4 u my dear

fell down w/ seph [prod me + numb + seph]

Breaking down; Once again 
Find me close; in your skin
There’s no where to go
I can’t call for home
I just need to know 

Why you bleed tonight 
(There’s nowhere to go
I’m your skin
Find me in your home
I’ll bleed out) 
I don’t know why
(Write it on your note 
Don’t forget 
I need you the most) 
Why you bleed tonight

Girl I bleed out
Spending time smoking loud smoking rifa 
I don’t care if you think I don’t need you
But I need you
Yeah I need you; on my own

Is it all my fault
That you’ve been through it all
We’ve gone to hell and back
Nobody can understand 

The way I see you
You bleed
As I watched 
You leave

Was is all for me
Was it all for me
Was it all your plan 
To get me hooked on you
I’ll never dream again
Never bleed again

Bleed ft Rihu

had to go back to da basics ↻
@heyscirpy

lyrics: 
live my life all alone
take advice on my own
but i can't stop me being dumb
been a long time ion mess wit noone
i'm drifting feeling numb
in the back of the car can't feel shit
took 2 much can't feel my lungs

don't tell me that i'm different
cuz i'll tell you that i'm not
these bitches complicated 
i don't know where i'll end up
took everything i got
too many thoughts in my mind
heart bruised up but i act like i'm fine
only took 2 weeks just to ruin my life now

throw it all away
yea i don't wanna live this life
said i wouldn't change
lately it's been hard i think i might
yea smoke too much
yea i think i'm gone
used 2 talk about what we were
shit changed i don't really like to talk no more

it tears me to pieces
when i think you need me
i need u more
why wouldn't u tell me what i was for
u used me and threw me away
im recycled i can't get up

recycled ↻ (scirpy)

shoutout to all my friends//
artwork by @09990s23 on instagram
prod me + @notthesameithink + @hiseph
vocals by me and @hiseph
mix by me
lyrics,
rimeren:
She just wanna talk I said girl not now,
All these thoughts in my brain yeah they screaming so loud,
Yeah we going up, got me singing to the crowd,
I've been getting luck got me reaching from the ground,
Can you pick me up? cuz you saw I fell down,
You won't fall in love if I'm not around,
Everybody sit back watching like a crowd,
Do it my way, I don't feel bound,
Got him spinning like a Beyblade,
I'm just tryna get paid while you get played,
Wanna guard my heart, keep a slow pace,
You was talking down you get no shade,
Saying dumb things, I don't know you,
Shouldn't have to say it twice yeah I'm so thru,
Couldnt listen to these things that I told you,
Dont need to hold you, know that you're cold too..

seph:
you only tryna see me when you’re upside down
she gon build me up
just to tear it all down
rip out my heart
turn it inside out
stuck in repetition
but you’re looking so proud

im tryna make it right with you
can’t help but feel like you don’t want me to
not tryna be in sight of you
coming full circle
even when im hurting

making money moves
yea that’s urgent
you said we was a team
like, what happened?
there ain’t no “you & me”
that was past tense
i know we’ll never own up to our actions

you only tryna see me when you’re upside down
she gon build me up
just to tear it all down
rip out my heart
turn it inside out
stuck in repetition
but you’re looking so proud

fell down

jesus loves you
prod, mix, and vocals, by me
|put your faith in him and you will prosper|
Lyrics,
Talking I’m tryna make it work, 
but I need you I wanna hear your words,
When I see you your a blur,
Oh and we sit knowing that it hurts,
Keep tryna put me to the dirt,
And I hear all of your words,
Can you help find me?
I don’t want you to see me at my worst,

And you know I can fix it all, You wanna watch me fall,
Don’t wanna end it all, They wanna see me tall,
Stop talking to the wall, It’s making you look small,
You don’t know how it feels, to know your the last straw,
And you shine in the sky tonight, but you only blind me,
To scared to talk to you, hope you could find me,
Feels so unlike me, oh do I keep trying?
I shouldn’t be fighting, you’re stuck in my sighting,
Stay as my company, hold me close so we could see,
Feelings stuck, can you set me free?
All these thoughts got me stuck between us,
Tell me what you really want from me,
All these lies don’t know what to believe,
I can see it falling far from me,
Everything that I wanted to be,
(Girl just let me know)
How it will play out in the end,
Am I sitting here wasting time that I spend?
I know your mistaken, you want this to end,
You want me to help you so let’s not pretend,
Oh it’s the same thing, over and over,
When I try and end it, I’m getting slower,
You think that you found your luck, but I’m not a clover,
You say that you needed me, stay till it’s over,

Talking I’m tryna make it work, 
but I need you I wanna hear your words,
When I see you your a blur,
Oh and we sit knowing that it hurts,
Keep tryna put me to the dirt,
And I hear all of your words,
Can you help find me?
I don’t want you to see me at my worst,


new era.

reconsider

i watch u bleed 
u watch me bleed 
u dont need me 
u dont see me 
i hate you completely 
and i dont like the memories 
look at what u did to me 
and now we js history 
apart of his story 😒


i watch u bleed 
u watch me bleed 
u dont need me 
u dont see me 
i hate you completely 
and i dont like the memories 
look at what u did to me 
and now we js history 
apart of his story 😒

i hate u completely

this is a song about being neglected, not losing a girl. 

ive watched you leave my heart 
i dont wanna fight alone 
i dont wanna fight alone 
i dont wanna fight alone 

you dont even wanna talk it out 
yeah ur stuck in ur head u need to get out 
ur not gonna pick me over ur friends now 
ur friends now 
ur friends now 
ur friends now 

im so alone 
i dont know 
i dont know 
i dont know 

ive given up 
on usssssssss
whatever u want 
say it with ur chest for once 
tellin me that ur done 
does that rlly mean ur done? 
can u b serious for one last time 
im readin thru ur lies 

i been thinkin 2 myself why cant u die? 
maybe then ill have a better life 
if you’d use ur brain you’d have a better lie 
i give up n ion rlly wanna try 


you’re all i want 
you’re all i ever had 


i stray away 
from youuuuuuu 
today 

this my last song 
about us 
about you 
cus idk what to do 
i think im thru 
i think im thru  

ive given up on you.

neglected, out of love

hello stranger,
It's been some time since we last spoke
do you still remember me?
Do you remember my own name?
I feel your warmth inside my conscious,
and it's driving me insane.

Why did we end?
Was it all pretend?
Tell me baby.
Cause you really meant the world to me..
(cause you really meant the world to me)

and then u took my heart and threw it out..
all the things we talked about?
Look me in my eyes and tell me
would you dare to die without me?
Reach into my chest and see
the heart that's barely b-beating,
i can see you lying here,
can i see your scars my dear?

i can fill the void inside you
i'm the one should i remind you?
(i can fill the void inside you
i'm the one should i remind you)

don't be scared (no don't be scared)
i'm right here, i'm right here (i'm right here)
don't be scared, im right here (i'm right here)
you're such a mess,
come with me.
You were born a fiend,
come pour this kerosene
upon these hollow artifiacts
Of our past (of our past)

unwritten goodbye (vasthearts, yuusef)

*I can see the world with you*
*My love for you won’t be minute*
*Is it too much to ask for can I chose?*
*The one it’s always you*
*Put me back in two*

You made feel brand new
Trust is all in you 
I need you I’m in twos
Put me back in two 
Put me back in-

@ilyzayy

Put me back in twos 
Wish I could it was easy when I’m with you
*With you*
With you with you with you
*So come on*

You push me away so often
I can tell it’s me you wanted 
But is it somebody else?
No there’s nobody else but you. 

To numb I know I’m a problem
Fuck up everything I know
Hopes there’s still something there
I was just unprepared 
*for someone like you cause*

@deadatdawn

You made feel brand new
Trust is all in you 
I need you I’m in twos
Put me back in two 
Put me back in-

With you Ft ilyzayy

да я знаю

feat @nepmir
prod @pyu
lyrics:
@xayaroth
just wanna show u what i really want 
we've been doing nothing we should rlly stop
do i put the trust in or baby do i not
cause ill be rushing rushing another heart lock

and u told me too
run around show me what your heart can do
cover myself self cause it all for you 
if you want me to 

when i see the bag ima get it raf sim jeans 
im always fitted 
idgaf what u say 
yea its my life ima do it my way

@nepmir:
and i
and i dont feel the same at all 
you was ripping me apart, yeah i feel it all 
doing all these drugs, yeah i feel it all 
yeah yeah
i wish you was here so i can hear you out 
and you make sick 
to my stomach 
and you make me weak
imma pass out 
and i cant do it 
and i cant do it 
and i cant do it

@xayaroth
said the same i dont wanna try anymore
all  of my regrets just knocking at the door 
can u feel my cheats cause ive been sore 
and they said its my fate since 2024 
its been up life in all regrets but its to late to late 
so go whats next 
all of my love my hate 
that i cannot take

i hate u completely

mana