poem

when the walls are broken down and theres nothing more to give
when your all worn out, and there's shattered porcelain
when your home's not found, and you wander through abyss
there's no where to go, and you're lost in your head
when you cannot find a reason not to finally die instead
when the guns up to your head, you just stare and contemplate
before you pull the trigger think about the times we shared
if we make it out alive, we're gonna burn the orphanage

with endless future comes endless past
you punched the mirror, theres broken glass
bloody carpet in the motel, more drips down as you hold the rag
you're a fucking angel but you dont know
you never found a home from that orphanage
i can take you where you wanna go
just put the gun down and go hold my hand
i see the sapphire gem on your neck
your last possession since your parents left 
i know its been a fucking long road
but don't give up yet to the emptiness
your hand is shaking like you almost know
theres a little tiny ounce of strength thats left
think about it, dont let it go
if you start fresh you can change the end
i know your desperate for the pain to end
in every waking moment you pray for it
do you remember the day when I talked you down
from the bridge's edge, when you were debating it
you had it all planned out, to fly away when your wings were spread
thats when i wrote another song about you, and the things we did
I called it "angeldeath", yeah

when the walls are broken down and theres nothing more to give
when your all worn out, and there's shattered porcelein
when your home's not found, and you wander through abyss
there's no where to go, and you're lost in your head
when you cannot find a reason not to finally die instead
when the guns up to your head, you just stare and contemplate
before you pull the trigger think about the times we shared
if we make it out alive, we're gonna burn the orphanage

MERCH

"angeldeath" //

decomposing angels w/ cypression

"honestly, i feel like this gift is much more of a curse than a blessing"

home is where the heart is at, try to but i cannot hide
tryna find a reason not to die out in anaheim 
this your theme song, girl yeah this is your lullaby
go to sleep, i hope you fade slow when you fucking die

im not tryna make it out, im tryna make it quick
sitting on the edge of the bridge bitch i hope you slip
i hope your moments falling are worst moments you live
i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

8 bars in, and i made an angel cry
jet black lines running down from her eyes
it drips down, mixing with the blood on her thighs
she was so damn desperate there was rust on the knife

prom night, we would dance slow, i dont understand hope
the devil's in our room and hes playing the piano
alongside, the harps played slow by the angels
sky high sniffing laced lines off the table

theres so much i could say you really wouldnt understand
i look at my reflection fucking hating who i am
filthy ripped jeans, bloody, beaten up vans
as im walking down the street, bottle in my hand

really noone understands but the voices in my head
telling me i should be dead, im addicted to a scam
im addicted to your love id slit my wrists for a gram
i got so many dreams i wanna follow but i cant

the spark is all gone in my soul swear theres nothing left
look into my eyes, you gon see nothing but emptiness
but i keep on going and just pushing nonetheless
i dont have a chance, but i havent dropped yet

16th birthday i cried myself to sleep
thought i would dead when i turned seventeen
a year later, 18, im still walking down these streets
tell me what the fuck it means when you turn 19, and you still aint fucking drop

maybe theres an ounce of hope left after all
when i try to find a reason im just left with withdrawls
its the same damn shit im turning 20 in 4 months
maybe i wont wanna end it when im 21.

when i turn 22 will i understand the cost?
cuz the reason why i feel this way i do not get at all.
maybe one day ill be grateful for our bond
maybe 23 will make me not regret our love

home is where the heart is at, try to but i cannot hide
tryna find a reason not to die out in anaheim 
this your theme song, girl yeah this is your lullaby
go to sleep, i hope you fade slow when you fucking die

im not tryna make it out, im tryna make it quick
sitting on the edge of the bridge bitch i hope you slip
i hope your moments falling are worst moments you live
i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

i hope you feel my pain from every word that left your lips

SPOTIFY

once upon a time [prod. misery]

*g-g-g-g- godlike*

drinking blood from a flask with a bitch in the 'lac
windows tinted matte black she slit her wrists in the back
sipping on jack smoking gas none the windows are cracked
she so bad she gon' empty out a mag from the gat
thats a drive by homicide colder than ice
keep the cyanide for suicide in case we wan' die
we gon' OD in the escalade escalate to the sky
fucking menacing menaces we gon' get fed to the fire
we deserve it though from always curving hopes of all the burdened souls
now we burning in the furnaces we going straight to hell
so much coke going vertical we getting vertigo
this ain't the worst of us we finna murk you off a perc or two
cursed by the devil don't be taking this shit personal
but we doing just the type of shit u never heard before bitch

tryna get up on top of my game
we not playing poker but she gimme face
whipping the range 20, 30, 50 bands up
i be going insane
flowing with ease imma give em a taste
i be a beast and bitch you be a lame
no one keep up with my pace
no one but me ill put you in ur place
fuck blowing up bitch im blowing up in your hoe when we going up
making crack no baking soda Imma make her crack like a coconut, so what?
i been going for four days hoe i won't sleep and i won't change
bitch im a geek off the 40's do not go act like you know me
nine by my side yeah they let in the club toting
im out in rome bitch im roaming stoned off my ass drinking potions
fuck the world, i wont pull my pants up any day
overtake your place off that fucking lemon haze
like yeah im an asshole it always been that way
the only time i change is when i change the fucking pace

WRISTDMG [PROD. WXRST]

toting in the club w/ dev0 [prod. jvsper x nightclub20xx]

@makeangelscry
@deadat18

"oil found underground, considered as a valuable product that will make you rich."

black gold [prod. deadat18]

kill me twice w/ soulvanish [prod. wrongway!]

in the club but it feels like im in space//
im asleep but i miss being awake

@makeangelscry on everything

i miss being awake [prod. izoki]

Pain Meds (Feat. Dev0) [Sped Up] (Prod. Tenoji)

CRIMSON DROPS ON THE COLD FLOOR OF THE SEPULCHER
// BLOOD MIST AS I RISE FROM THE CRYPT

@makeangelscry

I WROTE THIS FROM THE BLOOD IN MY PALM [PROD. KMKZ]

TOMB RAIDER [PROD. AEXOU]

track three of "dead skin [ep]"

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lyrics: 

and I cant seem to remember the last time
i cant recall the last time i saw a fire like this inside somebody’s eyes
i don’t like the way it burns, i don’t like the way it hurts
i feel myself crash out when those flames dance
i’m a piece of shit for the way i treat myself
there’s not a single perfect human, and i know that
it’s not that, girl i’m telling you, it’s something else
it’s something ‘bout the way
it’s something ‘bout the way the world looks in the eyes of a man gone mad
i don’t like this look in your eyes - it’s a hunger i don’t understand

it’s been so fucking long since i’ve felt this
i don’t really get where my mind is headed
we're not the same, we're not the same
i shouldn’t love you i don’t fucking get it
i been going fucking crazy like all day, like all night
it feels like armageddon inside this box that i live
the same air is getting fucking stale
i’m ghost white, i’m fucking pale
walking ‘round on eggshells, you hate this, and I know that
tell your friends that i’m a fucking fail
i spaz out when i text you
block my number, i beg you
i just wanna forget you
close my eyes, you’re still in my bedroom
i can’t shake this
i can’t shake this, i can’t shake it off
would you follow me if you heard i had taken off?
fuck it
yeah, this life i live is dangerous
i’m fucking crazy but i was tailor-made to be a star <3

i feel myself crash out when those flames dance
i’m a piece of shit for the way i treat myself
there’s not a single perfect human, and i know that
it’s not that, girl i’m telling you, it’s something else
it’s something ‘bout the way
it’s something ‘bout the way the world looks in the eyes of a man gone mad
i don’t like this look in your eyes - it’s a hunger i don’t understand x2

MUSIC VIDEO

armageddon saved my life [prod. lil biscuit]

real modern bard gothglam steppa
nordic seance gravedigger

ily
prod. @aexou

PAPERWEIGHT [PROD. AEXOU]

polyjuice w/ dev0 (prod. rav3n)

rot city [prod. living puff]

Spotify

prettyb0y [##drunk freestyle] w/ dev0 (prod. rav3n)

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LEGAL NOTICE: THE STORY, NAMES, CHARACTERS, AND INCIDENTS PORTRAYED IN THIS STORY ARE FICTITIOUS. NO IDENTIFICATION WITH ACTUAL PERSONS (LIVING OR DECEASED), PLACES, OR PRODUCTS ARE INTENDED NOR SHOULD BE INFERRED. ANY SUCH RESEMBLANCE IS PURE COINCIDENCE.

<3

surgery

surgery (prod. 1thheo)

@makeangelscry 
prod. @aexou
/// thank u 444 the support
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lyrics:

pull up 2 the scene witta hunger, get my money up
bitch she bhad as fuck her face is tatted she gon take it off
i know she got a mans, i dont care, i wont run it by him
fuck a brother honor system, i only honor god

posted by the back pew kneeled down, prayed up
glock nine in my bible cover in tha glove box
bitch u kno i made it up once i can do it twice
its cold when ur lonely but this shit do or die

i was downbad but i struck gold, im black gold 
they dont know my name but god knows that their ex do
walk around, platform boots, goth angel
stiletto by my nuts yuh, this shit is cutthroat

god by my side bitch u kno that i lightmaxx
aura unmatched and ik they dont like that
10 toes down imma die standin right up
i dont even need real life im a creator

she said im an asshole, she say im a danger
turn off my location, she dont know to take it
i can watch my words turn to life when i say em
i get manic, drain my bank cuz im dissociating

and i know u stay on my waitlist
my soul is fkin hollow i feel weightless
i know i made u hate me when the day ends
cuz theres noone more foul than a loved one x2

foul [prod. aexou]

⭐ pornstar (scarlett) ⭐

w/ @dev0x

u only say it when u need
u never say it when u mean it

cover: @lil.whiteyyy on ig

##iphone6 w/ dev0 (prod. wuski)

hollywood

hollywood+++ (prod. wuski)

philippine pesos w/ dev0 (prod. ourlastkiss x nightclub20xx)

my heart beats outta my chest when
you stare with ur 
you stare with ur
bone piercing eyes
my armor plates
cant hold their strength
i cant restrain
quill dipped in pain
the basin dries
i cannot find
a single stain
of whats left behind

my heart is imploding, my head is exploding
i try to contain it but i cant control it
the shephard is herding, the prophet is roaming
theyre searching the homes of the exiled vermin
they say im a [ugh] im a pest, yea
the light is the truth in my head, yea
i do this til im on my deathbed
grasping at throats with my left hand
sword in my right, the blood runs to the hilt
this look in my eyes make em run for the hills
the lore it runs deep, they dont know bout the guild
avalanche snow make their bones feel the chill
fall over backwards, sleepwalk thru the castle, uh
i wake up, the shit got me gasping
grasping around for the dagger i have when
i got to sleep shaking and anxious

the siren's called the sirens home
baby dont u know
its cold outside so grab ur coat
eyes glued on the colt
gunsmoke flows, the barrels chrome
the muzzle flash, it blinds
u cant hold onto a ghost
so let it go tonight

my armor plates
cant hold their strength
i cant restrain
quill dipped in pain
the basin dries
i cannot find
a single stain
of whats left behind

boneshard

boneshard [prod. gusuck]

early bird gets the worm i woke up in robin jeans
never love a bitch, shawty tryna clip my angel wings
devo in the back pouring sprite, watch him make it pink
never running low on mana, magic is my alchemy

meet up with another one, think i saw u in my dreams
beater whip, windows down making out to chief keef
u can be my glo girl if u like my glo guys
cocaina fantasy, fell in love to strobe lights

chromehearts skull cap
retarded scumbag
call out, dont come back
jus show me ur not dead

making my way from the muddiest trench
might have fucked up, left my heart in ur bed
choosing my words from the songs in my head
singing you lullabies that dont exist

do u watch the birds bathe when theyre in the birdbath
if we had it her way this would be a bloodbath
did i have the matches or did i have the gas
i was back in emmas room, you were somewhere else
did i do it worse than some1 else
ik u like the pain thats why u like my blade

u make me feel im livin a
teenage dream 
the way u turn me on 
i cant sleep
lets run away and dont ever look back

teenage dream

teenage dream [prod. telepath2000]

final remaster
@cryingondrugs
@airavata_beats

[crybirth x makeangelscry] ~ good riddance // emma's room (prod. airavata)

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/LtrqLXKPUvg

LYRICS:

I keep a vision of her, she keeps a switch in her purse
angel in disguise, she puts the ritalin first
she pops another pill if she can't think of the words
I drop one in my drink 'til I can't think about her

she walks around the city with a blade by her side
she holds it even closer as the day turns to night
its the same razor used to cut her K into lines
on the same leather sofa she would lay on to die

nosebleed angel with her face to the white
the blood drips down, it makes the tabletop shine
she got a pink glock nine, to her brain, its held tight
once they're blown out, she'll spread her angel wings wide

paint my room red so that you're always around
now i don't think I'll ever step outside this small yellow house
every night I go to sleep on our leather couch
comatose until the sun comes out from the clouds

but its been dark ever since, I think i lost track of the time
the hour hand spins, the lightning cracks in the sky
i cant tell whats up or down, another addy, I'm fine
another half and I'll fly, I just lost track of what's high

Down In my casket I lie, got too much baggage to fly
the teardrops drip down the bags of my eyes
i still have the necklace that you had on that night
i hold the gem up to my heart in case I happen to die

the sapphire shines when I imagine your eyes
the way that they would glint when u look back into mine
i grasp it tighter than the grip felt from the overgrown vines
im trapped inside this cycle like you're trapped in my mind

your ashes look like stardust, when they're spread on the lake
the tidal waves come in and out, then send you away
I know it fucking sucks to be dependant on fate
Cuz every night I wonder if you ended up safe

I hope the angels take you in again as one of their own
I hope they say your name, I hope they welcome you home
on the table by the couch I found you left me a note
on an old piece of paper I once sent with a rose, it went:

"I wish that I could see myself the way you see me through
I know that's the reason you won't think I'm leaving you
You always used to tell me: 'girl, your demons fear you too'
But I'm the only demon for myself, and here's the proof.

I'll never lose the dreams we shared, I hope it's clear to you
And anyone who won't believe in you is clearly fooled
though you'll never be with me again, I'll always be with you
From now until the next life that we share, I'll see you soon."

sapphire necklace [prod. misery]

"brain stew"

tell me why i shiver at night alone in my room
when i think a little too much I feel my brain start to stew
to the point where if I open my mouth up they'll all come loose
I don't got a single thing to lose to tell you the truth
so let me spill it out on you before i kill myself boo
because the longer i dont talk, the more I feel I'll stay mute
all the thoughts that boil in my head they feel like a noose
i cant escape the way they choke me out while thinking of you
i know it sounds so fucking twisted when I put this in words
cuz how i feel is complicated, but what isn't with her?
I told you how she broke my heart, yeah, you were with me, you heard
I want you to hold my hand, as i go spread my wings in the hearse
I won't leave you though, I just don't know how else to express
I feel I have no breath with all this shit on my chest
you're the only one that understands me more than the rest
i feel stupid writing 'bout you, but I won't drop the pen
I'll keep going nonetheless, I cut myself on the desk
let me finish up this page, I watch it soak up the red
I put my life into these songs, all the tears and the sweat
and not to mention all my time, but fuck it all, I digress
i have a tendency to off go on tangents, i feel the devil speak
his words exit my lips, when I'm truly too fucking dead to speak
his thoughts are in my head, I'm possessed, I don't think I'll get to see
a day past twenty, I thought I'd be dead when I was seventeen
a long year later and im feeling the same way
my ship is fucking sinking im so wrecked, I scream mayday
my lungs fill up with water, when I look at her chain lace
so I can better appreciate all the air that you gave me
I know I sound like im dumb when i talk this in my songs
This shit it comes from my heart, but really, girl, really how could it not?
With all the shit that I was, and all that broke me apart
Which part of me do you love? me, or who I'm gonna become?
I gotta admit that I be confused from abuse
I swear its nothing about you, its from the blacks and the blues
but that just motivates me more to write these songs on the move
catch me up on top the moon, yeah imma take you here too
I been walking so damn long, you see the blood on these shoes?
I don't think there's hope for me, I do this shit all for you
I don't really got a future, but I want one for you
but yeah, one of these days, you know imma run from my room

'brain stew' [prod. tundra beats]

w/ @kaitaymusic

[makeangelscry]

shes fucking morphing, i see the changes
she's fucking morphine, i swear she's like a -

her eyes like the pacific, you know I miss them
i dont wanna let her know that imma fucking dip so
imma hit her phone once, with a paragraph
once she reads the message imma block and never hit her back
i know it sounds bad, but its more than that, i swear
its way too complicated, yeah its not that I don't care
i gave you way more sleepless nights than i could really spare
and in return i got a stone cold stare

your eyes are hollow, i cant take it
hold the glock close, shoot it, watch 'em shape-shift
where'd my drugs go, i think you faced them
if i listen to my gut, you're pretty but so dangerous
i can't shake this, i cant evade it
lil demon shawty off the molly, she so brainless
shes fucking morphing, i see the changes
she's fucking morphine, i swear she's like a pain med

[kai taylor]

lyrics soon

[makeangelscry]

i can't shake this, i cant evade it
lil demon shawty off the molly, she so brainless
shes fucking morphing, i see the changes
she's fucking morphine, i swear she's like a pain med
(like a pain med)

pain med shawty w/ kai taylor [prod. miracle]

lyrics:

im just tryna make it out my bedroom
before i fade away just like our breaths do
after everything that we been through
its still cold outside, and my rents due

i wont make it to august
i got pills in my pocket
feel like zombie
your pics in my locket
i dove in too quick 
all the waves make me nauseous

im seasick
writing all this shit for no reason
im bleeding
crimson on her teeth when shes feeding
im fiending for a piece of me to believe it
cuz i cant bring myself to see this

shes making me die in the moonlight
i cant find a way to keep my mind right
inebriated off the moonshine
sitting in a ditch i cant seem to climb high

im just tryna make it out my bedroom
before i fade away just like our breaths do
after everything that we been through
its still cold outside, and my rents due

my cold heart's warm from your touch babe, yeah
im just tryna make it out the basement
going too fast in the stang yeah
cuz your bright blue eyes they drive me crazy

love's a fucking downer but ill stay up
all those days i would keep a blade tucked
im living in a dream, im feeling shameless
january came I still wont wake up

after everything that we been through
its still cold outside, and my rents due

an empty soul speaks [prod. kubsy]

fka bled/
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manic ##%prince^^<3

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