think you know that I'm fallin for ya
can't stop the feeling, please don't hurt me and I don't think you know that I'm fallin for ya.im all alone now, can find love now and I don't think you know, that I'm dreaming of ya.  
🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️🖤❣️

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fallin for ya

fallin for ya <3  (prod. Nicholas allan)

all guitar played by me <3 
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theres a white oak on a hidden land, wondering why the leaves are dull again. searching for the answers nothing shows within. no one knows her danger shes in love with the damned. white stands for purity she knows shes the leaves. falling rapidly shes the poison seed. white oaks are the gateway to her misery. shes the contradictory of the purity. shes the contradictory of the sanity.

white oaks

I loved doing this collab with @scummusic 💖💖 he's one of my favorite artist ever and I'm so happy to make a song w him. I luv u man((: 💖 ty all for all the support and love!!! you all mean the world to me 💕💕💕💕 produced by @deejay-jayz
LYRICS:
Madi) dont recall my name. dont recall the memories.
dont recall my name, im falling to serenity. 
dont recall the nights with me. dont recall the memories.
dont recall my name (dont) dont recall the memories (dont) dont recall my name (dont)
Scum) and its not like you want me, its not like you want that. i try to fight back and i lost. x2
again x2
cuz you wouldnt want me and i wouldnt want me. i am unwanted. 
now look where were at. were fallin now. the love we built, hit the ground. x2
ill be your memory. im just a memory

im just a memory

im just a memory w/ scum (prod. Fanki)

🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖💖🖤
me and my boy @blacklunged made a track together<3 I hope you guys love it as much as I do 💖(:
Lyrics: 
I know you got your friends
Im cold cant feel my limbs
i know youre all pretend
please dont im heartbroken
im cold cant feel again
please dont im breaking
i know you got your friends
im cold cant feel my limbs
i know your oblivious visions
please dont im heart broken

Heartbroken

Heartbroken 💔 (prod. blacklunged)

mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel
produced by: @surrealrecords

youre fading away

youre fading away•°.✧(prod. Newport)

mixing and mastering by : @madimarieabel
prod by: @feelingfatigue & @1800entity
lyrics 💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤
living in stagnant mortality. 
slow motion is my reality.
 nothing feels real to me.  
everything is on repeat
 you see the pain in me
my eyes show u the pain I bleed.
 I wanna die blatantly
 i think its best for me 
so show me how it's best to leave. 
(oh)
living in stagnant mortality. 
slow motion is my reality.
nothing feels real to me. 
everything is on repeat
you can see the pain in me
you can see the pain

stagnant mortality

stagnant mortality  (prod. fatigue & 1800 entity)

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
produced by @sidwhiteisdead
🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤
blowin up my phone like u did that night 
but I can see it that u want me by your side
listen to the dial tone
 I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight ( ooh)
call me up alone even if youre not alright 
but I don't care I can see thru your disguise
call me up alone even if you're dead inside (ooh)
I hope you know baby I'm doin just fine (ooh)
didn't need u by my side 
always had my angels on my right (ooh)
I know u miss me I can see that shit comin from ur eyes
 but it's okay baby I kinda like it when u cry 
(ooh)
blowin up my phone like u did that night
but I can see it that u want me by your side
listen to the dial tone I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight
 (ooh)
call me up alone 
(ooh)
I'm not pickin up the phone 
(ooh)
call me up alone

call me up alone

call me up alone (prod. Sid White)

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Pinkcigs socials <3
Soundcloud- @pinkcig 
IG- @pinkcig
Twitter- @pinkcig

Blacklunged's socials <3
Soundcloud- @blacklunged
IG- @blacklunged
Twitter- @blvcklunged
LYRICS :

Madi Marie- 💖
I layed in your hands while you were asleep

 in my dreams you were with m

 a distant haze what you became

a fragment of my memory 

ooh a distant haze

broken serenity

Pinkcig- 💖
you left me waiting in the silence 

you left me waiting all alone

all of these feelings i be hiding 

with all these pills i swallow whole

coping with all of my contraband 

do you remember you'd hold my hand 

now all i got is this cash in hand 

a hole in my heart it look like my pants 

i don't remember how it all began 

 i can't ever fall inlove again

broken serenity

broken serenity ft. pinkcig (prod. blacklunged)

LYRICS:
recollections of the past.
the obsession of you  in my head.
my head's turning. this heartache.
feel my capillaries almost bursting.
close the flood gates. seal the memories.
I thought I burned those pictures last Thursday

recollections if our past. 
the obsession of you and what we had.
my head's turning.
this heartache. 
feel my capillaries almost bursting. 
close the flood gates. 
I'm drowning.
seal the memories of we used to be. 
I thought I burned those pictures last Thursday 

Prod- @prodbyvessels
Mixing and mastering- @madimarieabel
My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Vessels Socials- 
IG- @prodvessels
YT- prod. vessels
Twitter- @prodbyvessels

thought i burned those pictures

thought i burned those pictures (prod. Vessels)

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Sid Whites socials <3
IG- @ggallinsforehead
YT- Sid White 
Soundcloud- @sidwhiteisdead
LYRICS:
do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
 do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you even care ?
are you even there ?

do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you know my fears ?
living in my nightmare 
living in my nightmare (are you even there )
living in my nightmare 


Mixed & Mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @sidwhiteisdead

living in my nightmare

living in my nightmare (prod. Sid White)

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Feature- @damiyen
Produced by- @lilheartshawty

LYRICS 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side 
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but I won't cuz u keep me alive 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but your love keeps me.revived 
like the moon you are my light.
I'll keep u in my arms to night 
hop in on my mind tonight 
with you everything is alright

like a silhouette you're by my side
 with you everything is alright

Emo Fruits:
yeah girl i want you 
right here by my side 
every single night
yeah I really like you 
feelings can't hide 
you see it in my eyes 
now I know the pain never goes away 
but when I'm with you it's not a thing at all 
(at all) x2
see u in my dreams 
got a lil drugs u share with me 
I know u like me cuz you're like me x2 
yeah x3

Madi Marie :
like a silhouette you're by my side 
with you everything is alright 

hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side 
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but I won't cuz u keep me alive 
hop in on my mind tonight
like a silhouette your by my side
Juliette said she wanted to die 
but your love keeps me.revived 
like the moon you are my light.
I'll keep u in my arms to night 
hop in on my mind tonight 
with you everything is alright

like a silhouette

like a silhouette ft. Emo Fruits (prod. lilheartshawty)

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @iofmusic
My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin
Lyrics <3
youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 

do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

do you remember those nights in November 
in your sweater , do you remember?

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well x2

you're in my head 
(you're in my head)
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 
I'm in this trance 
(I'm in this trance)
I'm living in this hell
I still wanna be friends 
but I don't feel myself 


do you remember those nights in November 
when I asked for you sweater 
it was cold, i hated the weather x2

youre in my head 
I'm spinning like carosel 
I still wanna be friends 
I hope you're doing well 


do you remember those nights in November

in your sweater , do you remember

do you remember those nights in november (in your sweater )

do you remember those nights in November (in your sweater) [prod. IOF ]

prod by @akuauk
mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
LYRICS
why am i trying

a constant relapse

on your love 

I feel like dying

a fainted grasp of what is real and false reality 

down the rabbit hole I'm falling

someone save me 

from this pain in which I bleed 

(ohh)
(in which I bleed )

why am i trying 

a constant relapse

on your love 

I feel like dying

a fainted grasp of what is real and false reality
  
down the rabbit hole I'm falling

someone save me 

from this pain in which I bleed

losing touch

losing touch (prod. akauk)

vocals mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel 
please follow @sorrow_bringer . he makes such beautiful beats and hes so talented. go show him some love <3

LYRICS
this life
feels like a noose but it isnt tied
upon me
feels just like im always suffocating 
and i thought
i was doing fine but im crumbling apart 
but what for ?
i dont know if i can save myself anymore 
(save me)
this life x6

wrap me 
in your arms and keep me away from harm
please save me
i dont know if i can do this anymore

Where is 
(where is)
the control on the thoughts that i have in my head
understandance 
(understandance)
something that has been hard so im hurting instead
and i wish
that i wasnt like this cuz its all in my head
i cant change it
its embedded implanted encoded instead
(this life x2)
this life x7

like a noose

like a noose (this life)

like a noose (this life) [prod. Sorrow bringer]

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @falls-2
LYRICS
Loneliness 
In my chest 
Cardiac arrest 
Feel my self collapse 
In my abyss
In darkness 
Cardiac arrest 
Feel myself collapse 
Arrest 
Cardiac arrest x2
Loneliness 
Feel it in my chest 
Cardiac arrest 
Feel myself collapse 
Cardiac arrest

Cardiac arrest

cardiac arrest (prod. falls)

Self destructive 
I Hate this fucking shit 
Put the blunt up to my lips 
Exhale the bullshit 
Numb the pain i wanna end it 
Change my name 
Put the blade to my jugular vein 
End my pain
I don't like it
I dont like it
And I dont like this
I dont like it

Afterhours

late nights in my bed

late nights in my bed (prod. blue moon ring)

Ebb and flow x 3 
Packed another bowl
Thats just how we roll 
Blowin up my phone
(Babe i miss you i just wanna kiss you)
Oh 
With that Ebb and flow x4
Packed another bowl 
Blowin out thesmoke 
( babe i miss you i wanna be with you oh)
With that Ebb and flow x4

ebb and flow

ebb and flow (prod. rainfuture)

Prod. : @lostultra
Mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel
-
LYRICS <3
I gave you everything
And you threw it all away
I Gave you all of me 
And you tossed it like it was nothing 
Is this a game you play?
Or is this apart of your scheme
I gave you everything 
What did i do to be replaced 
(I gave you everything) 

(Ooh) 

I saw through your charades 
You were playing the waiting game 
Told me straight to my face 
I snuck out and went to her place 
I gave you everything 
and you spit right in my face 
I gave you all of me
 and you let her take my place 

(Oooh)

Mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @lostultra

You Were Delicate Like Glass

You Were Delicate Like Glass (prod. LOSTULTRA)

A single off of my upcoming album that will be releasing this summer. Stay tuned!!! I love you guys with all of my heart. You keep me sane.
-
Prod. : @sorrow_bringer
Mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel
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LYRICS ❤️

Caress me 
Feel my blood coarse through my veins
Say my name
Before I fade away 
Locked in a cage 
The only way out is to self medicate 
And your embrace 
Keep me safe and away from this
place 
please x2
keep me sane
please x3
keep me sane

(ooh)
keep me sane 

Caress me 
Feel my blood coarse through my veins
Say my name
Before I fade away 
Locked in a cage 
The only way out is to self medicate 
And your embrace 
Keep me safe and away from this
place 
please x2
keep me sane
please x3
keep me sane

Keep Me Sane

Keep Me Sane (prod. sorrow bringer)

Mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
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LYRICS <3
Please come take my hand 
I know its phantom but i need to know that youre there 

Its getting harder and harder everyday 
And even though youre miles and miles away 
Youre still in my heart
In my head 
Every day i wish you weren't dead 

(Take my hand) 
(ooh)

Please come take my hand (take my hand)
I know its phantom but i need to know that youre there (know that youre there)
Youre still in my heart
In my head 
Every day i wish you were with me, Dad.

June 15th was the day that you left 
And everyday i wish i could go back
Youre still in my heart
In my head 
Youre still in my heart 
In my head

Between These Velvet Sheets

June 15th

June 15th (prod. LENZXL)

Prod : @lftdhghts
Mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel
-
LYRICS <3
(Ooh)x4
Im afraid 
Of you releasing me 
Dont leave 
You're my everything 
Cant you see? (cant you see)
Hear my screams (hear my screams)
Stay with me (stay with me)
Dont leave x2

Dont leave (dont leave)
Stay with me (Stay with me)
Youre my everything
Dont leave x3

Dont Leave ( You're My Everything )

Don't Leave (You're My Everything) [prod. LFTDHGHTS]

Prod. : @ggallinsforehead
Mixed and mastered by : @madimarieabel
Featuring : @vibevoka
-
LYRICS <3
Raindrops on your skin 
Look how theyve fallen 
Crystal gems
Flow in within 
(ooh)
Raindrops on your skin 
Raindrops 
Ooh
Raindrops on your skin
Raindrops 
(ooh)
Raindrops 
Raindrops on your skin 

Different patterns in the wind 
(ooh)
Look how theyve blown and
Come right in 
Come take my hand
(ooh)
Raindrops on your skin 
Raindrops 
(ooh)
Raindrops on your skin 
Raindrops 
(ooh)
Raindrops
-
Voka ♡




Raindrops on your skin 
Look how theyve fallen
Raindrops 
(ooh)
Raindrops

Raindrops On Your Skin

Raindrops On Your Skin ft. Voka (prod. Sid White)

Prod. : @deadboybeatz
Mixed and Mastered by : @madimarieabel
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LYRICS <3
See right through me 
Its not easy 
Scars on my body 
They always haunt me 
It cuts too deep 
Shattered memories x6
Shattered

Once before me 
Was an entity 
Eyes so bloody 
Its so haunting 
Life was a bad dream 
No one could save me 
The air was drowning 
Suffocating

Shattered memories x6
Shattered 

See right through me 
Its not easy 
Scars on my body 
They always haunt me
It cuts too deep 
Shattered memories 
Shattered x3
See right through me 
Eyes are decieving 

Shattered memories

Shattered Memories

Shattered Memories (prod. Dead Boy Beats)

This song has been in the vault for awhile now. Idk why but i just never felt like it was good enough to post for a while, but here it is now, and I hope you enjoy it. <3 Its a little rough because i never really thought i was gonna post it, but i wrote this awhile back when my mental health was getting bad and this is how i felt about it. i hope this can help any of you who are struggling in some type of way <3 im here and you arent alone. you can always talk to me. <3
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LYRICS :
I got a lot on my mind
a lot that i wanna say
but i keep it away
all i do is push people away
i keep feeling this constant pain
its in my chest
it wont regress
my heart sinks too much
my mind's a fucking mess
i overthink too much 
its a heavy weight 
a shitty trait 
that'll always stay
but i keep it away
cuz im so tired of this constant pain
suffocating
put a gun to my head
suffocating 
drowning in consciousness

i overthink too much

I overthink too much

Guitar Sample: Choir Boy- I Feel As The Snow Falls
Produced by- @ggallinsforehead
Mixed & Mastered by- @madimariemusicc

I’ve been working on this song for about two months now, and I’m so happy to be able to say that it’s finished. I put my blood sweat and tears into this track and I think this is my best work yet. 🖤 I love the genre of dark wave so much, and I’m so happy I was able to carry that sound out with this song. I hope you guys love this as much as I do. I love you guys so much. And thank you so much for 3k on soundcloud, I never thought I’d get this far. You guys are making my dreams become a reality more and more every day. Expect more coming soon.❤️

- 
LYRICS: 

Ice cold
You were ice cold x2 

Through an ice cold picket fence 
Your hands are trembling 
( And I like it )
Running round round round 
Like a headless pig 
Burning out out out 
Like a cigarette 
( And I like it )

Through an ice cold picket fence 
I see your shadow crawlin like a creepy silhouette 
( And I like it )

You’re motionless 
Emotionless 
Ooh I have found found found 
My oblivion
( And I like it )

Through an ice cold picket fence 
You’re hands are around my neck
( And I like it )
Fallin down down down 
Into my abyss 
Hallowed out out out 
You’re so insidious 
( And I like it ) 

Through an ice cold picket fence 
Your hands are trembling 
( And I like it )
Running round round round 
Like a headless pig 
Ooh I have found found found found my oblivion 
( And I like it )
You are ice cold

Ice Cold

ℑ𝔠𝔢 ℭ𝔬𝔩𝔡 (Prod. Sid White)

I've been working on this song for about 3 months now, and im so happy to say that it is finally complete and ready to share with you guys <33 This song is one of my favorites, as i feel it shines a light on my vocal range as well as my full capability with my craft. With every song i create, it is a constant evolution, and with this song i believe that it is my best work yet. (: I love you guys all so so much, and im so grateful that you guys are here with me and supporting my dreams and my art. I never thought i would get this far. 
I hope u enjoy <3 ~ Madi (:

LYRICS
-
This disarray 
Feel my bones decay
I disintegrate
This disarray 

In shades of grey 
Paint my world of pain 
Burried in dismay 
I want to escape 
My fate 

This Dissarray 
Feel my bones decay
I disintegrate
This disarray 

This disarray x2

Disarray

𝔇𝔦𝔰𝔞𝔯𝔯𝔞𝔶 (prod. nightanxiety)

Album Art By: Noah Stelmaszek
Prod. @satvre
~
life has been crazy recently, but its starting to mellow out now. more music coming soon u lovely beings. im gonna be pumping shit out this next year. thank u to all of you who've stuck around and continued to support me and my art. id be so lost without you guys. <3
~
🤍 LYRICS 🤍

red painted her skin 
she did it again 
blood stained limbs 

i can’t feel it 
is this the end? 
i’m numb again

oh no (x14)
blood stained limbs 
i can’t feel it 
is this the end? 

she was only a kid 
damaged, wanted to feel again
she’s dying 
and it’s all within 
If i could save her then

But 
oh no (x14)
blood stained limbs 
i can’t feel it
is this the end? (x2)

bloodstainedlimbs

bloodstainedlimbs (oh no)

bloodstainedlimbs (prod. ZXTZV)

𝖂𝖆𝖛𝖞 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘 𝖓' 𝖌𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖟
"ASLEEP, UNAWARE" Prod. @sidwhiteofficial Out Now  <3

Experimental Soundscapes 
More new music soon 
tysm for listening and supporting 
i love u 💗
madimariemusic@gmail.com

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