to all the people who lost their life to coronavirus rest in peace 2020🙏🏼😷

sadly this is the only song I like from you. keep making similar tracks I like this a lot. but also do your own thing. just giving my feedback

Liebe ist  ...    ein Flüstern

Mix/Mastered: @falls-2

Prod 
Forgotten Frames
@combinationlock 
@laddderr

You can’t hang don’t you come
You’re not a part of anyone 
So sheltered and afraid
Of what they all will say
Don’t think won’t you relax?
Keep digging in the day and past
Smoke more so i can’t feel
What’s good and what is real 
Drench me in the talk and all the guilt
Stuck in this home that i never built
That i never built
They said the grass gets greener
When I’m on the other side
But every time i try to come out here
I lose it all again and hide
Don’t you even try to 
Tell me what i got
Cause i go back to the hollow place
Where i rot

This is the home that i never built...

Hide Out, Then Run (Prod. Forgotten Frames)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

Cry To This (prod. oilcolor)

i undermined whats undetermined 
whats on your mind i dont mind silence 
i prefer it i know i deserve it
i feel so imperfect
i work so hard for myself
and it never comes out worth it 
but we can work it out 
we can work this out 
i know my demons hurt you 
i hope you're not afraid 
i know i dont deserve you 
i think its all the same 
i dont think its gonna change
all the things ive seen inside my fucking brain
tell me the same
people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean 
and innocent
sometimes i feel like im mean 
what does it mean 
why have we seen the things we've seen 
its part of we 
its part of you and part of me 
the worlds a screen
i think we're stuck inside tv
our lifes a show 
a comedy and tragedy 
cus people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Live, Love, Leave  (prod ʎpoqou x ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ )

mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel
produced by @sidwhiteisdead
🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤
blowin up my phone like u did that night 
but I can see it that u want me by your side
listen to the dial tone
 I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight ( ooh)
call me up alone even if youre not alright 
but I don't care I can see thru your disguise
call me up alone even if you're dead inside (ooh)
I hope you know baby I'm doin just fine (ooh)
didn't need u by my side 
always had my angels on my right (ooh)
I know u miss me I can see that shit comin from ur eyes
 but it's okay baby I kinda like it when u cry 
(ooh)
blowin up my phone like u did that night
but I can see it that u want me by your side
listen to the dial tone I hope you know I'm not pickin up tonight
 (ooh)
call me up alone 
(ooh)
I'm not pickin up the phone 
(ooh)
call me up alone

call me up alone

call me up alone (prod. Sid White)

My socials <3
IG- @dolefuldarlin
YT- Madi Marie
Twitter- @dolefuldarlin

Sid Whites socials <3
IG- @ggallinsforehead
YT- Sid White 
Soundcloud- @sidwhiteisdead
LYRICS:
do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
 do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you even care ?
are you even there ?

do you u know my fears? (know my fears)
do you even care ?
I don't wanna be here. 
living in my nightmare 
are you even there ? 

and I don't wanna fight 
not again tonight
I just need u in my arms tonight 
to feel alright
by my side x2

do you know my fears ?
living in my nightmare 
living in my nightmare (are you even there )
living in my nightmare 


Mixed & Mastered by @madimarieabel
Produced by @sidwhiteisdead

living in my nightmare

living in my nightmare (prod. Sid White)

vocals mixed and mastered by @madimarieabel 
please follow @sorrow_bringer . he makes such beautiful beats and hes so talented. go show him some love <3

LYRICS
this life
feels like a noose but it isnt tied
upon me
feels just like im always suffocating 
and i thought
i was doing fine but im crumbling apart 
but what for ?
i dont know if i can save myself anymore 
(save me)
this life x6

wrap me 
in your arms and keep me away from harm
please save me
i dont know if i can do this anymore

Where is 
(where is)
the control on the thoughts that i have in my head
understandance 
(understandance)
something that has been hard so im hurting instead
and i wish
that i wasnt like this cuz its all in my head
i cant change it
its embedded implanted encoded instead
(this life x2)
this life x7

like a noose

like a noose (this life)

like a noose (this life) [prod. Sorrow bringer]

𝖂𝖆𝖛𝖞 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘 𝖓' 𝖌𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖟
"ASLEEP, UNAWARE" Prod. @sidwhiteofficial Out Now  <3

Experimental Soundscapes 
More new music soon 
tysm for listening and supporting 
i love u 💗
madimariemusic@gmail.com

call me up alone (prod. Sid White)

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