i miss him, i thought he could live more time, they told me that he could live more time

i am sorry for how i was, the way i acted infront of you was different than any other person i know because you were special... for ME. and i opened up so quickly because i thought it was okay and you'd understand, but it was my foolishness, i sat back and realised, you dont have to deal with a shit person like me and... and-and that's why i left you first because... i LOVED you, and its also that... only i and i alone know how  much of a HORRIBLE person i am, yes i'm kind, yes i am great lover and a person with whom you'd find but deep down i felt like... your kind, naive soul didn't deserve a...a.. BROKEN one... a-a.. DEFCTIVE one like mine... i have fucking PTSD and i am numb and it won't be long before i would've fucked it ALL up, so i walked away without looking back (i die everyday grieving you).

This song calms me down in my crises and relapses❤️‍🩹

i miss you sm shiro i didnt want you to die

I miss you sweet boy I want to be with you and hold u forever and this distance is ruining us

Untitled Playlist

insomiac

cats in the cold

sun and moon

the album "melanchole" by the band "salvia palth"

melanchole

(dream)

GIRL HELL 1999

LOVESICK, CANNIBAL! (feat. Takihasdied)

20 MINUTINHOS DE JOGADA NO PIQUE DO CV x RITMO DE FAVELA [ DJ MENOR K & DJ HG DO YOUTUBE ]

Boyhood

Suicide Cleanup

Breakcore, hardcore, hyperpop! About gambling on estrogen :3

Lyrics
Hit the slots, 7-7-7,
Looks on top, like I'm winning winnin winnin
Chasers falling on the floor floor floor
Jackpot vibes, I am always gonna score

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,
Rollin’ those sevens, watch me rise.

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,

Let's Go Gambling! 

Aw Dang it

Coins clinkin’, jackpot bells,
Trans memes poppin’, breaking those shells,

Cards on the table, bets are all in,
Chasin’ that dream, ready to begin,

Roulette of life, spin it real fast,
With every dose, the die is cast.

Hit the Slots 7-7-7

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Gamble on dreams
Jackpots on sight
Rainbow chips feel just right
Gamble on dreams 
Gamble on Dreams
Chips feel just right
gamble on dreams 

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,
Rollin’ those sevens, watch me rise.

Spinnin’ the wheel, flashin’ lights,
Feelin’ so lucky, stars in my sight,
Estrogen jackpot, body’s my prize,

Let's Go Gambling! 

Hit the slots, 7-7-7,
Looks on top, like I'm winning winnin winnin
Chasers falling on the floor floor floor
Jackpot vibes, I am always gonna score, score 

Lets Go Gambling!

strangers - proderics

finally, the peace i seek

mikumikumikumiku

Inspired by the poem "The Peace of Wild Things" by the American poet Wendall Berry.

When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.

The Peace of Wild Things

Fear

track 5 on room
https://liveslower.bandcamp.com/album/room

room

sundots - window

if there is another world i hope you made it there 
i hope you're proud of me
if i was another girl who would i be
the leaves are my friends i wish you were here with me
all i do is grieve i wish you were here with me

i like to think you're the leaves

thank you so much for your support, it means everything to me <3

cats in the cold

mage tears

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