Makes me wanna walk through Christmas lights alone with this song blasting in my head phones 😭

Imaginal Disk

Death & Romance

Image

Angel on a Satellite

She Looked Like Me!

Watching T.V.

Killing Time

Feeling DiskInserted?

Love Is Everywhere

True Blue Interlude

Fear, Sex

A character song from my upcoming dystopian novel: THE POSITIVITY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX. Check out the album for more character songs.

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I can list all of your achievements
Even with our disagreements
But you're wrong about me, my last
Coz’ my heart's not built for high caste

Yeah, they might crave validation
But I don't use love for self-actualization
Now labor, romance becomes market
So forgive me when I say "fuck it!"

[Chorus]
I don't need you if you're the boat
Even a cruise, luxury float
My heart beats only for sailors
Even when they come with failures

I hate that we're all price-tagging
Man screw this, we're all worth-negging
Writing scripts on masculine, feminine
In this livestock market, all investing

Shut up, I know I've got bills to pay
But I want a guy without your résumé
No, I am not settling for less
It means you lost to one who has far less

[Chorus]

Go, find a girl who needs a throne
Who needs a queendom in her bones
This girl's got castles to topple
And needs a partner who cares about struggle

[Chorus]

Beats for Sailors

A soul-rooted folk-gospel rock ballad about loving someone so intensely that it feels like a transgression. The narrator confesses a fierce, almost criminal devotion, accepting blame and consequence because the love makes them feel alive. The piece moves from intimate, hushed verses to expansive, gospel-infused choruses and closes with a resigned, tender plea.

Lyrics

Guilty of Loving You

[Extended Piano Intro]

Verse 1  
I wore your name like a stolen light  
Kept it breathing in the dark of night  
You were the fault I couldn’t hide  
So I held you like a sin and pride

Verse 2  
I traced your footprints on my skin  
Found your confession folded in  
Every secret whisper grew  
Into a crime where love felt true

Chorus  
(Guilty, guilty) of loving you  
Like I lit a candle in a room of truth  
(Heaven knows) I crossed the line  
I loved you fierce, I loved you blind  
I’m guilty, guilty — of loving you

Verse 3  
I walked the alleys of your pain  
Danced with doubt in summer rain  
You were the mercy I would steal  
To feel the world, to feel you real

Pre-chorus  
If duty’s law had eyes to see  
It’d find my heart in your debris

Chorus  
(Guilty, guilty) of loving you  
Like a hymn that broke the pews in two  
(Heaven knows) I bent the rules  
For stolen nights and borrowed truths  
I’m guilty, guilty — of loving you

Bridge  
I never asked for absolution’s weight  
Only enough breath to stay awake  
If love’s a fault that writes my name  
I’ll wear the verdict, take the blame

[Instrumental Interlude]

Chorus  
(Guilty, guilty) of loving you  
Like a torch I held against the truth  
(Heaven knows) I burned the rules  
Wanted your eyes not empty rooms  
I’m guilty, guilty — of loving you

Outro  
So take my sentence, read it slow  
Call me what you need to know  
(Guilty, guilty) of loving you  
I’d plead the charge and do it through  
I’m guilty, guilty — of loving you

Guilty of Loving You (Slow Version)

You know those people who like to keep you down so that they can shine?

Angel on a Satellite

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