welcom to mine and fleshs' thingy, mixing lov and substances can be complicated

oh & happy birthday to me <333

one more time w/ flesh golem

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

about last nite...

lyrics

wait for me 
when th darkness comes
my heart still beats 
so u havent yet won

bae im looking out 
do u not hear me when i call
r things really that different 
i havent changed, not since last fall 

lock me in a cage, throw th key
sure you’d like that
coz every time i bring it up u all ways talk back
to me
baby 
this dont hav to be th last time 
can we take it back to last night
they dont fucking know about the words we’ve shared
so baby why the fuck u looking over there

uuuuhhhh fade in to the night
take another third at least ill tell u that i tried
but then the worst thing comes to mind
i knew that this would happen but i still let it fucking slide

no way its th worst thing that could do
no way, i held my peace and im not coming back to u
i gave it time so dont think id forget u 
i live my life like a ghost so should be thankful
that i got a use

last nite (flesh)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

theres a lot, come take a seat

lyrics

spreading untrue words like a disease
baby can’t u see, or u still living in a dream
please dont blame urself now
that’s on me
that’s on me
that’s on me

this is us now 
u can stay or leave
j know they tryna mess up all we’ve come to be
they don even know how far we’ve come in reach
but i cant tell u, i did my part to save us, u gotta think for urself

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave x2

prepare to jus move on
its alrite, im ok
maybe im too fucked rn 
to say everythings great

all night, offerings
triplin uh, and they forcin th sip
they wanna write my name on every cup
better urself or wanna have fun
who r u? i ask myself 
when depleting health
but then take my cup 
and then finish it up
ill try livin life

coz ion giv a fuck
like com take a seat
think too much 
so i barely sleep
ion talk a lot 
but i say too much when im feeling fucked
this what true friends would be tellin me

u right now needa look in th mirror 
this cant be th result of a destined disapearer

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave

one more time w/ flesh golem

maesk