the songs on this ep are, what i feel, my best work so far. i hope this small project portrays my story of my insomnia, loneliness, de-motivation, and the anxiety of growing up towards "becoming an adult" well, and that you have a great time listening. enjoy <3

YouTube lyric videos playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHPzv9RJ4nq46BQiuFz639gwPj0OyfHsQ

tomorrow, again?

Mixing, mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
I've looking at the stars out my window-sill
Reminiscing about decisions I'm regretting still
Vision getting blurry, so unstable like I'm off a pill
Don't know if I'm really living life, or if I'm even real

Life is full of meaning, they say you should understand
But to me it feel like magic, I can't even seem to grasp
All these people say I'm young but I feel like an old man
Someone tell me, is it normal, I can't even seem to stand

Mind is wandering, pondering second guesses
Another 2am message
These memories from the past, started creeping on me again
Now this pillow under my head getting wetter, now I remember
You're never gonna get better if you're pushing to forget

Looking up so high, I can't even see the ground no more
Tell me why am I staying up so late
Sleep is what I need to make me do more

Now I'm falling down again
Lotta different feelings gonna come around again
You know I got way too much to count in my head
Yeah yeah yeah
Someone tell me how to sleep, cuz this ceiling's all I'm seeing lately
Yeah, yeah

Breaking through the surface with my hand
Pull my feet up off-a my bed
Now I'm pacing up down again
Do she see me as just a friend
Take a sip now I feel refreshed
Lying down, like I never left
No expression, be looking blank
Many feelings, but feeling dead

But no, it's okay, yeah
These emotions bottled all day, yeah
Lying down like it's a party, yeah you know that's all me
Pictures in my head I'm drawing, ain't no time for

Falling down again
Lotta different feelings gonna come around again
You know I got way too much to count in my head
Yeah yeah yeah
Someone tell me how to sleep, cuz this ceiling's all I'm seeing lately

familiar ceilings (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

Slippin' from my hands, I need a little time alone
Gonna pull myself together, shaking through my bones
Missing every single deadline, working slow
Don't you think it's past your bedtime, I don't know

Shit got me feeling anxious
What's the use in just situating
In the end, it's gon' come again and bite back, been feeling so degrading
Oh, been moving slow, man

And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

Summertime got me feeling lazy
All them dreams that we keep on chasing
Left the room, they ain't coming through
I been sleeping in almost on the daily
That's another problem, I'm facing
Crusty eyes, and tears on my face
So beautiful, that's my look, no shade
To anybody in this situation

Wait, oh that's me
Stuck at home in this plain white tee?
Baby face, but I still ain't clean
Say get out, but won't let me leave
I just wanna go feel this breeze
Won't progress until I'm at ease
Growing up really ain't that easy
Lately what I've been fearing, but

Don't be afraid to try
You'll be alright, yeah
Some day you'll grow your wings and fly
You'll fly away, yeah
Don't worry, it's okay to cry
Just let it all out
Real soon, you'll make it back in time
Back in time, back in

And like that, I'm wasting all this time
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
So silly, thinking I could fly, away
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
When I could be doing more with my life, but that's okay
They say, you're still young, don't worry you'll be alright
Alright… But I'm wasting time!

time (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick
Original art by @rosarrie

Lyrics:
Why they gotta do me like that? I've been
Stuck inside my head, it's so tiring
Everyday I wake up, wondering what to make of
All this time I have on my own, its so

Heavy, I don't think that I can take it no more (Nah)
Looking at the ceiling lying down on the floor
I've been sleeping (Sleeping)
Way too busy dreaming (Dreaming)
Lookin like I'm beaming, but I'm feeling real bored
Now I'm

Contemplating whether or not I should make it outta here
Swinging back and forth on decisions like it's a chandelier
I ain't really missing the feeling of my reality
I need a little breather before I can get it outta me

Say what's the point in living, not making the right decisions?
I just need a vision, to get myself out this prison
I'm feelin like I'm drowning, but man I ain't even swimming
Just gimme like five minutes to live through the best feeling

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

What am I to do?
Tell me what's the use?
Still stuck inside my room?
But at least I'm letting loose!

Steady losing my mind again throughout these past few months
With time pass, life flash, but it's not that much
Not tryna grimace, but I'm timid, I'm startin to hit the limit
Wish a hand could come and reach, maybe gimme a little visit

Shit don't feel the same, like a rainy day the tears are falling, now I'm feeling grey
I don't need a change, but girl I kinda miss your pretty face
Love can't even save me, I'm alone, but I don't feel ashamed
I can rearrange, but

I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, break from

Oh, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
No, I don't wanna wake up, wake up
I don't wanna deal with fake love, fake love
I just need a little break from, it all

wake up! - EP version (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
Co-produced by Mahal Slick

Lyrics:
Looking up ahead, so low
Can I fly?
Stuck inside my head, don't know
Will I try?

Why am I?

zzz [interlude] (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

Mixing, Mastering, and producing by @dustbunnybedroom
feat. @prepareforthefuture

Lyrics:
1, 2!
Woah, woah, woah

Late night
Familiar ceilings
Waiting for the daylight
I wish I could go and restart my day right
Why am I

Dreaming that tomorrow, I'll be fine
Sleeping is in the backseat of my mind
When I could be doing more with my time
Woah!

And now I'm backing it up
And tracing all the daylight
Over and done
And spit out into space and time

Every single day I lose
Half asleep is just a
Stitch I rip in all my shoes
Until they fall apart and
I've got nothing
I've got nothing
I've got no one left

Dreaming that tomorrow, I'll be fine
Sleeping is in the backseat of my mind
When I could be doing more with my time
Woah!

Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah!
Woo!
Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah!

restless feat. Prepare for the Future (prod. dustbunnybedroom)

filipino hip-hop & indie artist based in chicago

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