Name: phases interlude (jabarionthebeat) by maesk
Duration: 1 min
Description: interlude

Facts 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🌛🌛🌛🌛🌛

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

prod. poppy ozu



dont worry im not doing better
you have every reason to be bitter
mia ko-35
just wanna make it to terra venture 
dont know you from nowhere my guy 
and i dont give a fuck cause i dont remember 
i need to get my shit together
stack up my bread
leave the rest for later
this shit has never been about flexin on exes
they do themselves the favor 
by running away and being happy 
even if its only for a while
Im like a song they hate on the radio 
They just had to change the dial
dont worry I get it




I am the cause of all this 
I dug my grave so ill lie in it
pulled the trigger and the shit jammed
i should probably try again







everything I got is a blessing 
but my life’s fucking depressing 
And its fucked up
Like an art I lose my focus
i got tea like lipton
whole squad on deck no tipton 
I don’t have patience
Can’t keep getting wasted
Everything ive ever wanted was sitting in front of me
Just to fuck it up again
Put a bullet right  through my head 
Maybe then itll all make sense
Maybe then ill start making checks
Until then ill just hang my head
And hope one day that you understand

psycho_path (prod. poppy ozu)

I know
That I’m filled with dread
Cyclones 
Swirl round my head 
Ice cold 
Ya I feel dead 
eyes close 
I think I reached the end 

I’m barley breathing 
Slasher flick I’m bleeding 
Talking to the ceiling 
Lost all my feelings 
Spend a week inside my room
I don’t wanna move 
This is all I do 
Waking up at noon 
And it feels right

cyclones (prod. kaydo)

Hook:
I told my baby I miss, I got these hoes on my dick
I got these bitches In bed, I got them shaking with a stick 
They call me peep I ain’t dead, Rip ghost LLCM
I got these bitches in my, I got this bitch in my head 
I told my baby I read, I know you’ve texted and sent 
your checking up on my phone, I'm seeing you never text 
Can you even trust me instead, I see death on my legs 
A snake on my collarbone, I know you hate me

Bridge:
Save me from hell
I can’t save myself 
Roll up a blunt 
I keep it to myself 
Save me from love 
I can’t save myself 
Told me you’ll run 
But I’m living in hell 

Verse:
See me driving in a Bentley, got my girl going through Wendy’s
When we drive around the city, I know she is so pretty 
Baby what can you with me
Jesus Christ crucified 
I see the hate in your eyes, vampires strike in the night 
What I’m thinking read my lines, I bet angels gonna cry 
I’m planning on my demise, I got you inside my lines 
I mean nothing to the skies, my life’s whole meaning was lies 
I see the truth on the vines, I feel the heat off your thigh 
I see you calling and cry, how could I lie all the time 
I don’t wanna talk bout this now, I don’t wanna start another fight
I smoke my reefer with ice, what can you say to me?
I’m fighting with my past with LSD imagery

Bridge:
Save me from hell
I can’t save myself 
Roll up a blunt 
I keep it to myself 
Save me from love 
I can’t save myself 
Told me you’ll run 
But I’m living in hell 

Hook:
I told my baby I miss, I got these hoes on my dick
I got these bitches In bed, I got them shaking with a stick 
They call me peep I ain’t dead, Rip ghost LLCM
I got these bitches in my, I got this bitch in my head 
I told my baby I read, I know you’ve texted and sent 
your checking up on my phone, I'm seeing you never text 
Can you even trust me instead, I see death on my legs 
A snake on my collarbone, I know you hate me

collarbone (prod. xenshel & luffy)

Lyrics:
no she wont wake till the sun rise
but i wont live through the night time
swear to god she was on my side
but now i guess that its my time

sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream

notcursed:
i can't fall asleep without a nightmare
call me crazy but it helps me when ur right there
cannot scream through all the noise
of those who don't care
crying out your name
tell me that you're still here

freeze up
freezing air pulls through your teeth
i need to wake up
somebody wake me from this sleep
oh but the sleep bugs
feasting over me
i'm so rotted by defeat

20ofive:
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream
sleep walk
sleep taking to youre dreams
try to keep up
its not as crazy as it seems
scream and bleed cut
fucking dangerous when you sleep
shes some type of creature swear she loves it when i scream

Sleep Walk Ft notcursed (prod.5head)

lyrics

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

i wake up
i taste
i felt loved once
but thats not enough

im making it worse for myself 
like ok i fucking know
i cant cry no tears no more
im left w/o a soul
took my heart from out my chest
not the only thing u stole
sabotaging what i have
i thought id have outgrown

its like im writing the same song everynight
i cant cry for help it failed the last time
if u want a heart then u can have mine
passed out in ur arms 
but i just cant die

up at 3 in the morning and i type down for a song
but i know that what im jotting out wont turn out how i want
sometimes when im waking up i feel smth is off
cuz i think itd better for me to be gone
sometimes when im scared i bow my head n talk to god
sometimes it feels like rn im barely holding on
i wonder what would happen if theyd wake up from the shots
if im on my own wll my body stay n rot

disappear .

prod. kill breanna x april21 x recyclebin

i dont wanna fight all these battles
i dont care to sweep thru all the rubble
if i want anything its not its double it
most kids dont know lifes too fake and puzzling
i dont wanna fight all these battles
i just wanna know what i know
if i want anything its not its double it
most times i dont know whats important and encompassing
i just hope i know what to say when im malfunctioning
i hope i dont dissapoint you and ruin everything
thats how life is and i dont think that i can get over it
i let myself do the same thing over and over again
i dont learn anything why do you deal with me?
leave me tonight dont cry
i changed but you didnt
torn apart
with a tough love ribbon
different day
same difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
i hope that i always try to know
sorry you cant wear any of my clothes

lyrics

wuld u look at that
its the end of the world
head inside my hands
radiation, skins curl
all inside my head
i thought till it hit me
i thought till it struck me
when i think back i know it struck deep
i was foretold abt the judgement
i cant keep forward when u want me dead
i cant see a reason why i rot in my bed

why
do u
think u can
escape
efforts
we put in
were all
in vain
i hold true
my duty
i chased
when we lose
i want u
to be safe

oh no
tell me what is wrong
i hope
u can hold strong
while im gone
but i will return
just not how we were

if u want to talk
im in the walls
im in the halls
beside u
if its all for not
and all will rot
just know i will guide u

thejudgement

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