Up Against It

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lyrics, 

on a walk on this misty winter noon
rather be sleeping in my room
but i’m moving out my comfort zone
talking to myself, 
drivers looking me up and down
but what do i have to lose?
i’m not blending in

not anymore, i’m not faking 
and taking myself for granted
or dimming my own light 
to keep blending in

laughing and crying on my way home
not worried about who’s watching 
unbound from  the chains, that kept me trapped
that always kept me in lack
into settling 
into blending in

not anymore, i’m not faking 
and taking myself for granted
or dimming my own light 
to keep blending in

blending in (demo) - prod. neverforever

06 Eau D'Bedroom Dancing

LYRICS:
I'm only a baby
your words how they spoke to me
im only a sweet young lamb your making me cry

im only a baby
the oldest daughter 
you have to be able to dream
you have to always keep me safe, safe.

I'm not your daughter
and my name is satan
i came from heaven and fell to the ground 
and now i am bad
i make all the children cry
lasso in suicide
make all the children die

Yeah i'm bad
I'm on the edge
pushing and pulling
me off the edge
I'm the best

keep me from the devil...

I am a waking flower
that you never watered at spring
you have to be able to breathe 
until i fall
down in a hole
i'm a lost little girl who, lives in her hole

There is no time for...
There is no time...

I am the only one 
am i the only one? 
I am the only one
Tell me it's over...
am i the only one???? 

MEANING:

This is a song i wrote when i dropped out of college.. after a week of staring out the window and drawing tiny stick people friends all over my hands. My teacher kept asking me why i was late for class, so i told her the truth. I said "Miss, i am a baby. I was too scared to get on the bus, so i watched it go past me". And i did.. every morning i couldn't stick my hand out! Then i used this whole "i'm a baby" thing as an excuse. I took the blame, i laughed at myself, i admitted i was everything everyone said i was, i refused to get a job, be a grown up, and be in any way responsible. I locked myself in my room and accepted that i'd never be able to live like everyone else, that i'd just draw pictures and make music and sing in front of hundreds of faces then go home and just be a child forever, never having to face the world. It looked so easy to everyone else... to leave their house and just be whatever their told to be! i felt like the only one who couldn't adjust to the world. So after i avoided the bus.. i created my own little happy place.. i named it.. HANDS OFF GRETEL!! It's where i hide and create things, where i scream and where i play dress up as a rockstar!... and your all so very welcome to come inside and see me! Heart to Heart <3XOX

blending in (demo) - prod. neverforever

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