no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

wait for it all
to come to an end
your shawdow is lost
im out here again

i dont talk a lot
yet dont ever say
i dont have no friends
stay by the moon, and dont have defence

loosen your grip babe, im dying again
open ur arms
open ur eyes
watch what your doing, your taking a life

lost all the words for a gentle disguse
im trying to change, so dont walk away

i need to breathe
look, me in the eyes as you, grid your teeth
i am, not the monster i want to be

i am by the water in the forest
lookin 9 to 5, so you can make a little money, on the side
while playing with ur life
party every day, until ur dying 25

and the moon youll watch, yeah youll really stay
and all your friends are gone, with some guys they just  met
ur life is tragic and gone, and ur frail all the same
you'll keep on staring out ur window till ur gone, forgotten name!

Forgotten name (Moon VI) (prod. acey x navyxower)

written during the time of meeting @sewerperson

lyrics

i’m wasted force
spent time in the sewers but i wanted more
coz when i left back to reality i felt lost i just needed merly discourse

tell me ur story 
tell me where’s home
show me the future
ik it’s cold but

if i hit 40
u need 2 know
that this was ur doing to which i owe my soul

been here since day 1
i wish it showed
where was this love at 
where did it go omg

u see we’re bonded
but different holes 
that we climbed out of 
i hope ur proud of me

5 yrs of listening 
th dust has settled yeh things r so different
that shit was splifferent
taught me to write my own book and spot out the fiction
put a purpose in som of these bad chapters 
gave me a mission

the track was rusted now tunnel vision 
things r so clear when im zoned in and listening 
life is worth living 
found from within but without u
its missing
especiilay when i miss home

ik ur lost
this wrld can be cruel but u haven’t yet lost…

i saw the bridges then the fire
id stroll so peaceful in the mire
i’ve been so many destinations but no scenes compare to this. i’m not a cryer

but i can’t help but shed a tear
a lot past brought out tnite
to keep it tight th_heavy beers
to stay surreal i kept it light

i’ve put a body 2 a voice
and i wish that i could stop time
i dont know how i got here 
but im not gonna question why
ima live this fuckin moment when u hand me that old mic
sing our fucking lungs out 
forget our sorrowed lives

sewers

_sewers (secre x javiifontan)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

09 [outro]

u arrive, u grow, u leave

lyrics

ooo drifting away 

ooo  but staying in place

/

how i did i get here

i forget when i took off

was on track to repair

but then i got lost

/

i think on the way, there was this passing storm 

had to take shelter, a pure darkness had formed

wasnt warned when this carnage took place 

still heard faint whispers that i was still safe

/

dont mind the branches they break all the time

she waves the fog without telling me why 

how did, i lose track of the time 

things that were planned, now the back of my mind

/

what did u do to me 

this isnt fair 

thought i’d control of me 

where was I led

/

this wasnt out of the ordinary

seen this happen before

taking a soul for walk out the door 

chose the wrong path, not my life anymore

i hope being happy your seek after all

/

try be more grateful this world is all yours

i gave u vast land and this food isnt thought(s)

resentment, more like no different u had sought 

i hate you from the bottom of my heart

/

drifting away

but staying in place

where did those special moments go

where did those special moments go?? (empty roads)

03

well its either glorious or it isnt

lyrics

it all starts to change as the fire amits 

the calm night breeze forecasted a turning to shit

a clear sight on future. err no more than bliss

the heroes and villains all turned to a myth
/

i pour up my 5th as i light up an 8th 

my health is a cycle of try but decay

if we meet again, theres no denying fate

to see what ive seen is to wither away

/

they take all the juice from my veins, in this drought

they have plenty use for my brains in this town

ill never get used to the feeling im in now 

ill never lose touch for the wires in the ground

/
my senses fading like the love i let out

theres no hope for us ever settling down

ive lost all my need for a poignant sound

how could i need when hells come around

/
fall to my knees and accept where im bound 

burned to an ash theres too many to count

the vast who took chances were eventually found

i thought i could sacrifice to even amount 

rocks tied to rope suffice for those to drown

planks hit with nails. a burning hot crowd

/

forced to watch, the whole show on the stage 

how in the fuck can i comprehend pain 

no more a human but a rotting state

a sending of pulses but i see the grave

/
i c th space too

I c the space and then u

ill max out my fibres of use

this whole needs 2 x2

watching the world burn from a safe distance

watching the world burn from a safe distance (stillvanishing)

prod me :)

lyrics:

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

oooo

and i could tell you it'll be okay
but i would rather u just see for yourself
don't wait any longer
no don't wait for any help
cuz the rain will stop soon
and i'll greet u
with a smile on my face
please don't turn away
please don't turn away

well the rain started falling bout an hour ago
i know that clouds are in the sky
but i promise you'll be dry right
here
i swear that every day away lasts a hundred years
but every moment we're together 
seems to buckle under
pressure
and disappear

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

where did those special moments go?? (empty roads)

maesk

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