get out of here
get me out of here
a snowfall
all i need is a snowfall.

snowfall

fully in mind
as i get old with this time
another april passes by
just want it to rewind

rewind

i met you in summer
the tales of the pond, and the breeze, and the slumber
we sleep in the night and burn through the lumber
these memories always make me feel younger

and i know we'll make it out of the cold
and i hope we'll be alright as we're growing old

last summer

It's been two years and I'd like to know
Did you mean what you said? Did she still make you choke?
I wrote all these words, flurried like snow
On November nights, you fall into smoke

Ohh, I missed the first snow
Ohh, it's too late to know if we can outrun the cold

It's been two years and I'd like to know
Did you mean what you said? Did she still make you choke?

Ohh, I miss all the snow
Time stops and water drips down into smoke

It's been a few years and I still don't know
Were you okay? Should I have let you go?

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art generated using dall-e

first few flurries & november night

Old clothes left out in the sunlight
New haircut, friends ask if I'm alright
New name but I am not ready
Some day I know I'll forget it

Some day I know I'll forget

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art generated by dall-e

i know

ash flies through

She stepped on a blade of grass
She usually looks out a glass
A window gaze from afar
A forest emerge from a scar
She's giving it all to the forest
The leaves and the creatures lie dormant
The stream can't move 'cause it's frozen
The ice and the leaves are all broken

So run away with the wind let it carry you to the barn
Think about the day where your sins were left buried
To tear you apart

And I don't mind anymore
It's too damn cold to fly
I look towards the trees in the fore
I think is this what it's like when land dies?
And I don't know anymore
Is there any point to life
You said hold me close while we warm
Is this what life really feels like?

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when land dies

my song about not being there for you

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It's hard to be in the middle
It cuts you up, it's so sharp
But love couldn't be as simple
As stumbling your way through the dark

If I could be as comforting would you start
Giving me a room to get in your heart?

I'm trying to hide these emotions
Heart race in the back of your car
And that time that we went to the ocean
I wish I had taken you more far

If I could be as comforting would you start
Giving me a room to get in your heart?

--

art generated using dall-e

borderline lovesick

started on 1/20/22

So I wanted to put last summer and snowfall on streaming so I decided to add a few extra songs I made around the same time but decided to release. This is forever lake, which was gonna be the original name of the project before I decided to simply call it maiyea.

sunday

started on 1/22/22

I feel on top of the world right now
(No one knows where to go)
Waiting to crash down
(Waiting in the stall to come out)
Wish we knew we would crash down
(Time went by very slow)
(Waiting for the s-)

No one knows where to go
We need to figure it out
Time went by so slow
Waiting for the sun to fall down

No one knows where to go
(No one knows where to go)
We need to figure it out
(Waiting in the stall to come out)
Time went by so slow
(Time went by very slow)
Waiting for the sun to fall down
(Waiting for the s-)

hawk

made on 10/12/21

You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
You're so cruel to me
'cause I'll never be you
'cause I never can be you
yeah I'll never be you
'cause I can never be you
I'll never be you

And I felt
If I put my hair down
I can finally be like you
'Cause I want me to be you

i'll never be you

cover i made of XO by EDEN in like 30 minutes sometime last year for the end of a set

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Yeah, she's in love with the concept
As if we're all just how she imagined
'Cause we're in love but just don't know it yet
Well, tell me how I'm supposed to see the magic
'Cause I don't believe in it no more
But I won't tell her
'Cause I always imagined
It's easier if she thinks she won
So imma let her
And she said
"I don't think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately"
Girl, I don't think you know me at all
'Cause I never thought I'd have to say this
No, I don't love you, and I never did
Look at us burning down in flames for kicks
But just know
I'm not singing for your XO
I'm just singing 'cause it's over

Harbor
Would you harbor me from scary things
Treat me like your daughter
Shield me with fatherly sort of wings
Take me to new lands
And across a thousand isles
Let me depend on you

And I swear I won't let you down
So please just keep me around

voyaging through harbors

Sunspot

quickly made this today
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I felt a higher power
She said it's not my time yet
She's a savior to me

I drank a bit of poison
My chest was filled with nothing but regret and I said
"What's going through my head?"

I woke up in my old place
I wish I knew what's wrong with me again
Should I talk to my friends?

I don't wanna be a worry
So I yell in to the void until the very end
"What's going through my head?"
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art is from The Apothecary Diaries

shoutouts Emperor X

Savior

Fall into sleep

art and title are from Kanon

Canon at the End of the Dream

Cover of Bibio's "You Won't Remember"

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He sees you
More than you could know
In his chair at night
He can't clear his mind
Silence hurts
No-distractions-ache
Then he gets the call
And he drives for miles

You won't remember
But he wanted you
He'd like to tell you
That he wanted you

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art is from "If It’s You, I Might Try Falling in Love"

You Won't Remember

Made this in November 2023 and decided I should post this

Eyes,
I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

All these things that you say just keep going to my head
And for better or worse my ego keeps me afloat again
I read another page before I finally go to bed
And for better or worse my ego keeps me alone again

I can't say these things that are stuck in my head
I want his words to his new girlfriend
A scar you left so deep within
Why did I still think we were friend

I can't see what's in front me
Always looking another way
Thought I was just another spring
But I'm getting ahead of me
I'm just singing another song
But it feels just so far away

Lyrics gone to another page
Always thinking of what to say
Feel the words I can't say to them
Filled up bottles of listerine
Wanna spit out these thoughts again
Wanna clean up my act today

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cover from Umibe no Etranger

maiyea

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