Lil Aaron- Dark Matter (Vocal Cover)

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

I could cry, but the tears all dried up
Baby what's your sign? I got trouble keeping up
And I'll always take the drive, I don't wanna fly up
Monaco my thighs and the chain is grape tucked

I want it all on me
Winter, fall on me
In the sky, turning blind
Keep it tall on me
I'm alright, no I'm fine
You can call on me
My disguise, in your eyes
Nothing altering

Nothing altering
Catch me when I'm faltering
I wanna be something so badly you know that I'm trying, you know that I'm offering
But you see through me
Purple with the bruising
Keep it in my cup
'Cause it's the only thing that's soothing

I've been like done, I've been like fuck 'em all
I'm never having much luck with y'all
I was just trying to show some love
But I'm left here in the dust
Cold like the winter
And I don't want to hinder
So I've been fading slowly
Wonder why I'm so bitter

I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

spotify & apple

tearduct (ft. 1fern) [jolst x punk]

i want ya baby i want ya when i wanna
can i eat ya heart baby real jeffrey dahmer
open up for me ill be ur knight in shining armor
lifes a bitch im fuckin on her sister named karma
you can look inside my eyed yk tht ima goner
she can go to hell and yk im right behind her
bitch i came a long way from the honda
still having psycho thoughts i still wont see no doctor
i wanna beat it up she want me to hit it proper
ima knock tht pussy out the box jus like a boxer hmm
ima big dog in dis bitch dis engine roaring
she say she on her period i say im goring (goin in)

tats all on my body
remember the days i aint have no hope now i dnt need nobody
and im doin watever i want inside dis bitch jus like im gotti
she wan come and ride dis lik boat not talking yachty🤣
im jus tryna stay afloat and not worry about him or her
how the hell u gonna compare me 
wen me and them aint similar damn
i can speak the truth even wit my mouth shut
she know what to do even wit her mouth shut
oh yeah u can make da team but u still can get cut
i dont do this shit for me i do this shit for us

i wann make a movie wit dis bitch im talking paramount
i wont catch no feelings for dis bitch i swear im in n out

paramount

prod me x caves

msitreated, misplaced
scars on my face
smoking so much lately
my teeth got yellow stains

no feelings, erased
hate how people change
bloody knuckles hit the wall 
but life's still the same

over you in my head
in my heart u still there
my body's a mess
feel u eating at my flesh

feeding off of me
ur drinking what i bleed
acting like you love me
then use me like a leach 

how ain't u ashamed of ur-self~
keep on acting like ur the-best
i think u should just let me-rest
stop trynna find where my body-at
  
deep down, covered in dirt 
x marks the spot i got hurt  
under a tree, where the sun won't burn
is where i wrote this song


the pains been way too much for me to ignore
i cant go on like this ill be dead on the floor
and ill never understand how im supposed to endure
everything you do to me when you could never support 

ive been tryna find the motivation just to keep it goin thru my daily schedule
wheres the patience im amazed at everybody tryna talk about their troubles
in a couple days the world will change a war will break and its a shame thats a daily struggle
dont be afraid when the earth shakes and we dissipate into the rubble

casperrr- mistreated, misplaced (etchmygrave flip)

forgo this journey 
disappear 
no tears
is there something wrong with me
is there something wrong with me 

and forgo this journey
did everyone forget me 
or are they just not to be 
honestly, i don’t know

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too 

been about a century i've had these arms wide
open or closed, i'm still getting frostbite and i couldn't explain how it hurts if i tired
'cause words don't do justice to the feelings i fight

now i'm on the road, breaking my soul
wondering how
 ima get home
just leave me alone, and let me go back
to when i was free
 i'm still struggling
it's left me no peace, so i'll take a break
and sit by the lake, until i can breathe

and so, i see how you pack your bags and leave when it gets cold

burn scars marking my chest i think im see through
pressure building up in my heart, you made me need you

wait
my skin starts to itch at the rage
how i've always dealt with the pain
all by myself, its left me no choice, still cant reach out for help
writing my hurt into poems for the shelf
and now its just on this path i know well

alone
i feel in my bones
that i am on my own
and there’s no where to go 
so alone i found the truth 
so alone not sure to do 
so alone my skin see through 
so alone my face is too

forgo this journey (feat. sevenfeet) (VELVET)

p nova chance
co-prod me

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoes
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

you are bad for me
you are bad
i say blasphemy
hate to see you sad
nothing ever seems to be the way i want
telling you everytime you're the one i love
i want nothing but your love
i want nothing but your love
wanna feel something
like damn you
she said "what you wanting" 
girl i tried to tell you

ive been feeling total shit
im way out of touch
when your in a good mood
you say "come my way love"
if you wanted my heart i can give it to you
if you wanted my love you can get it too
but you want none of that
thinking bout the times
that we shared with each other
damn i nearly cried
im so confused with myself
ive been singing lullabies to myself

and oh
falling for the wrong one

im sick of the arguing
repeat myself loads
i cannot see myself in your shoe
i gave my heart to love you the most
what do i get in return i think nothing
you are just another you the same
but you keep repeating in my brain
nothing really satisifies
but no one really gets me like you do

like you do
(you are bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)
like you do
(oh your bad for me)

lullabies

Cold (prod by. saint mike)

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what can i do? | prod. michael harrison

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