what you'd do

Soulfade - Pale White Horse

prod. pekarot and jolst 



i gotta go it alone
i need the space to heal 
from the pain thats been caused
and  thoughts that i conceal
just give me a second to breathe 
wish i could fall asleep
two rips from the pipe, ill feel alright
why do i feel the need to apologize?
pretty fucked up, im not gonna lie
it happens every time
i go back to the moment
i dont regret it, i own it
the weight of the world has me feeling like im dope sick 
house set up in flames
so i forced a window to open 
i need to find out just why im so fucked in the head
i bet it’d make more sense if you found me dead
cause thats what you want anyway
my minds got something to say about it all the time
why
why the fuck do i even try? 
it seems that no remedy can suffice
my guilt is starving, watch it eat me alive
so i guess just let me know ill never get it right

i tell u, i do not know! (prod. pekarot x jolst)

I one taked this so it’s not amazing but idc lol 

original: https://soundcloud.com/user-143312157/under-the-weather

I keep one in the chamber
I keep one for myself
I'll keep one of your pictures
So I'll see you in hell

I just damaged my liver
Babe, you think you can help?
I keep goin' to liquor
You keep wishin' me well (hahaha)

Would it kill you just to smile?
At least once in a while?
Leave your fuckin' town
Live just in the now

Baby, I got a fever
I'm not feeling too well
I'm so under the weather
I'm so under your spell

I got one in the chamber
I got one for myself
I got one of your pictures
So I'll see you in hell

Under The Weather (cover)

lyrics-

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*
im getting sick of all talk
i needa take a walk


cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i wont be around too long if i stay here
say hi to the neighbor while im fried
i know shes pretty, i dont like my life
taking out the trash, while i look into her eyes

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*

sorry that im sorry (prod. secre swallowtail)

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

bro2>sis2 

lyrics

talk about th city on th map
my city fuckn hidden like a scrap
i jus had a another really to
tell u where tf im at
this my time 
its coming right now

how u wanna scrap a fuckin feelin like that
fill me up wit summin im gon never get back
i got all these golds but i jus always come (mayb cum) last
drive me out this city, know i might never come…

ditch me for a billy, i can make my fuckin own (friends)
is this how u wan it baby i jus wanna know
sittin outside, its getting cold
sitting outside, rather be at home

know its weird but im content inside my cave
throw it in th dirt while im trn build a fucking name
i jus wanna chive something, that at first doesnt seem possible 
im playing with my words but that dont mean that this a game

im fed up

who u r u to put urself on me like i havent killed every beat that ive touched i got sauce leaking out my brain baby
its getting late, and it might rain
record again, still think im lazy

hard work does pay uh
that’s y i been driving all this pain uh
channeling and getting off my chest 
so i can get on with my day

watchu know, watchu know bout living this life
i got ppl come and going up on this side
7 more words for a fist fight
guess u didnt see my bro

im clocking up the numbers but im feeling like a ghost
circled off the liquor i been feeling like a host
so u got a man
idk 
its been a pleasure and well, thank u for the show

bruh i just wanna know
im not here to be great guy
but ive got my morals


this not my fault 
planty fucking ppl bus u cam here on ur own
i jus threw the line “its all me this not u”
i jus hadda sit down and make a song about it coz 
cz what tf, i cant even be bothered anymore

sis2

sis2 #150722 (jabarionthebeat)

trevor wong th goat 4 this 1

lyrics

deep breaths
holding my heart
blowing out smoke 
from the car
lov, abuse
ah
i cant tell these things apart

i tell her something 
she call me nothing
i take it lightly

i caught her bluffin
losing the trust and 
my mind follows timely

wait for the days
more than just likely

everyones so hateful
please just be grateful
can u for once be present 
i might not see u again

i might die today
i dont see no point at all
but then i c u ur face
and i don wanna lose it all
i read between the lines
try not to give it thought
know there’s more than 1 of me 
but i jus play it off
x2

more than one

>1. #040522 (trevor wong)

welcom to errr idk i forgo💀

lyrics

dont really think this thing gon last that long
u want all this attention, i put too much time in to my songs
if im on my own, i dont mind seeing the world this sad
forming a grin and yeah im rubbing on my hands

take what u gon take 
nothing that i said was fake 
theres no point u already gone and broken all the plates

high noon
ooo
the earths so pretty when it screams

ive been looking at the city like im never coming back
but im just appreciating shit more ill be here again, thats for a fact
im doing this for me, u can stay
dont tell me now that u comin, you’ve made ur bed now u can lay

way too basic
the music, need to face it
uh 
force it till its breaking
walls are shaking
making my own path
so u can make some fucking space
i dont wanna have to hear u talkin back to me no more

u can, u can wipe the floors
while ill b out on mars
im not coming down any time soon 
so u can do wat u were doing b4

next time

next>time_intro #220722 (jabarionthebeat)

this beat crazyyyy @not-a-fucking-hero

lyrics

it got me thinking, while im painting walls
im below the bottom, i hear all their thoughts
i can see emotions floating im tht bored 
starting to picture ahead, and all the frames starting to fall

what u kno bout this world
ur staying too present, its a gift blurred
but dont u look too closely u might get burned (mental)
just hold on to the hope and u wont get hurt (helpful)

im heavy breathing every night
satellites can put me at ease with sight 
but im still petrified 
i saw the future now cant sleep at alln
its all white 
needa stop knowing things before i take the bite
nd’ be ok with whatever happens, but i cant control my mind 

control the time 
it’s time i look life thru another lens’s
choose a side and off the fence
live a life not wait till death

its hard 
to love while ur holding own holed heart
all scars r mental so they cant see em’ 
no in-between its either gone or ima go far

th matrix

th_matrix #060123 (hero)

No Good Goodbyes

new music every week

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>1. #040522 (trevor wong)

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