Alex's Mix

DL17

forget me when the summer ends

my mind is clear
I disappeared
and fell right back to you
my heart’s a mess
lost since you left
I guess it’s for the best
the feeling in my chest
when it’s the place you rest your head
keep your hand tucked in my hand

we’re lost again
there’s nothing left
I walk this empty road
but don’t know where to go
outside your place
it starts to rain
but that’s alright with me
there’s nowhere I’d rather be

so hold me a bit closer again
I ran too far and reached the end
the fog will slowly start to fade
bringing memories back I tucked away

I ran so fast
I thought that I could reach you
and fell right back
convinced I didn’t need you
it hurts so bad
and I’m so fucking sorry
can we go back
to talking in your driveway

I’m paranoid
can’t hear your voice
it wakes me when I sleep
the silence when I dream
I fill the void
with empty noise
the shivers in my sheets
the shaking in your knees

couldn’t hide the way I felt
but I did this to myself
or maybe we were just pretending
and I carried out the ending
left my sweater by your shelf
darling keep it for yourself
I’ll be fine here in the cold
just really hope you’re doing well

I’m standing at the spot we used to meet
your hands around my neck I couldn’t speak
but all this time been on my mind it’s all my fucking fault
and now your eyes eat me alive I’m never waking up
so tell me darling do you think of me?
as I’m falling off the edge
back to the nights I couldn’t sleep
fall asleep with me
I couldn’t reach you
I’ll never reach you

written, produced, mixed, mastered, recorded by Days to Waste

when the summer ends

produced by xona

[loss, relationship]

speak lightly
I won’t seem that worried about you and me
down few
many lose lives quick, nothing’s new 
hiding right behind you 
you’ll choose, you’ll choose

from what I wear
to see and stare
I swear I swear
you’ll have my care

fuck,
how are you here with me?
I told you I’m scared of-
graphic and the terror to seize
It’s more than it could seem
It’s more than wear and tear
and I could hardly bear
and I could hardly bear
I could hardly bear
I could hardly-

from what I wear
to see and stare
I swear I swear
you’ll have my care

wear

spotify

@raresptna

https://open.spotify.com/track/1QSzotMKeHIHdHcxkiT5Jq?si=b3bbf26f0af14c39

https://music.apple.com/us/album/distraction/1636963900?i=1636963901

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Rare-spentthenightalone-distraction-lyrics

imrare on discord

distraction

Listen on Spotify :)

distraction prod j grooves

@prodbyjoshwa
(Out on spotify) - 
https://open.spotify.com/track/0IuPRAc0PtL0Kp0zviEoJM?si=6f0cdcca2f6c49e4
(Music Video)
https://youtu.be/cB7PRlwFg4Q

stay here with me
(why cant you see yea)
im all u need 
(im all u need yea)
fathom unsee your eyes are racing
why must u be so complicatin
im just tryna find a way
(find a way)
to keep you from running away
i dont think my brain can take
all the shit that you've done 2 me
2x

ik your tryna stop me
acting like im anybody
truth is that ik u luv me
but you say you dont
were fallin in a hurry
cmon pls dont hurt me
"dont think we can work this out alone?"
were acting like were fvckin done
plz can someone 
tell her shes crazy
yea were talkin in the back seat
ur trying to attract me
(woahhhoooo)

say that dumb shit to my face 
(2 my face 2 my face)
say that you just wanna stay
(say that u just want to stay)
ik its not a mistake
(I know its not a mistake)
say no ill just blow my brains
(im just gonna blow my brains)

hook 2x

stay [+ joshwa]

This project supposed to be this elaborate but it's still pretty garbage lol

Download

Buy You A Vocaloid

hi heres a song about hiding emotions it has vocals



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i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i love you
as a friend
and everything you do for me
has come together beautifully 

in my mind
in my thoughts
in my eyes

but i know that
i lost you
in your eyes

but it's good. i feel okay.
and i would never lie to you
and baby i would die for you
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared

i've been sitting in my room making music
i've been sitting in my room making you sick
of my shit
i can't deal
anymore
i can't feel
anymore
is this real
anymore?

it's okay, i'm fine with my ways
i'm fine everyday
i'm super okay
i've never been better but i'm so scared
i've never been better but i'm so scared
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scared

~spotify~

~scared~

sort of a part 2 to scared, i hope u enjoy i worked very hard on this

thanks ethan for the cover art

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started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater

when i'm cold, i hope you're still okay
i want you to be warm, i want you to be safe
because that makes me happy inside
i wish that you could see through my eyes

i was sitting in my room making music
i was sitting in my room making you sick
and now i'm dreaming
yeah i'm just dreaming
so be quiet cause i really need it

started thinking bout my friends all the time now
started thinking maybe they aren't even mine now
and i'll smile if it really makes her better
i never really knew her but she got my favourite sweater
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~sweater~

i've been trying to reach my other half for a long time now, is he even real? ~lando


[lyrics]

i miss you
although we didn't meet
and i cannot sleep
i made you to be so unique

i miss you
i saw you in a dream
and it was so extreme
why can't you hear me scream?

i tried to call you on the phone
i'd say about a year ago but you said
'be quiet cause i'm sleeping'

oh...

what do i do? 
how can i talk to you?
am i really just stuck in space?
can't i just leave this place?

i can't see
i can't feel
i can't tell if i'm real

(you're real in my mind)

i can't see
i can't feel
i don't know if i'm real

(you're real for me)

try, try to understand
why, why won't you take my hand?

(you're real for me)

be quiet cause i'm dreaming
about you

~imaginary friend~

BALLADS 1

SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK

thanks so much @lofi-samurai for doing some vocals and helping me mix <3

i hope but also don't hope that you guys can relate to this song! <3

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[lyrics]

[lando]
hey, what's up, you wanna talk?
how come we don't call no more?
maybe we could play a game
you don't seem to act the same

or we could make a song
but you'd just say "that's wrong"
or "we don't get along"
i'll make one on my own-

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart drops dead

[lando]
you always told me we were friends
you told that we'd be together till the very end
you told me that we'd meet in real life
but now if i say anything girl you just wanna fight, so...

maybe i'll just stop
my eyes are getting red again from staring at my laptop
this is making me bored
my fingers are in pain again from typing on my keyboard

[lofi.samurai]
left me on read now i am sad
make me seem so desperate you just mess with my head
only thing looked forward to when out of my bed
but now I see your name and my heart-

[lando]
why am i so devoted (so devoted)
when every time i just get ghosted (just get ghosted)

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thank you so much for sticking around listening, this has one of the best years ever for me in terms of music and people i've met. i hope that 2019 is even better <3

~ghosted~

~ghosted~ (w/ lofi.samurai)

mixing, mastering, and producing by @crystalcloudsjp
original beat: https://soundcloud.com/weshouldtalkagain/reverse

Way too many bands up in my pocket
Now i’m feeling so rich, I got love up in my rocket
Caught inside a new glitch, and I don’t know how to stop it
Saw you streaming on twitch, weird champ unless you poggin

I just gotta say that, I don’t really understand the reason
Always say you wanna change, but you ain’t lookin like a season
Please the just shut the fuck up, I don’t wanna hear you speaking
All that noise oh my god, girl you looking like a demon oh yeah
____

So far, I’ve been feeling good I gotta get myself a gold star
Ask another question and I’ll hit you with a crowbar
Unless you feeling lucky, I can take you up to those stars
Make a move, I got you on my sonar
_____
So far I’ve been losing all my shit to you and honestly
It’s so fucking annoying, can you keep your cool
Think you’re a good boy, in reality you’re just a fool
So get the fuck away, you know I want nothing to do with you 

It’s honestly so fucking annoying
You think you’re so fucking royal
Please lower down your fucking voice
It wakes me up in the morning 

I think it’s so fun that I get to live with such an ass hat
I just know that when you leave I’ll my fucking cash back 
____
So far, I’ve been feeling good I gotta get myself a gold star
Ask another question and I’ll hit you with a crowbar
Unless you feeling lucky, I can take you up to those stars
Make a move, I got you on my sonar

sonar (prod. crystal clouds)

romantic garbage boy
(usually post covers here)
main account: @mahalslickraps

sonar (prod. crystal clouds)

mahal (good boy!)