Lyrics:

Just another painful memory
Trying to see with my teary eyes
I can feel myself crashing down
Every time i breathe in air

As i look deep in the sky
Multi color glow made me cry
Everything reminds me of you
Letting my heart sink right through

Why not take me out
Have a little look into the sky
Give me little something to remind
Having me feel the way i should
Let’s sneak out into the cove
Little paradise, our treasure trove
I don’t wanna lose the way we are
I don’t wanna lose out who are are
When i look back 
I miss you so bad
The way the heart feels 
Don’t wanna lose that
When it rains down, 
I feel under weather
The way you walk away,
Never made me feel better
Feeling so lovelorn
I can’t take it
Feeling so torn up
I can’t feel it
Weaving these webs
That had me clinging
But even my heart
Can’t fix the mending

Just another painful memory
Trying to see with my teary eyes
I can feel myself crashing down
Every time i breathe in air

As i look deep in the sky
Multi color glow made me cry
Everything reminds me of you
Letting my heart sink right through

painful memories

painful memories [+ Cobalt]

Guitar by Danny Adventure
Rest of Production by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Vocals by Crizzy White, notahero, teddyboi
Mastered by Crizzy White

Hook (Crizzy White)
And the last time
That we spoke
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 1 (Crizzy White)
Searched the whole world and I still can't find you
Since you've been gone the only thing that I'd like to do
Is be with you
'Cause our love is true

Verse 2 (notahero)
I pray this ain't the last time that we ever speak
I promise that I'll show you what I'm hiding underneath 
The pressure boils the saddles in my knees
Or in my feet woah
Woah
We established that we love each other so we don't gotta keep lying 
My best friend's named alcohol he steps in cold nights 
And you fall asleep but I'm the one thats dreaming 
And I fuck up everything but you're the one that's leaving
Don't look at me I got bed head 
Why'd you leave my text read
I wake up to messages
But I wake up an addict
So I wake up a mess and 
You called me up
So I feel less than everybody
So I'm thinking bout... 

Hook (Crizzy White + *notahero*)
*And the last time
That we spoke*
You said that I could find you 
Never saw you but I know
Hidden Atoll
That's where I'll go 
That's where I'll find you 
I know
That's where I'll find you
I hope
You're gone in the wind
And I'm stuck here 
Weeks blow by twice 
Like it's one dear 
And it's not clear 
If I'll come back 
I've got no fear 
If I go too fast

Verse 3 (teddyboi)
Cause when I met you baby
I didn't ever think
You'd be what I'm singing about 
I'm attached and I don't know if I should love it or hate it
But baby yeah i’ve been waiting on you
Cause even Crizzy told me this love is true
Crying in your lap like baby what did I do
Hidden in plain sight, you’re one for two 
Been obsessed ever since I started wanting you
It's been a hidden atoll
Told everybody I know
This last summer was cold
It's getting warmer for sure
We break apart to endure
I piece it back now it’s yours
I put a lock on the door
You never leave it I swore

Hidden Atoll w/ notahero & teddyboi

lyrics

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

closed doors get knocked down theres no one there
problems i got em but i wont share
deep down im damaged but you wont care
somehow i manage it isnt fair
omg omg can you hear me
i get lost in my own fucking feelings
omg omg can you feel me
im the ghost in your walls hear me breathing

omg omg 
its a lot
say im fine
swear im fine
but im not
tie my hands
close the door
engage the locks
ik u love me cuz u keep me in ur closet
this the knife
that u put
in my lung
this the time
u had kept me 
on my own
keep my close
leave me chained to ur bed
luv the way
u had messed
w my head

stockholm syndrome ft 20ofive (tiedforsilver x st4rscream)

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied

lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home
but in silence
a whisper found its way
a gentle that led her astray
she found solace in his eyes
a beacon in her darkest hours
she saw the beauty in the flowers
he saw the beauty in her eyes
she tried to build a wall between them
the pain she carries inside
with every word he chipped away everyones lies

in his embrace she found her face
no longer silenced by the noise
he held her heart through every storm
no matter what came at them
they would always get through it
and thats the story once told 

(she walks the halls with a heavy heart
invisible to the crowd she plays her part
her smile as the tears she cries
trying to blend in but feeling denied
lost in a sea of faces
she roams alone
longing for a place that feels like home)

(piano/violin solo)

burden

lyrics

i see you move and the way that i feel
is so enticing i want something real
i know that deep down my heart is still need of some mend
i’ll do my best but tonight we can pretend

all of these lights on and i can’t tell
oh where i am but this life’s so swell
know we can do this yeah do this still
just feel the fire like burning hell

plenty want love but their love don’t end well
many don't realise that their smoke ring bells
we all wanna wear the pants but not all clothes need belts
just drop your pride don't be someone else

everything goes, everything goes
but it comes back, no one knows, no one knows
just push that, push that door just push that door
like what are you fighting for, girl like what is in store

she hopping in for a few days
i’ll turn these days in to nights
soon you’ll be living it nice
then you’ll be doing it twice

uh i've seen this life of just making cash
why wouldn’t they tell me that
know now won’t be taking back
'coz yes my love is strong but my value stronger

i don't wanna see you all, love me back
i wanna see someone, trust me back
been in this cage so long, trust me that
every time i’d leave , my world goes blank

this pain just goes in stages 
and right i’ll grow

i still got love for you
but i couldn't care
'coz i live in the moment, the moments right here

lets take a break and get some fresh air
and come right back if we're readier

everything goes

everything goes (ivn)

lyrics

like really
how you feeling baby 
hours & hours we spend in this cycle
like this month, that month
i can tell you that it is the last one

last 24 hours been the worst of my life
and i can't even see you no face time, call or reply

like where are you now
expressing with these words you can't pronounce
i been up nights on end just take your time
baby this shit though, this gon' ruin your life

i'm not the best 
but i am restless
walking by the street lights thinking what are my investments

i had no one back then
but i had my back
4 years like this 
nothing fell to my lap

hours & hours & hours & hours like this
i just been thinking 'bout all of the things that i've missed
giving you power 
making me weak
but thats who i am
thats who i am
thats who i be

not a single day that i'd message all these nice girls
take some cake huh, where'd you get that view from?
i could live a life where i'm dipping in these blue ponds
i gave you my heart for what?

i'd still do it again and again and again my lady
but i can't pretend that these things that i've said haven't made me
i'm on a path where no one can save 
batman or frozen, pick the way you wanna name me

and so it goes
hearts warm in cold
this perspective ain't the best for us 
baby i know
a sacrificed life 'coz i just wasn't told
you just learn then your old

// next world

hours & hours // next world

hours & hours // next world (niko)

lyrics

we don't complete each other here
me and you been running from the fear
at night who you call when you don't know how to steer?
thats right but life, life just isn't fair

who, who knew 
it's just 'bout yourself
fuck just trying to help
baby your still, mine

for the love of god
please be waiting in the world
without you my heart will melt

you, make me feel brand new
baby i just wish that every single day was us just staring at the stars on the roof

but i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming
'coz it just isn't the whole truth
deep inside the jungle 
i reside here humble 
anything else i refuse

i don't catch these flames for anyone
baby special, i went one for one
hold me tight 'till we become the sun
form these planets for these other ones

no i won't, i got told to keep it slow
my instincts they don't ever fold
baby lets just break this mould

i know it's love
i'm sorry how i come across
baby can you see the doves
i'm doing everything for us

trust 
baby can you give me trust
even if it is just once 
that really is a must

one for one

one for one (jabarionthebeat)

~2300~
@itsbrvski

Check out the music video!
https://youtu.be/3A6LfLs-zuk

how to let go w/ brvski

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

DEAD BY DAWN - WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE
LYRICS:

Welcome to my nightmare

Back In my mind I feel them lurking 
Open ur eyes you’ll see me hurting 
Don’t u realise my heart is bleeding 
Be a friend of mine, let’s keep on dreaming
Oh 

Bury the hatchet, put down the weapon 
I know ur trying to cast out vengeance
u won’t get what u wanted to feel
only death comes after the first kill 

WELOME TO MY NIGHTMARES 

Welcome to my daily routine
Where I just think about you
Drowning with me in the ocean whilst we fade into blue 
cus u could never seen the pain with your blind eyes it seems
U didn’t understand the hurt that I endured every week

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hours & hours // next world (niko)

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