i think this is the last song i want to hear before i die

ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

@eva-nge-line

They come in droves
And I walk alone
I gave her back her coat
A crow looks upon his post as she walks home alone
He flies away as if he knows something that I don't
Back and forth, she lies again
She takes off her dress
And undoes her hair
And sits on the couch
And tells me to come
And she says in vain

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

It comes and goes
You feel it in your core and then it creeps up to your muscle through the bone
Bleed along to the sound
Tap your sparkling red shoes, 1, 2, 3, but no home could be found
Then again
Drown your hands in sugar soap
And rub it all in 'till your knuckles turn red, the pain grows
You keep on doing it
Doesn't it feel good?

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

Your Cinderella (feat. Evangeline)

To Thin Air

Your Cinderella (feat. evangeline)

bro really just bought soundcloud pro for a second account

white boy white boy

you’re better than everyone 

the type of boy to write stories

about is better

and everyone knows that

oh, don’t forget about the fact 

that they’re supposed to be another of 

thousands of other superlative people 

with money supporting them, ignoring the fact 

it’s evident

that nobody a kid with a little bit of melanin 

a mismatch within the sorority so develop big

animosity towards the ones who are mad at it

to the masses you

have everything we’ve thought wanted for 

too long. we ask that you be everything

and anything but forbearing 

when buried in the fight against

sentiment, all hiding

sentimental feelings will 

renovate into 

an emotional dystopia 

coping with the absurd 

fact that they’re supposed to be

another one of thousands of other 

hurting people

whose money’s controlling their

ignored and suppressed sentiments 

one of them goes to the kid with a little bit of

melanin 

asks them for help even though it is stretching

them thin

not knowing they’re one of the people 

who are mad at the

white boy, white boy

who’s better than everyone

so the white boy white boy

whose heads is a mess he runs

away

tried to correlate more

reasons they’re fed up with everyone

who tried to aid and support

their tendency to suppress their heart

an acquired taste

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

had this lying around in my computer for a little while now so I just decided to release it 

still working on an EP its coming along slowly and surely

Drawn From Memory

mar·ces·cent
(of leaves or fronds) withering but remaining attached to the stem

i saw another orange leaf
hanging from a tree
it will tell us of the winter
as falls beneath our feet
it's trying plant a seed
and dig itself underneath
it'll fade into the soil
to find a way to breathe

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

i watch shadows fade beneath
and clouds cover the beach
and maybe this is a sign
that i've been living too carefree
so i've waiting for that leaf
to paint a perfect scene
and soon ill come to find
that lie was just a dream

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

marcescent

series of sound sketches from 11-29-22 to 12-19-22 (no particular order)

new videos out in 2023, hopefully. huge thanks for the support this year!

dream fractals

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

Blank Space

my song about not being there for you

--

It's hard to be in the middle
It cuts you up, it's so sharp
But love couldn't be as simple
As stumbling your way through the dark

If I could be as comforting would you start
Giving me a room to get in your heart?

I'm trying to hide these emotions
Heart race in the back of your car
And that time that we went to the ocean
I wish I had taken you more far

If I could be as comforting would you start
Giving me a room to get in your heart?

--

art generated using dall-e

borderline lovesick

https://ffm.to/bhredblueandgreenlights

A light show of colors, the screen is my window to her sight

32723

w/ @saoirsedream

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic

lyrics
Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

I wanna write a song for you
I got stuck on the attack
Every word I say to you
You just repeat it back
It's not like I believe in you less
I'm not keeping score and I don't need you to guess
What I'm thinking all the time
Imma just keep it to myself
Never confide don't need no help
Never confide don't need no help
Baby kiss me thru the phone
JK's that's a stupid joke
Hope I laugh so hard I choke
Hope I laugh so hard I-

Wonder what you want from me
I thought I made it clear, don't say that it's my fault cause
You know what you meant to me
We're running out of time now
Can you feel the sunset?
Can you feel the-

I might just run it up
Did I run out of luck?
Am I about to fall backwards back to the last time, yea
That you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you helped me
Baby you-

Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me
Baby you help me

And so I put my mind away
I'll figure it out anyway (Baby you help me)
Do you even know who I am?
Do you even care? Do you even care?

borderline lovesick

maiyea

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