Name: phases interlude (jabarionthebeat) by maesk
Duration: 1 min
Description: interlude

Facts 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🌛🌛🌛🌛🌛

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

seconds

04 [bonus]

th_unkown ends up becoming all u kno.

lyrics

picturing the silence in the shallow nights
every time u take a breath antother candle lights
i didnt thin id be here looking at the world this way 
this fragile skin is all what holds this tainted mind x3

/

i carry bagange 
but listen understand this
its not easy always lifting when u dont now what the plan is 

/

i hope i manage 
but heavy hitting damage 
can hit at any moment 
its not all hopefless if I vanish

/

20 fucking years ive hid inside this mud
ive lived this way
i love the way i get told the things that help me fucking hate
the way ive molded taken shape i had a place where I belonged
u look at me like its familiar 
but u wont know this pain

/

the next time i look in the mirror i will shred my fucking face
and i will do the world a favour. someone’ll take my place
and make the most of what they have 
this a toast to all those sad
stuck in the past
a sinking boat
where waters vast

/

just sink the glass
the pressure building i cant push it back
ill leave you behind a pact
trust my words and they will last

soul shredder

soul-shredder [bonus track] (stillvanishing)

Guitars by jkei
I just wanna know who you are...

Who You Are

prod. kill breanna x april21 x recyclebin

i dont wanna fight all these battles
i dont care to sweep thru all the rubble
if i want anything its not its double it
most kids dont know lifes too fake and puzzling
i dont wanna fight all these battles
i just wanna know what i know
if i want anything its not its double it
most times i dont know whats important and encompassing
i just hope i know what to say when im malfunctioning
i hope i dont dissapoint you and ruin everything
thats how life is and i dont think that i can get over it
i let myself do the same thing over and over again
i dont learn anything why do you deal with me?
leave me tonight dont cry
i changed but you didnt
torn apart
with a tough love ribbon
different day
same difference
im insane
whats my worth if im not a person?
i hope that i always try to know
sorry you cant wear any of my clothes

i was in marching band once.

prod. skrwd

If we’re being honest I still wonder what youre up to
Heartbeats stay in tempo 8 to 5 on 1-2
All in one take no breaks, call that shit a run through 
Just drop a sign if you want me to hit you up soon
We dont gotta talk at all if you dont want to
Everything about this I wish I could undo
I know it might mean nothing now but I need you to know that  I want u

i want u
i want u
i know i shouldnt but i want to
i want u
i want u
i fucking hate that i want u

in an all black fit
Imma talk my shit
simply tapped in dawg I only make hits
On that make you wanna call your one ex that you never got over to reminisce tip
That one you aint talked to in a while and you dont really know where you stand
No matter if I get the answers or just raise more questions, screwed's what the fuck I am
Wiz tech in my pants like I live out on waverly
zord goin 80 and im feeling wavy
Brain blast on the beat, boy genius
Shorty so bad, zetus lapetus
Imma take you to the Louis store cause I know you got expensive taste
Apple bottom waist
Addicted to all of the ways you was saying my name
Damn what a sh- (hold up)

This is not some shit about being hurt by no girl
The songs come to life in their own little world
Im mostly joking when I say its lore
Cause the truth of it all is completely ignored
stuck in the suburbs, its truly a bore
Almost as much as my life is a chore
Clocks hitting zero so I gotta score
Like a catchy pop song from 02
Id walk a thousand miles just to show you
you are defined by the after and not just by all of the shit that you had to go through
Never exactly where I want to be
Theres a hunger Inside I just cant seem to feed
Oh what a gift it is to be simple
But honest to god I just wanna be free
And even with hope and the promise of living, the sameness and nothing is all its been giving
Ill be alone out in my secret city
Where no matter what happens, you are still with me
drills been in circles and I gotta bust
Fence been up too long, of course theres some rust
Anyone that I knew has left me in the dust
Should take a second to check and adjust

want u

phases

phases interlude (jabarionthebeat)

unreleased

taylor morgan x taxpurposes - zzz (9TAILS instrumental)

Pixel dust

HMU on IG for beats and mixing- 

https://www.instagram.com/sufolives_official/

Jackie Poo (SuFoLives Type Beat)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-bad-kid-toy-orchestra-lyrics

drums performed by noah walker

phases interlude (jabarionthebeat)

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