Sleep; restful sleep that is disrupted  by a disorientating and somewhat disturbing dream. Only partially inspired by the poem "Intimations of Immortality" by William Wordsworth but the composition title does come from a line in the poem.
I would recommend this poem. To me I find it very moving. At the start of the poem the poet regrets the passing of a time (as a young child) when everything in nature seemed "as if apparelled in celestial light". Now he tries to and partially/fleetingly reclaims that feeling but anxiety and despair creep back. From my 21th. C atheist viewpoint his "intimations of immortality" seem quite forced and wishful thinking. The poem, however, is very moving and resonates with partially formed thoughts that it stimulates in the reader.

The Fields of Sleep

Sent some guitars to the Arkestar https://soundcloud.com/ocean-of-tunes-presents... the Maestro came up with this lil' wonder :)

I WON'T LET MY HEROES DIE
If U want 2 bring my world down, U were never down!
Do what U think makes U right, your Heaven's nearer!
U might think U want mine, so lay it down,
'Cause you're never so wrong 'bout it, in your life!

Back up the World, it's gonna need a major clean,
Shut down the drives & we might just get out alive,
remember the Peace, remember there's a way outta here,
4get all the greed, regret all the wanting & needs.

U can rely, there's truth in my lies, there's truth in the words I've got 2 hide,
I Can't tell U why, I can't tell U how, but I can't be honest with U now.

Sun's in the Sky, I'm closing my eyes,
Closing 'em tight its my disguise,
you're hearing my sighs, you're asking me why,
I don't have the words to sympathise,

Was my life, once mine? being fed all the zero's
Alphabet still seems light, 'cause you've stolen my Heroes,
Patience now has run dry, gotta breathe 2b near U,
'Cause I, Won't let my Heroes Die!

I Won't let my Heroes Die

Arkestar w/mOag - i wOn't let my herOes die

Songwriter - Beth Williams    
www.BethWilliamsMusic.com
LYRIC VIDEO HERE: https://youtu.be/9L1VvuHXq3Q
Download Available https://bethwilliamsmusic.bandcamp.com/

A LADDER  I CAN CLIMB - Beth Williams Music

Hamburg, Herbst

Wondrous Drug

Wrote this one a few years ago but only just got round to mixing it recently. 

Words & Music E.Andrews copyright 2020 

Recorded & Mixed @ Beach Hut 25 Studios By Lizzie Andrews

Guilty

Garddwr Rhuddgoch (Instrumental)

I Am Ready

Got my back now come to the front
Need to see the face that I want
Come on come on come on come on

The past is not a place we can dwell
If you've got a secret to tell
Go on go on go on go on

I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
If you are

Worked up the nerve an finally said it
Immediately regret it
Of course of course of course of course

Not surprised by the rejection
Whole life has been de-selection
Oh well oh well oh well oh well

I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
If you are

Got my back now come to the front
Need to see the face that I want
Come on come on come on come on

I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
If you are

Album art by Jody Tseng
https://www.instagram.com/jodytsengart

ISRC:
ushm82266972

I'm Ready

Cecil's Theory Explained

Gene Jumper, Long Way From Home # 1, Keitonie on Bass & Drums, Gene On Dobro & Harmonica.

long way from home

Long Way From Home # 1, Gene Jumper,(Original) Keitonie  On Bass & Drums, Gene On Dobro & Harmonica

why must there be 
so much indifference
I watch you play your life 
like a movie screen
calculate it now 
it won't add up later
it's easy to ignore 
what you cannot see
who cares what's wrong, 
who cares what's right
you're alone today, 
we're alone tonight

all I ever wanted
was a little acceptance, and a little chance.
that's all I ever wanted
but when I take your hand, all I have 
is the hand of patience.

we won't live forever 
so why the wait
you'll be puzzling out your life 
'til it's too late
open your eyes 
let them take their fill
'cause love's no good 
when it's in your will
a prisoner of bonds 
that have no key
I can break those chains, 
I'll set you free

all I ever wanted
was a little acceptance, and a little chance.
that's all I ever wanted
but when I take your hand, all I have 
is the hand of patience.

avoid the bad
and take the good
you can't tell what's good 
if you refuse to try
you can’t hide
behind your colours
i see you
in black and white.
nobody is glorious, 
everyone is limited
and everyone's irrelevant
when they die.

Hand of Patience

Bad keys, shaky shakers, 
acoustic and tremolo guitars... 
I try to not grill ALL of these ingredients
ALL of the time... but it’s hard.

Arkestar w/mOag - i wOn't let my herOes die

man On a grill