an original song by AwayMay.  Dark club energy heavy 808s synths and shadows vocals hit deep raspy and falsetto like a confession in motion no intro just vibe straight into the tension trap soul meets rnb in a neon blur temptation wins grace fades you feel it in your chest and your regrets built for late nights and haunted hearts

High Will

Back Then is a soulhop time capsule from rushdj, SummersGone, and AwayMay.  For the ones who caught feelings in high school and still think about the good old days.. raspy verses no singing just real talk over boom bap drums and dusty jazz loops.. heartbreak cracked concrete long walks home and the kind of love that fades but never really leaves.  Play it late play it loud let it loop when the world gets quiet

Back Then

ickysticky

loss-less

just some fire sound arts and word play n.n 

UV_Intensity

ice cold

void walker

Fade into black like an extra in a Scorsese flick
Guess you could say I was good while it lasted
Lately, I feel like I should've been casted
In movies with actors that died before fifty
Revered but you still see the pain on the screen
In twenty-five years, I'll be what they were
How could I be so sure? BECAUSE I just wanna fade away
From a wildflower to a bouquet
If you knew me then, you wouldn't know me now
I've been playin' my role, but I don't know how You don't need me, it's too late
A souvenir is all I am now
You don't need me, it's too late
A memory is all I am now Try to find
Try to find
Try to find
Try to find

[Chorus]
Try to find my way out
Try to find my way out
And I'm gone, gone, gone
Fading out, fading out
Fading out, fading out

[Verse]
You a slave to your rhythm and pace
Slow down, that's what my voice would say
You ain't missin' much, keep goin' where you came from
Hard to run away when there's nowhere to escape from
But we try and we try
Fleeting feelin' fillin' up, need it more than life
I am the Holy Ghost in the house of God
Exorcism, ridin' demons, and they callin' me
To go home, to go home
But I can't pick up the phone, I'm already gone Far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away
Far away, far away, far away Okay, fuck it, this just how it is
Look at all this shit I did
I could've been better
Look at all the things I hid
Now I'm stuck with all this guilt
Everything I built
It's gettin' harder to remember how it felt
If I was dyin' right now, would you save me?
Maybe, I don't even think I wanna be saved
Please, say somethin' else, baby, entertain me
All of these decisions that I'm makin' drive me crazy

[Pre-Chorus]
Waitin' on the day when all my problems fade away
Wishin' I could leave my body, look at me decay
I can hear the voices, they get louder every day
Tired of existin', wishin' I could run away

[Chorus]
Waitin' on the day when all my problems fade away
Wishin' I could leave my body, look at me decay
I can hear the voices, they get louder every day
Tired of existin', wishin' I could run away

[Verse 2]
Okay, okay, I said it, now you know
Wish I was a kid again, I wish I didn't grow
Nothin' ever happened, I just didn't wanna show
I know, I know, I should've just said it before

[Pre-Chorus]
Waitin' on the day when all my problems fade away
Wishin' I could leave my body, look at me decay
I can hear the voices, they get louder every day
Tired of existin', wishin' I could run away Feelin' like I'm in a vacuum, in a raccoon hat
If you knew how to fly, would you ever come back?
Mushroom cloud 'til the sky turn black
I'm lookin' at the stars on a clear night
Could disappear right now, no fear, right?
I wonder what would happen if I up and died
Would they be satisfied if I wasn't alive?
Look at me fade into the distance
For my presence, there's a lesser existence
I'm gone, ain't nobody gon' miss this
My new song for those who don't listen
I don't see my name on the marquee
This world, a video game, they don't play me
So why not level up? What's above?
Never know unless I get up out this tub

Fadin' out
Fadin' out
Fadin' out
Fadin' out
Fadin' out If I died tonight, would you cry for me?
And would you hide the tears? Would you lie to me?
'Cause you been so close and never spoke
But now you sayin' my name like it's somethin' I never heard before
It's like I never even seen your face
My body floatin' in the tub, mind in outer space
Like, when you leave this Earth, what do you take with you?
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Cover of Bad Girls - WEARETHEGOOD
This track is a whole vibe for anyone who keeps falling for the one they know they shouldnt its that acoustic reggae feel with a dubstep drop that hits just right smooth vocals with a little grit telling that story about being drawn to a bad girl even when your mom said not to play with fire a real one for the playlist when youre in your feels but still want a beat that slaps no cap just press play and let it ride

void walker

Mami Wolf