you're not the man you made us think you were

but that's okay with me

just make sure that you're clean

i know it hurts sometimes don't lecture me

why do you lie to me?

i hope it makes you feel better

and why do mean things dig so deep?

still tryna figure out my speech

don't know what makes me feel this way 'bout myself

you're imperfect, that i know

@torturedskin

Lyrics:
i thought'd i feel worse by the morning
you told me i'm nothing and i'm not important
this anxiety's tearing me, all of this torment
and i thought i was special to you
i thought i was, thought i was the one

you say that i'm pretty, inside i feel numb
you think that i'm ugly
your lies i succumb to

when i get stuck up in my bed
i hear your voices in my head
can't play pretend, i put that pistol to my head
and lay to rest

(you say im nothing at all)
You say im nothing at all
at all
I still have your picture hanging up on my wall
You know I love it
but you're gone now I gotta stop it
but in the end it amounts to nothing
it all amounts to nothing
you're craving my touch still 
what you did was wrong
feels like im climbing a mountain at the end I fall
you know I loved you from the start 
but you never loved me to begin with

you say i'm nothing at all / lucille

aeter - this is my retrubition on some matt good shit

https://open.spotify.com/track/5HvzNALjJ8mxSlnJprl2Dt?si=jnQFqzVFQL64fL9j6CHFJQ

tell you sum ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎*ALL PLATS*

@aeter @lovebunii
https://open.spotify.com/track/0pcpss79LOs1qGNrAHObTg?si=40961a043ed348d9

spotify

long time w/ aeter & bunii (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

vicious princess

lavender

casket

say my name baby

prod. wolet

I needa get off the internet
The cycle's spinning — FUCK
Way too insiderate
I'll burn my ashes

Hearing and feeling it
I hit the car — I didn’t
Stain my carpet
With all your blood

A wasted life when you’re saving her
A carcass on the leaves — godly
Bedient, nobody listens
Wait till you see her

Blood from your wrist out
I’m such a loser, so pathetic
Parts of your gun
Decapitate your legs — now you're running for fun

Internet

Idk the pic reminds me of him or whatever 
Pov: You like someone but its almost impossible because trauma just gets in the way. Its sweet its intense but it hurts.

If you like Cigarette After sex, Adrianne Lenker (the goat),The Marias or lowk Billie Eilish especially the last album, yungblud (on polygraph eyes and many others) this might be for you.

lavender

magenta </3