oh Lord please put this album on Deezer 😭😭😭

lyrics ⬇️ 

if you done rituals no ridducule towards
your pain
this stuff so typical its miserable this worlds to blame
think its all mytsical
youll sell you soul then its too late
u feel invisible when other people dont look your way

its not the principle thats nonsense its not a game
sell your self for profit promise you its not okay

if insecurity obnoxious just look up and pray
cuz gods the one only one who really ever wanna save

hes the keeper of the safe ones
hoping that i meet my day ones
when i see heaven the day comes
been a long ride oh so dangerous 
found my love in your relations
up above theres no temptations
new that life i knew was hangin 
On thread but ill keep playin
game of life jus roll the dice
theres no complainin
Yea

i feel alive so step aside
please gimme patience god
im outta time they’ll recognize 
that youre all that i got
life of lies
but somehow you still pick me up

yea gimme some time i promise ill change it
I know that i messed up
this could be part of the pictire you painted
if i could just fess up
no one trust feelin so vacant cuz they could not face this
had to up look up and had to replace it with all of your making

Feelin so perfect 
the second i told you that i didnt earn it
and maybe its certain the second life cannot carry no burdens
 N so many versions
of tales told
but i know who im servin
i promise its worth it

The almighty god is killing the serpent
yea
i wanted to drop but now i got a purpose
oh
If you wanna live dont live moment 
noo
cuz i got something that i hope you will notice 

i feel alive so step aside
please gimme patience god
im outta time they’ll recognize 
that youre all that i got
life of lies
but somehow you still pick me up

killing the serpent (cxrter x michael harrison)

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They give me attitide if i wake up in a bad mood

got no gratitude they said well look at what i passed thru

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

but i cannot judge

trusted me with everything
promised you a better me

yea i used to take anything to make me feel better
but now i look up to god he warm me up like a sweater
defying every single odd
get thru the weather
somehow untying the knots
wont take me on the stretcher 
and if you dont like how i walk nowdays
then thats ur loss
No cost in my book its just another one involved 

breaking out the silence-the silence-the silence 

wish that ur voice didnt remind me of the sirens-the sirens-the sirens

casting a curse on my bones, violence, violence

maybe its worth all the hurt and the cryin 

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

sirens & silence (caves)

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its not a problem til we wake up
botlles everywhere it’s dangerous 
you got tears all on ur make up
but i dont wanna hear whats made up

you been telling me some lies
 and i dont wanna live a life
where everything is made up
tnink we gotta make a change up
like
truth be told if you mess with a light bulb
then the darkness shakes you
you wont see no rearveiw

never thought so light of someone 
also thought youd be here in a month
all alone yea you dont hit me up
I been checkin on your profile like i dont see no one

Maybe this means that i lost now
every other app i look at i been blocked now
yea
i just hope you know what i had i been thru
ii been missin you like very night i miss you
I do

(notahero)

i’ve been sending u signals telepathically girl
can u hear them right before u fall asleep
i think everybody starts out as good
but i can see the evil that’s been shared by u and me
roll down the window i can’t breathe
i won’t partake in this hotbox
i’m certain
and u blow out
now there’s a wall of fog so i can’t see u
and this february, i could fall apart
and my eyes green to gray
they’re so heavy but
that’s what happens when ur messing with a lightbulb
i told her baby girl some things are better untold
i’ll see u soon girl don’t u realize it’s a cycle
and at the end of it she’ll say that i look better with my eyes closed

broken light bulbs w/ notahero & halfhearted (cxrter x vito)

lyrics

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

so ill kick rocks in my head
i guess
im numb
i think my minds gone

i know im too much sometimes
its all right
im all right
break me till im hollow
and come see me tomorrow
i found conscious inside of the grotto
magic in a cup
im lost in a bottle
drunken sailor
im not drunk right now
just give me some time
give me some time ill be fucked up by the end of the song
ill give you a rhyme that youll like and youll want
this isnt the song that you play in your car
its the type of song you listen to when all hope is lost
youre punching your walls
theyre not picking up calls
im nothing without you baby i cant even walk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk

im so sorry every lyric sounds the same i met you at the party
big brown eyes but you want to be barbie
baby youre so perfect
i dont need anybody else
i dont need anyone else

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

chalk (p. michael harrison)

u know that one guy courage the cowardly dog?? yeah im like him fr

imthecoward (ft. popularreject)(p. wokedown)

@killedmyself

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

all my life i felt worthless
i took my heart and i purged it
never comin up to the surface

thought that you would be worth it
i thought that you was perfect
tell me what'd i do to deserve this?

take me back,
take me back to the real world
take me back,
take me back to when i couldn't feel

rip my heart straight from my ribcage
i've been led astray from the good place
i've ran out of luck where did my good days go
the place in which i reside no longer feels like home

20 years have caught up wit me n jus fucked up my mental
tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental

20 years have caught up wit me n they fucked up my mental
she tellin' me she in love wit me but she ain't ever do no sentimental
amphetamines have caused cavities to just rot out in my dental
all my life i felt worthless can somebody tell me what i'm meant for?

real world

real world (killedmyself)

lyrics

like really
how you feeling baby 
hours & hours we spend in this cycle
like this month, that month
i can tell you that it is the last one

last 24 hours been the worst of my life
and i can't even see you no face time, call or reply

like where are you now
expressing with these words you can't pronounce
i been up nights on end just take your time
baby this shit though, this gon' ruin your life

i'm not the best 
but i am restless
walking by the street lights thinking what are my investments

i had no one back then
but i had my back
4 years like this 
nothing fell to my lap

hours & hours & hours & hours like this
i just been thinking 'bout all of the things that i've missed
giving you power 
making me weak
but thats who i am
thats who i am
thats who i be

not a single day that i'd message all these nice girls
take some cake huh, where'd you get that view from?
i could live a life where i'm dipping in these blue ponds
i gave you my heart for what?

i'd still do it again and again and again my lady
but i can't pretend that these things that i've said haven't made me
i'm on a path where no one can save 
batman or frozen, pick the way you wanna name me

and so it goes
hearts warm in cold
this perspective ain't the best for us 
baby i know
a sacrificed life 'coz i just wasn't told
you just learn then your old

// next world

hours & hours // next world

hours & hours // next world (niko)

for all of my bros <3

lyrics

we're all in the abyss
baby life comes at u fast dont u blink or you'll miss, its so twisted
you'll call it a risk
but like watch out where u end up if u take it too slow

this one for all of brothers out in the mix 
we talk like we in the 6
not forgetting those nights 
though we'd never sip

but like i said life comes so fast
'coz we were so rich 
not in the dough, we'd take it slow
it was us against the world type shit 
now i gotta drink alone

where'd u get that blue bottle 
oh i think i've seen u before
i don't need no knew motto
i think we'll get thru this storm

life comes fast 
do i gotta say that again?
21 years past
dont think that i could that again
without my bros

hard to cary all this weight by myself
got my bros at my back
no these problems never stack
take these

take these memories outta my head and ill fade to black
faded i'm fading
faded and get jaded

abyss

in the abyss (ivn)

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iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

ty carter

lyrics

way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

it feels like you love me more when im going away
just look me in my eyes and tell me im okay
ill call you when im home so you know im okay
i could lose everything but id still keep my faith
i stopped smoking but i still keep them just incase
i wish i had some wings so i could fly away
way above the clouds
i wish i knew what i was doing instead of asking how
and im not happy at all
but she gonna keep me from falling apart
i was driving by myself im seeing a face in the fog
im supposed to be a man
but im just crying at a photo once again
and im obsessing over shit ill never get again
time moves fast i guess


way too many times i had to tell you
you dont got to read between the lines
i want to help you
we can chalk it up to last friday i just caught you in a bad mood
but im just tryna catch the signs
i dont want to watch the storm pass without you
you know that its just more than what im used to
i know that you're used to getting used too
and God forbid you leave i know that these songs will find a way to you

youre the rainbows and the sunshine
i can feel you in when the wind blows and you pass by
i can see youre face in everything
all sides
i need you to surround me till the day i die

as i watch the storm pass clouds fly by i can see you
smiling, shining
look how you did so well
and the day that i go
will be the day that you go
and girl im broken
i dont have a purpose
i dropped a song for you i hope that you heard it on your own
cuz baby this ones new and i just made it last night
i know they all sound the same to you
ive given up pieces of my brain for you
you know im trying to hold you tight when the night comes
but i feel you in my bones and my weak lungs

in the abyss (ivn)

maesk

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