Co-wrote this with Neil from Three Days Grace

Forever

Oh Israel - Tyson James

Where the fuck were you when I broke?
When I begged the sky and choked?
My friends? All gone.
My prayers? All wrong.
My soul?
A tomb dressed up in skin.

I screamed in silence 
You blinked and turned.
I bled in daylight 
You laughed and burned.

My name?
Just ash caught in a storm.
My heart?
Roadkill for the gods you swore were warm.

EXISTENCE IS A LIE, A JOKE, A SCAR!
I’M DROWNING IN A GRAVE, NEVER MADE IT FAR!
TRUST IS A ROPE, WRAPPED TIGHT ’ROUND MY THROAT!
I’D BURN THIS WORLD JUST TO WATCH IT CHOKE!
JUST SO STUPID BULLSHIT, LIFE'S A JOKE!

I gave you all.
You gave me rot.
My family prayed 
But God forgot.

The Devil whispers in lullabies,
And I hum along like it’s all alright.
You said “Stay strong.”
But where were you
When I carved my hate into every wound?

My mirror shows a traitor’s grin 
My own reflection turned me in.

I don’t want to breathe.
I don’t want to be.
I don’t want to feel this corpse in me.

Light is poison.
Love is cruel.
Hope is a loaded fucking tool.

FUCK YOU — for telling me it gets better!
FUCK YOU — for leaving me with letters!
FUCK YOU — GOD, for making me dirt!
AND FUCK ME — FOR BELIEVING IT HURT!

EXISTENCE IS A WOUND THAT NEVER HEALS!
A MASK I WEAR WHILE TIME CONSUMES WHAT’S REAL!
I AM THE FIRE, I AM THE END!
I AM WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU BREAK… AND NEVER MEND.

There is no redemption.
Just silence…
And me.

Existence

This is for those that has loved ones in heaven or passed away like I do

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Plan For Me featuring Melanie Greenwood
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Lyrics:

Plan For Me

Verse I
Dear son or daughter
I know we never met
I never saw your first breath
Or take your first step
I was so young me and ye mom
we got along 
but we just weren’t ready
Regrets there’s been many

Heavy on my shoulders
You’d be five this October
But it just gets colder
every year I don’t know ye

We picked out names
But we were so afraid
My heart still aches 
I’d do whatever it takes

If I could go back in time and make a change I would
If I could bring ye back to life erase the pain I would
If I could pray ye back tonight with no delay I would
I’ll meet you up in heaven back together for good

Chorus

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
It was not your plan for me
I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I’m right where I’m supposed to be

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I never left Your hands
Never left Your plan
Was Never unplanned... I never left Your hands

Verse II

Mom and dad I understand 
But I wish I had the chance
I’ll never feel the touch of hands
Or ever walk across the sand

I know I wasn’t planned
But if you saw the way I dance
I would have led a band
But I’ll never know romance
 
If born I would a changed the world
If born I’d of been your baby girl
If born you would a seen me twirl
Brown eyes and golden curls
And guess what I still love you
Let it go, I still love you

Chorus

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
It was not your plan for me
I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I’m right where I’m supposed to be

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I never left Your hands
Never left Your plan
Was Never unplanned... I never left Your hands

Bridge

Mom & Dad
I know it hurts right now
But don’t let the past shape your future
You’ve got your whole life ahead of you

God’s already forgiven you
If you can just find the strength now
And forgive yourself
I love ye and I’ll see you up here soon

Chorus

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
It was not your plan for me
I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I’m right where I’m supposed to be

I was never unplanned, unplanned, unplanned
I never left Your hands
Never left Your plan
Was Never unplanned... I never left Your hands


Outro

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away

Plan For Me

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