Wasteful

3 beers in and you’re calling me up 
can’t keep doing this it’s hard enough
to tell you no i’m staying home 
i know i’m there so ur not alone 

something just don’t feel right 
you only hmu at night 
can we pls just get this right 
you’re all that is on my mind 

i told you that i loved you 
when we went to santa cruz 
i really wanna hold you 
baby can i see you soon 

all the money and the fame 
it really starts to feel the same 
you hit me up on random days 
because your boyfriends super lame 

i don’t wanna lie
i hate it when you cry
every single night you say that you’re unhappy 
except when you’re around me
i’m kind of glad you found me
now tell me that you love me
in the secrets that you’re holding

*written by Nathan Flygare & Jesse Gales*

santa cruz DEMO

gucci malibu (ft mckel liltumblrxo)

prod @bloodcryy x @tiedforsilver
additional mixing by @noskeleton

run away, run away, its urgent
forever more, i wanna stay but im hurting
shut the door, close the blinds, drop the curtain
cut me up and carve me out like a surgeon
she wanna stay w me b ready for a long night
had me feeling, had me thinking she was all mine
dont apologize everything is all fine
body shutdown, all systems offline

she look my way leave me w third degree burns
mark up my body baby leave me w a curse
it feels so good when she tell me im the worst
dont think she'll be happy till she see me in the dirt

start the search for me, floating down the river
hate her cold shoulder always make me shiver
cant stop now, i cant b a quitter
ill find another thousand ways to say i miss her

found me, and u picked up the pieces
i thought, u were just what i needed
im not used to the soft, gentle treatment
oh my god it was so misleading

run away, run away, its urgent
forever more, i wanna stay but im hurting
shut the door, close the blinds, drop the curtain
cut me up and carve me out like a surgeon
she wanna stay w me b ready for a long night
had me feeling, had me thinking she was all mine
dont apologize everything is all fine
body shutdown, all systems offline

run away, run away, u should
run away, run away, u should
run away, run away
run away, run away

offline (bloodcryy x tiedforsilver)

la vie tourne vol. 1

Tunnel Vision (prod. BLNKFCE)

Lyrics:

Yesterday the kitchen hummed, two cups, one tune;
midnight changed the locks without a sound.
One whisper set the house on fire,
my name became a warning sign in town.
You packed the future into folded lies,
left fingerprints on every doubt,
and in the morning all our friends
couldn’t look me in the eyes.

How fast can daylight turn its head?
How fast can love become a thread?

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
Lost the ring, lost the room,
lost the faces when they turned from me.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you locked the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

Screens became a jury, cold and bright,
old jokes deleted, new rules applied.
You told the kids I’m thunder at the door,
to hide their hearts when I arrive.
I heard my name explained in halves,
a story sharpened in the night;
they waved from windows made of glass—
a fragile silence dressed as right.

If love can lie, I’ll tell the truth;
I’ll stand right here and be the proof.

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
Lost the ring, lost the room,
lost the faces when they turned from me.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you locked the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

I keep their birthdays on a shelf,
the paper crowns, the crooked stars.
I practice patience like a craft,
and speak their names to empty cars.
If justice moves a winter’s pace,
I’ll walk beside it in the snow;
love isn’t gone, it changed its face—
I’ll wear the ache and let it show.

Some nights I break, some nights I breathe,
both are honest, both are real.
If grief’s a sea, I’ll learn its tide—
and anchor where their voices heal.
Tell them this if they ask why:
I never left, I never lied.

Overnight, the ground gave way;
you wrote me villain in our play.
But I won’t fade, I won’t erase—
I’ll be the hand that waits with grace.
Truth didn’t change—just what you say;
I won’t confess to borrowed blame.
Overnight, you shut the door;
I keep the light—still waiting for.

I’m still here.
I’m still your home.
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Track: Overnight
Lyrics: NTENSEIFIED
Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Overnight

Dazin Bed

I loved doing this collab with @scummusic 💖💖 he's one of my favorite artist ever and I'm so happy to make a song w him. I luv u man((: 💖 ty all for all the support and love!!! you all mean the world to me 💕💕💕💕 produced by @deejay-jayz
LYRICS:
Madi) dont recall my name. dont recall the memories.
dont recall my name, im falling to serenity. 
dont recall the nights with me. dont recall the memories.
dont recall my name (dont) dont recall the memories (dont) dont recall my name (dont)
Scum) and its not like you want me, its not like you want that. i try to fight back and i lost. x2
again x2
cuz you wouldnt want me and i wouldnt want me. i am unwanted. 
now look where were at. were fallin now. the love we built, hit the ground. x2
ill be your memory. im just a memory

im just a memory

im just a memory w/ scum (prod. Fanki)

broke w/ 6HOST

Pvscale - Demons And Angels (snippet)

Blossom Reynolds x convolk x SlimReaper - Outta Sight (Prod By the tear god)

𝖂𝖆𝖛𝖞 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘 𝖓' 𝖌𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖟
"ASLEEP, UNAWARE" Prod. @sidwhiteofficial Out Now  <3

Experimental Soundscapes 
More new music soon 
tysm for listening and supporting 
i love u 💗
madimariemusic@gmail.com

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