even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - you could have stayed

broken and beating my head

produced by @killedmyself

cold autumn // dead winter

four fifteen

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4ctisd4N7Q&ab_channel=yesterday

its hard to believe you
and anything you say
dont take it personally
ill talk to myself for days
and think about the things
you do when youre without me
im self detrimental everyday
find a safe space in my brain
where im alone with you
i can say the things i always wanted to say

trust issues, i wish youd stay
theyre eating me away
trust issues, i wish youd say
something to ease the pain

its like you say things but you mean something else
the barren trees start reaching out to me
as i drive my car through familiar places
the only limits my imagination
when it comes to you
blind faith has proved
that im such a sucker

Follow me <3

trust issues

you begin to grow

produced by @killedmyself

coping

@qawikamri
@itsyungvan

LYRICS:
It's silent but i hear voices.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-i-keep-hearing-voices-annotated

☹
☹
☹

SPOTIFY

I Keep Hearing Voices (w Yung Van)

lyrics:
open your eyes tonight 
tell me what lies inside your mind
cause I cannot tell
restless sleeping 
can’t stop dreaming of you, and I wanna die.
I been tired of everything and I-
can’t even breathe
you lied about what you dream at night cause I can tell from the tears that leak inside
you fuckin lied. 

-----------------
thankful for my new friends, and you guys.
thank you for your support.
ep soon.
i won't give up on you.

sleep walking...

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

@supachefm + @jvbeats666

move wit jay on guitar
idk why
i feel in love

jay rips guitars
i reach for the stars
after i dive in
you wrap in my arms again

i know its
love i can never control it
when i try to numb it down
i can never stop myself
breakin dashboards
swerving through the city like a crash course
fuck wit jay nd ima pull up like a task force!
neva begging I'm just taking what i asked for

you never felt the pressure like i did
wake up for years with bags on my eyelids
you don't like it
but i keep trying 
you keep on fighting
nd trying to confine it

spend a bag on that bitch and make a scene
she's the one i would see in my dreams
walk around while i flex all my bling
pull the smoke lose my breath and release

jay rips guitars
i know you want
me in the silence
to fall in your arms
i love the silence
and to lay in the dark
fucking me violent
and speak with our hearts again...

x2

i go away for a minute
acting like im living but im really never grinning
smoke a sac and lay a track and start spinning
head spinning
cup sippin
fuck around and ima turn into a ghost
angel tears fall when i sing at the shows
scream when i can cause i need you the most
live for the love that we share in our souls

move wit jay on guitar
i reach for stars
i don't know why its
so hard to move on
we're lost in violence
and the weight of my heart
i wish for silence
and a place to restart again...

Free Download

speak with our hearts (prod. jay vee)

prod. @notmorgn
feat. @supachefm

(guccihighwaters)

don't tell me that it’s working out
now that i sealed the cracks
always finding opportunities to
stab me in the back
a new life on the road of creation
im alone in my room 
they think im famous?

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train

hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit, gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

i gotta go
its getting cold
can’t stay
i have to hit the road
but they never told me i’d be alone
im feelin lost in my head so ill make a song

(supachefm)

they never told me id be alone
cracks in my heart
and cracks on my phone
waiting for the night where i would catch you lone
take it off or let me take you home

feel like a boxer when i beatin up da beat now
i turn the dancer from the show into a freak now
face down feet up wit her teeth out
gimme cheeks now gasping as i reach out

gucci send the track i give him flowys for the free
lil eskimo peepin bitches from a tree
live through my dreams supachef whip that heat
bustin down packs pullin smoke through my teeth

making my rounds while the storm start to whippin
a ghost in my town but a star in the making
she used to lie to my face for a min
fuck these bitches im just gettin to the digits

f

(guccihighwaters)

they all just say i changed
but i just feel the same way
im in the cut but my
head spinning like a beyblade
i put in work but fuck waiting for the pay day
they always want me on the track like a freight train
hit my traktrain for the beats
25 for a lease prolly 50 for a feat
they ask me why i charge
shit gucci gotta eat
but shit i gotta go
start stackin up these beats

(supachefm)

im always slaying on the beat
bitches tryna fuck me love to tell me im unique
ima make a ruckus
catch me stompin through da street
smokin on some pressure get the pack from overseas

feel the same (feat. supachefm)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

prod. QAWI and Lonnell
@qawikamri
@cozyboycries
@lonnellsuave

LYRICS:
my love is not enough for you
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-love-lyrics

Love (w Cøzybøy, Lonnell Suave)

prod: @capngrim

lyrics:
baby your love for me
was the only thing
keepin me away
from home
cuz all i know is pain
its the only thing 
i know

do you wanna die with me?
ive been high all day
its the only escape that works
i hope i die today
my life lines frayed
it shows

now youre comin back to me
but i wont pick up the phone
think you forgot bout me
its not that easy
dont hit me up, im gone

ive been drunk every night this week
dodge these feelings and go to sleep
but its hard to lay here all alone
dont wanna talk, just want some dome

all i know is pain (prod. cap'n grim)

some time (ft. ¥ake)

n,n x falls - i still remember it all (remix)

no samples.
@qawikamri
@cpt_sad

Music Video:-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-wBjjmumqs

Lyrics:-
tell me that you want me
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-if-you-got-the-time-lyrics

MUSIC VIDEO

If You Got The Time (w Yesterday)

prod. by @oilcolor

lyrics:
my head is riddled with all these thoughts
the times are changing i'm hesitating behind closed doors
i'm losing my desire more & more
stuck in the past with all my flaws
hoping to someday see the shore
cause i've been drowning through these past couple years
living in fear of changing the gear
waiting for someone to help me steer
before i crash into the pier

i'll counter the past that keeps holding me back
i know that there is more to me than what i lack
i'm taking this life i lead
tear down the walls until my hands start to bleed yeah
cause i've been driving in neutral for far too long.

words before my birthday (prod. oilcolor)

produced by yusei (twitter: twitter.com/junkiewill )

lyrics:

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

blue jay fitted
i been pushed around and now im super fucking livid
once i found my sound
some somebody attempt to steal it
every time i kill it
study how i dit it

dont lie
acid rain from the sky
free ride
ordered the uber outside
unwind
blueberry blunts and red wine
drive by
everytime i link im on time

ay
get it
hit the mic and i shred it
get a bag and i spend it
wet like camelback on my pendant

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

woo
red bottoms on the bottom of my shoe
no margiela ive been draped inside the lou
levi jeans in buckled denim feeling blue

easy target 
i could smell in the fear in you
tactical controls no default like a noob
im sensing feelings off of you
i dont fucking care i swear id love to trigger you

bombeii
in the cup
spit flames on the track
pompeii when im done
new god on the run
top 40 when im done
im ready now
i swear on based god
and his son

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

acid rain (prod. yusei)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

no sample.
@qawikamri
about a girl that sucks

B A C K G R O U N D  S T O R Y
I flew over for a girl and turns out she was taken and didn't tell me about it, but the date was kinda fucked up cos she was on her phone all the time so i'm not actually missing a lot.

(Qawi Kamri)
dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (x3)

i just want to fix our problems
we can take time to solve them
i don't want to hit rock bottom
i hate the feel of feeling numb

i just want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (2x)

she got looks but a shitty personality
maybe its my fault i let her inside of me
now its too late, im stuck, i cant fucking leave
stole my heart, fell in love with a heaven's thief

she got a pretty face
so i flew to her place
thought you were a bless
all you give me is stress

always on your phone
you don't want to talk at all
wow... its nice to be ignored
please put my head on a sword

i do believe in second chances
what do you say? do you want to fix this?

(cause I still want to)
wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (3x)

want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

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