I NEED TO GET AWAY [PROD. WHITECXFFIN]

SUPER SOLDIER (FEAT. MCH6)  [PROD. CHULL]

BITCRUSHED BLOOD W/ MALWARE

cloudy days every day in my head
rainy days everyday on my mind
sometimes i don't even know who i am
if i'm my enemy or not
i can't sleep, i can't stop thinking
i'm just overthinking everything
i just want to stop feeling everything 
i would like to be able to feel as i want
as i want
i would like to be able to really smile as i want
this is getting  so hard

so hard, so hard, so hard
everything is getting so hard
i dont wanna be here no more
i dont wanna do anything no more
everything is hurting so much
i don't like my face, i don't like who i am
i can't see myself in the mirror
one day i would like to be able to do it
but to be honest i cant do that fucking shit
i don't think i can survive
because i have so much pain, every fucking day
i dont want to feel the shit i feel

cloudy days every day in my head
rainy days everyday on my mind
sometimes i don't even know who i am
if i'm my enemy or not
i can't sleep, i can't stop thinking
i'm just overthinking everything
i just want to stop feeling everything

crying in da emo club [prod. buhguul]

i don’t like the way you talk to me when i’m not okay 
all these thoughts in my head make me wanna blow my brain
i thought you’d give me everything
but you gave me nothing (2x)

silence speaks loud yeah i know
so i ignore em always blowin up my phone 
i am not okay leave me alone
pull up w the k n shoot my own dome
insane mental patient lock me away
we are not the same go away cos we don’t relate
i don’t wanna leave my house i’d rather see my blade
always oversharing cos i can’t hide my pain
life is so scary and i don’t wanna live it
wanna kill myself so i always keep my distance 
never feel okay but you fuckers never listen
get lit off my pain and that’s why i’m always slittin 
i don’t wanna get better cos this pain gone make me rich
remember your fucking face with every single fucking slit
never leave my house keep on acting like a fucking bitch 
keep myself depressed cos you fuckers getting lit off it

i don’t like the way you talk to me when i’m not okay 
all these thoughts in my head make me wanna blow my brain
i thought you’d give me everything
but you gave me nothing (2x)

I THINK THIS IS A CRY FOR HELP BUT YOU'RE GONNA GET LIT ANYWAY [PROD. LUVLUS]

struggling with myself
cant feel anything anymore
learn to hate yourself

i cut my friends off
its all i had
i am desperate
for fucking love
i cant take this anymore
i dont wanna live
wont you save me
i wont be saved
unlovable face, unlovable personality deficiency
what the fuck is wrong with me
i dont know
i dont know

i cant see past these lies cause they burn so deep
burn my skin off, this pain is tranquility

hate on myself for good
youll leave once you see my face
i think im ugly
ugly fucking waste of space

living in constant fear
i dont know why im like this
everyone they judge me
judge me for all

learn to hate yourself

lyrics-

walking round the city i got eyes in my back 
i can feel the envy cos i got my life on track 
everybody switching ima take em off the map
everybody doubtin they gone wish they never had (2x)

whisper to the trees i hear ya silence speak 
demons pray on me cos i been feelin weak 
step into my castle it’s your soul that i reap 
takin all this medication just so i can sleep 
it’s so fuckin crazy how the virus spread
everybody got a virus in they head 
i’m fuckin sorry for all the demons that i have fed
my fuckin mental is only holding on by a thread 
i’m loosing everything
i’m loosing passion man
i’m using everything 
drugs give me passion back 
i know she want me back 
but she can’t have me back 
everything’s a drag 
so done w being sad
crystal clear vision virus know what they want 
ima tell you what i want and i won’t even front 
i just want some peace and quiet smokin on my blunt
i just want these fuckin voices to leave me alone

walking round the city i got eyes in my back 
i can feel the envy cos i got my life on track 
everybody switching ima take em off the map
everybody doubtin they gone wish they never had (2x)

sittin alone in my room i’m goin insane hoe
i double the barrel my shotty it go thru my brain tho 
virus all over my body so you know the brand hoe
i do not know what u talkin u ain’t got no bands bro
you can’t get up in the team the roster is closed off
got your bitch all in my room she takin her clothes off
virus gang up in the room they shuttin the streets down
they cannot do it like me, king of the underworld

EYES IN MY BACK [PROD. SANPERSEUS]

Windowless 7 bedroom motel on the gulf of new lunarville.

WITH: @WASTEYUTERAPPER
PROD: @RETROKAMISAMA
MIX: @C3OF & @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[SAINT SLEEP]
Unforeseen consequences
A free man with rose tinted lenses
Beg for holographic gold inside a shipyard
Let the sound of smoke surround and Choke the stars
It's a cold world out there
Better bring a jacket for the cold air
X marks the spot send a postcard back when you lost with no direction

[HOOK]X2
Lost in a white dust bowl
X marks the spot get coordinates
Search for the treasure with a metal rod
Better get a plate for the severed hand of God
Watch where you walk

[ORCHADIA]
Looking from the outside in
Im tired of always seeing all the skin
Things are always better in the end
I dont really want to reminisce
More time more lies more in
My disguise my guise my kin
Word to the wise wrong to the right
Doesnt really mean shit
Forget it

[HOOK]X2
Lost in a white dust bowl
X marks the spot get coordinates
Search for the treasure with a metal rod
Better get a plate for the severed hand of God
Watch where you walk

Vocal sample taken from "House on Haunted Hill" (1959)

EYES IN MY BACK [PROD. SANPERSEUS]

‎MALWARE (@malware.vi)