I Bet You Guys Didn’t Expect This

sewerperson - matter of fact (kimj & kassgocrazy)

art by: https://www.instagram.com/lacid_pills/

pepto bismil seats (twiist)

Lyrics:

I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars
I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars 

Lay me down
Let me die 
Donr try to save me 
I dont want it 

Let me die
Let me rest
Let me fall to peace
Cause I'm exhausted 

My brains tellin me to fuckin do it
Grab blade slide it down right through it
Watch it bleed watch it drip to music
In my head I'm finally starting to lose 

Like I'm so sick of all these feelings
Load my gun while im staring ceiling
Drop another perc I'm finally healing
Running out of time bodys now peelin 

The demon in me starting to creep out
Saw him vision when I would bleed out
Feel aura of the hatred now seep out
Cant contain him all alone when scream out 

Will you please save me
I can't do this no more
Will you please save me
I can't so this no more 

I could bring you back if I want now
But I know the way that you wanna lash out
All the drugs and money you just wanna cash out
I'll kill the both of us when I swerve and I crash out 

I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars
I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars 

I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars
I'm nineteen and I'm falling apart 
Traumatized by the scars in my heart 
Close my eyes fade away to the dark
Lose myself while I gaze up at the stars





Nineteen (Prod. Maikeru-Kun)

“i hope i’m not alone”
(prod. ikitos)

https://instagram.com/xxviireeves

lyrics:

Want me to be dead
(Want me to be dead)
They all want me to be
(Want me to be dead)
Fuck all your friends, they all want me to be dead
Am I Reeves or am I them, or am I something else again
Am I who I want to be or am I just a mystery
Take it all away from me 'cause I just lost identity-y-y

Everybody want to fuck with me but I'm a mess now
Everybody want to say my name but they don't know how
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of the same shit, I know everyone will fall out
Everybody want to fuck with me because I'm next now
Everybody want to say my title they don't know about
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of dysphoria, I don't know if I'll come out

(Am I who I want to be or am I just a mystery)
Do I need someone to really tell me who I am?
Do I need a fucking sign strapped on my head?
Do I need a fucking memory of traumatic experiences?
I don't know, I don't know, know, know
I know the way it feels ain't just unique to myself
But I don't know if I'll accept it 'cause I don't know what it spells
But if it's one thing that I know
I know I've been dead for a long ass time
And now I got to pay my debt 'cause
I've been living wrong for a while
But I just don't know where to place it
I get depressed, sometimes I don't know if I will face it
I smoke my weed and I make these songs
And I drink some alcohol that I might need to chase with
Am I who I want to be or am I just a mystery
Take it all away from me 'cause I just lost identity-y-y

Everybody want to fuck with me but I'm a mess now
Everybody want to say my name but they don't know how
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of the same shit, I know everyone will fall out
Everybody want to fuck with me because I'm next now
Everybody want to say my title they don't know about
Tired of the disrespect, I'm tired of the callouts
Tired of dysphoria, I don't know if I'll come out
(Am I Reeves or am I them, or am I something else again)

i hope i’m not alone (prod. ikitos)

"Stars up in my roof, Ice like lemonade"

Prod. @beatsbyizak
mixed. @neekattack
cover art. @jershtattoos

Codeine Lemonade ft. Germ

[prod. jakkyboi]

yuh yuh 

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
I cut myself i like to watch it bleed
X2

When i was young i was a problem
Get in trouble go to principal’s office
And had the counselor tell me to just stop it
But i aint stop it i rock it and now i popped and you watchin
Now every song that im droppin get 50k like its nah-thing
You said im copying 
But everybody copy me
Honestly if i be honest aint nobody topping me
Thrasher on my feet
Used to skate but now im surfin beats
If u wanna talk then you can talk to me

You and me
Ohway x4

Benzos
Slow roll
Pass out
On the floor
Wake up
Still fucked
Do it all again
Til my death gon come


I see your clothes are designer i find it funny that you think thats impressive 
If i could just give you a little suggestion 
Stop flexing 
Let me ask a question
How many bitches you getting from wearing shit that you probably rented

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
Im in love with something slowly killing me
X2

only see u in my dreams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

KABUTO 兜, 冑 (Prod. By Cxdy)

Feat. @Sewerperson

Lyrics:
I swear your overthinking just go back to bed 
I swear i cant get out of this fucking head 
Every single night i just swim in this sweat 

Swear to god i don't were i went 
Swear to god i just know why i was sent 
On my squad on my mama Im just try pay the rent 
got my fears and my tears all mixed up
and i put it on my life that i wont give up 

and i promised to my pops that id only share love
and i promised to my brodies that ill never grow up

Life gets hard when u want shit quick 
Seen my brodies get caught up in them licks 
Seen my brodies get caught up in these tricks 
I need more than money and these clicks 
Why is Everybody looking for the same damn fix

ya shes your girl if your ready to wreak
but baby i don't live my life off of a guess
lately mostly i just been living off of the gas

Baby take me on my word I think im dying here

Baby take me on my word I think im dying here
Oh my vision in a blur I swear I hate it here
I don’t think I could hold it in another year
They Faces on my conscious watch em reappear
Baby when u left me I was broken
Bullets hit my body in the open
The blood at my shoes start to pool up quick since
The ground in the north so frozen
I think last night I saw an omen
But It was only with me for a moment
I been marked by the path I’ve chosen
It taught me keep on pushing when I am broken
Fate never waits for the soul to come around
Deep in her face u could see she get it now
I cannot feel
I cannot taste
Spewing out deep green toxic waste
Its bright
Watch it all burn
The things ive seen shoulda made me squirm
But im too far gone
U could never handle the shit that im on
It feels so right to be done so wrong
The days too short and the nights to long
Deep brush in the dark scratching up my arms

i swear im just to nice to be that guy 
lust aint nothing let u drip that dry 
hella stormy outside  ya
help me look for blue skys
glass jack bottle but that fifths bone dry 
and i told u theres only a couple things that lemme sleep at night
i dont why u think that i lie

yo, we went crazy on this one man

Nineteen (Prod. Maikeru-Kun)

Maikeru-Kun (@maikeru.kun)

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