Yoyo :) part of a new group and I'm very thankful.

Lyrics
(I know it’s been a while
How are you, my friend?
How bout you stop for a while?
You should rest your head)

[Chorus]
Ask how I’m doing
I say I’ve been well
I’m on some new shit 
only time will tell
I have been hiding
And shedding and prying
Myself and I’m finding
What's dead in myself

[Verse]
So set me on fire
And watch as I burn
Extremities
Twisting oh watch how they turn
In agony
Tragedy, something to learn
Just a lesson
To lessen how much of a burden
I am on my self 
And everyone else
I’m done playing dead
While you're trying to help
get a hold of myself
I know how you felt
To see me like that
You were dying as well

[Chorus]
Ask how I’m doing
I say I’ve been well
I’m on some new shit 
only time will tell
I have been hiding
And shedding and prying
Myself and I’m finding
What's dead in myself


deadwood (prod. loneliness孤独)

Produced by Crizzy White
Mixed by Crizzy White, xipz
Vocals by Crizzy White, cxrter, xipz
Mastered by Crizzy White

Crizzy:
I know it's wrong to write a song for you
But I don't listen when they tell me to
It wouldn't work I know that's always true
But reading messages I'm so confused
How many times you gonna lead me on
I'm not the person that I thought I would be
It's just a childish dream to think the rain is for me
As it fades with the scene, evaporation of me

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched

cxrter:
Going down, not again
Pleasing these people, just give me a chance
Feeling so robbed of my selfish demands
But I know it's the norm, got this red in my hands
Taking this pressure, it feels so controlling
I'm looking down on my phone, now I'm scrolling
Look to the left, see these people just rollin'
No wonder we struggle, it feels so important, man

Moments I can't say my name
Nobody to blame
Yeah, they think we're insane
Yeah, think we're insane
It's just part of the game that we play
Yeah, a game that we play
It's all just a race
Hope I don't need meds, I wanna be safe, aye
So confused, I wanna be safe, yeah

Crizzy:
It's paranoia
I'm the one with the soil
I don't know where I'm going
Evaporate and boil
I saw her ghost in the rain
In the mist of the cliffside
I'd be lying if I said it was a sore sight
All the memories of you they're not a bad time
But I slip into some clothes I know are not mine
If I'm the person that you want I'll never be myself
I'm just the boy who saw a wolf and tried to call for help

Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

xipz:
Doing drugs in the rain, I'm drenched
Make me think back to our first kiss
I remember what you promised me
Doesn't matter that it's all past tense

Crizzy:
Gone with the wind
With the stones at my feet
Of this cliff
With the runoff of the water
I could slip
But I ain't ever going down, not again
I'm drenched, I'm drenched

I'm better off with the lover that I got
I know this fog
It could clear in a day or two
I just need some time alone with you
I just need a little follow through

Drenched (feat. cxrter & xipz)

0 (nxietymeds x flesh)

lyrics 


i been waking up too late
oh id love to stay
but i dont have the time today
i get drunk and i start to shake
all this shit just feels the same
i need to go away
half this shit gets thrown away
throw me on the blade
i recede into the dark pit
i had came from
ill be underground 
holding out 
when the rain stops
i should rip the tongue out my mouth
so i cant say nun
i should take the time that i spent
when i waste u

dont get it twisted
im still the same one u knew
would it kill u to listen
had to change up my tune
bb i lived it
so ion play by the rules
i had to pour up again jus to cool

words just pour out my face in my room
had to take one again till im blue
i couldnt face it, jus do what u do
oh im the same kid u knew way back too

i been waking up too late
oh id love to stay
but i dont have the time today
i get drunk and i start to shake
all this shit just feels the same
i need to go away
half this shit gets thrown away
throw me on the blade
i recede into the dark pit
i had came from
ill be underground 
holding out 
when the rain stops
i should rip the tongue out my mouth
so i cant say nun
i should take the time that i spent
when i waste u

twstd (wstd + flesh)

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, these pieces
Missing some pieces
Missing
Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it
I can’t keep a secret
I can’t keep a secret

My love, gave it up for
Some drugs, what a fucking bore
I swore, I swore I loved you more
I swore I loved you more, I thought I loved you more

Gave it up for her
I feel like I’m losing myself
And I’m an addict all again
I don’t feel the same even with my friends
I don’t feel the same watch me do it all again
Fall in love again
And then lose some friends
Make a bad mistake and do it all again
History repeats every single fucking time
I wonder why I’m losing my mind this time

Stop changin, what love is
I feel it, I’m missin
These pieces
can’t tell me what I needed
can’t tell me If you feel it
What I’m feeling, is it a secret?
My love then, I’ll keep it secret
I don’t really mean it
I swear, I’ll never mean it

I’ll skip 1000 steps just to be with you
Too early to tell if this loves true
Too early to tell if this loves true
But I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I believe in you
Yeah, I know I know I know
I just hope it’s true
Just hope it’s true
Hope it’s true,believe in you
Hope it’s true, that’s what I do
Hope it’s true, believe in you
I just wanna see it through

secret (prod. babieyummo x cl6udy)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics ⬇️

when you call me
i wont pick it up
you should know this
yea you shoukd know this
and im not sorry
you shoulda noticed
i was there for you yea i swear i was closest

look how the flow switch
i know that they gon love it
thought everything was picture perfect until
you had broke it
you broke it
now i can’t even focus
not inside of my room or when im at work but im hoping

wonder when ill get outta my head out my headspace
im locked inside my skin when i scream they dont hear me
so whats the reason i should be here clearly
i shouldn’t
i know its not alright but ima keep it keep it pushing
and i dont wanna lie but i been doing what I shouldn’t 

they dont wanna see me happy but im chillin here im grinnin
i dont wanna see you they think that im crappy im a villain
maybe that is true
but i refuse to see that vision 
i dont wanna lose my hope if i dont have to

i got bad news
you wont see me no more ima be way past you

should i (hostile)

lyrics

all the castles we've built washed away with the sand 
everytime that i'm drawn in, i'm lost by the hand

though we may never see the world that we've come to build
i kind of get the sense that we all run on will
i've got my eyes moving quite rapid but i'm running still
like, girl you run my thoughts like it's just for the thrill

i keep it cool, just like the oceans wind
i'm hugging on to stone, it's subtle but its cold
you threw my notepad, is this all i've been told
i thought it was love for the ages but i guess this ones grown old

arms in my pockets just to see what i've been holding deep
maybe if i knew myself better i wouldn't have to
climb every mountain thats twice as steep
do you want to jump in the shallow end
that's just my sleep

i found you when i was locking in
but i don't think you could ever understand 
'coz i had it locked in a cage
bottled my rage, just for the sake
of being able to stand

stand, stand, stand, stand
i'll throw my life on the line drawing my name in the sand
sand, sand, sand, sand
know every castle we built's washed away but i demand your hand

0 (nxietymeds x flesh)

maesk

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